Wednesday, December 16, 2009
wow.
it's been a long time haven't it?
me blogging and all.
now having my holidays.
cheong-ing for fyp.
i dun wanna screw my last moment in rp man. so, for those of you guys, who aren't interested, seriously, own up and stop blaming others for YOUR losses and failures. goddammit.
i had fun the past few weeks.
went for family chalet,
spending time with iman.
catch up with my best gf, Ama.
all the pics will be uploaded in facebook soon.
i just bought tickets to KL just now. Iman's younger bro, Imran, followed me. we went to Beach Road. cute la that boy, he said he never been there before. hehh. after that, we bought food for Iman and send it to his camp. weee....
we'll be heading to KL this Sunday and will be coming back home on tuesdae. 3daes2nights kinda thing. just us. awesome. camt wait. goodness i'm excited. he is as well, too. =)
and on wednesdae, Boboi wil be getting his result. i took off. so that i can accompany the boy to his new school and all. after that, i'll be heading to Iman's place. we'll be having a mini bbq outside his house. yayy. cant wait for that too. =)
you know. i made alot of achievements this year. no no. dun get me wrong. achievement that cant be seen. it's within myself. i dun need trophies or medal. it;s just that, i managed to control my emotions better. better composure, better attitude, i nailed in an interview. excellente. my younger bro listens to me. Iman and his family has been the greatest thing that ever happen and still happening to me. hehh..
awesome awesome awesome. proud of myself.
talk soon. =)
♥
fai BITCHED at : 12:09 AM
another 15 more days
til i get the boy back in my arms.
i never thought i would ever feel this way.
i've never been so good, never been so faithful, never been so calm and collected.
thank you boo.
get back home safe okae.
i'll be waiting for you.
cant wait to spend time with your family and you again. =)
Life After You - DaughtryTen miles from town, and I just broke downSpitting out smoke on the side of the roadI'm out here alone, just trying to get homeTo tell you I was wrong, but you already know Believe me, I won't stop at nothingTo see you, so I've started runningAll that I'm after is a life full of laughterAs long as I'm laughing with youI'm thinking that all that still matters is love ever afterAfter the life we've been through'Cause there's no life after youLast time we talked, the night that I walkedBurns like an iron in the back of my mindI must have been high to say you and IWeren't meant to be and just wasting timeOh, why did I ever doubt youYou know I would die here without youAll that I'm after is a life full of laughterAs long as I'm laughing with youI'm thinking that all that still matters is love ever afterAfter the life we've been through'Cause there's no life after youYou and I, right or wrong, there's no oneAfter this time I spent aloneIt's hard to believe that a man with sight could be so blindThinking about the better timesMust've been out of my mindSo I'm runnning back to tell youAll that I'm after is a life full of laughterWithout you, God know what I'd doAll that I'm after is a life full of laughterAs long as I'm laughing with youI'm thinking that all that still matters is love ever afterAfter the life we've been through'Cause there's no life after you
seriously boo, there's no life after you.
cant wait to see you.
stay safe. =)
♥
fai BITCHED at : 11:54 AM
what's goin on lately........
work has been fun for me lately.
as in literaly. i have been workin my arse off since last week, and i am getting more shift this week.
tmr will be the day i have my first Brazilian. i usually just shave, but heck, i wanna try something new.
cant wait, cant wait.
alotta my frens were like pretty worried for me. but nahh. i've went waxing alotta times, just that, this time, it's gonna be down under. that's all. hee.
exams over. holidaes are in. work has been great. life has been better. and love has never missed a beat.
i haven had that boy in my arms for the last 12 days. another 2 more days babyboo. cant wait to give ya a big hug!!!! goodness. he's always there tp calm me through the crazy rides. thanx love.
my cat has been trying to get on my nerve by running in and outta the house sesuke hati dier! i was thinking of getting for him a collar with my address on it. just in case. he listens to Iman very well. alamak.. when it comes to me.... makan hati, i swear. pfft.
i met up with my aunts, kuzzins and grandm the other day. my mum's side. ok la. we buke together. mummum.
i cant wait to buke with my boy. 2 more days boo.. 2 more days..
before i end this post, i wud like to say that
at times, it's true, life is what you made out of it.
so........ when life gives you lemon, bring some friends, open up a bottle of vodka, and go have a blast!
♥
fai BITCHED at : 10:33 PM
Saturday, August 22, 2009
and oh. i changed my taggie board.
blodie spams getting on my darn last nerve
♥
fai BITCHED at : 8:56 PM
cruelty of life.
life..
alotta people have said that"life is what you make out of it"
but. what happens when things doesn't seemed and work out the way it has been planned?
does this means that we should stop looking ahead? does this mean that we should always be wary about people around us?
i see people falling in and out..
i see tears of joy and tears of pain.
where do we draw the line?
what do we say?
what can we say?
you know what's the saddest thing?
to know that someone in a bloodline is experiencing the same shit, but you knoe nth until it was rather late.
because, you thought, you were alone in this mess.
funny, isnt it?
how the world can play this cruel tricks on you?
and expect you to laugh along.
how do you say you're hurt?
how do you let people know you're in pain?
how do you control the tears from falling?
give me a mask.
i will play my part.
♥
fai BITCHED at : 7:48 PM
unsure heart.
shouting was in the background.i lay still in my room.awaken by the sounds that sends my eardrums ringing."stop asking me for money"i heard.again. the same topic that always causes them to quarrel.that's when i heard it.a slap across the face. my cat must have heard it. he meowed.and the meow wasnt as per normal. it was more of a crying sad meow.and he was right outside the room."i ask nicely. why must you raise your voice at me?what do you think i am? a playtoy?"*thud thud*a head was banged on the bed. twice.i heard cries.i am still lying down in bed. afraid to move.i woke up way too early for school.i wanna help.but no, i'm not that strong.i called him. to just hear his voice for comfort and strength.no answer.i texted him. just 2 words to let him know about what was going on."i'm scared"after the noises have subside,i dragged myself outta bed.got up to get ready for school.i washed up.thinking.wondering."why?"at times i feel that LOVE is a cruel thing?why stay when there's nothing to hold on to?why stay when it hurts?the most impt qn that gt me thinking."why am i afraid to stay at my very own home?"i gt dressed,with a smile across my face and an unsure heart,i went out and head to school.
♥
fai BITCHED at : 10:35 AM
wow!!
it's been a year since we had our first date boo!!
since we ate lunch together.
since you ferst fetched me from school.
wow.
i love you boo!!!
♥
fai BITCHED at : 2:50 PM
wow.
things are fine.
cant wait, cant wait.
3 more days.
looking forward sooo much to it..
i miss you boo.
late night barbeque,
starry starr nights,
roasted marsmallows,
camp out.
with YOU.
=)
♥
fai BITCHED at : 1:44 PM
screwed up.
i dunno.i have done wrong.i didnt tell.no melody, no song.i wished i had plucked up the courage.kinda late, he's in rage.i blew it.i dunno what to do now. things were made clear from the beginning.i didnt leave you out of the conversation.never.i put a stop to it.i dunno if it's enough.i wanna leave, but i dunno if he wants me to stay.but my legs are heavy to move.
♥
fai BITCHED at : 12:39 PM
thanx.
to my dearest love,
my sweetheart,
the reason for my smiles and laughters,
the music to my soul,
the rainbow to my after-rain.
dearest Iman,
i give you my heartfelt gratitude for just being there for me.
for listening to my deepest thoughts,
for being my shelter through the stormy nights.
thank you.
you can never imagine how lucky i am to have you, how peaceful my mind is right now, thinking about you while blogging.
thank you.
i guess my "Thank You's" will never be enough to really express myself.
i told you my fears last night. and i was scared to let you know actually, but i told myself and trust you that you won't belittle me.
thanks for holding me close, wiping the tears from my eyes.
i can never thank you enough, Iman.
i have never regret having to meet you.
i have never thought that we could go this far, babyboo.
thanks for the endless nights, the shelter, the smiles, the miles, the rainbow, the stars, the care and concern, and the love.
thank you.
i am so in love with you, Noor Iman Bin Mohd Harun.
thanx for giving me another family i never thought i could have.
thank you.
I LOVE YOU
Yours Faithfully,
Fairuza Bte Abdul Hamid
♥
fai BITCHED at : 12:35 PM
babylove
i miss him.
the boy.
who's in Taiwan now.
i had some prpoblems with my phone just now, and i called Starhub up to clarify and rectify the problem, so that he can reach me while he's there.
i miss him.
terribly.
going clubbing last night, with all the songs that were playing;
i miss him alot.
when i saw his fren, Anis, and we chat;
i missed him, wishing he was there with me.
If This Isnt Love - Jennifer Hudson
[Verse 1:]
I'm calling his phone up, just
to tell him how much
I really love him cause
he's everything I want
He listens to me, cares for me
so I truely believe
God send me an angel up from above
that's gonna love me for life
might as well be perfect
Only because, it's the only way
I can describe, so
[Chorus:]
If this isn't love
tell me what it is,
cuz I could be dreaming and just
plain crazy
If this isn't love
tell me what is, cause I never
felt like this baby
If this isn't love
L-o-v-e what it means to me
L-o-v-e Oh...
If this isn't love [x2]
[Verse 2:]
I'm selfish cause I don't wanna share
him with nobody not even those
People that came before me
But see, I never believed.
God would send me an angel up from above
that's gonna love me for life
might as well be perfect
Only because it's the only way
I can describe, so
[Chorus:]
If this isn't love
tell me what is, cuz it
I'd be dreaming and just
plain crazy, (oh)
If this isn't love (oh)
tell me what is, cause I never
felt like this baby
If this isn't love
L-o-v-e what it means to me?
L-o-v-e Oh...
If this isn't love [x2]
So if you got real love
Let me see you put your hands up
See you put your hands up
The kind of love that fits
right like a gloves
Let me see you put your hands up
See you put your hands up,
if this isn't love
Cause I know I ain't crazy
I know I ain't trippin
I know I ain't slippin
I know that it's love
See me with my hands up
If you think I'm dreamin
I know I ain't dreamin
Cause this reason maybe
I know what is love
If this isn't love...
________________________________________________________
another 3 more days, Boo.
3 more days til we'll be lost in each other's eyes,
til we get to feel the warmth of our skin touching each other,
til we get to kiss those lips we've always dreamt of every night.
thanx Iman.
for believing in me.
for trusting me.
for making me a stronger woman than i thought i can be.
i love you, Iman.with all my heart.wait. i dun have that, do i?cause i left it with you.=)
♥
fai BITCHED at : 2:06 PM
wait for you
this wednesdae is gonna be havoc.
the girls will be coming over my place first.
den off we go.
aniwae, last Wednesdae, my sweetheart left for Taiwan.
that soldier is there right now.
wow.
if this is the test God is giving us, we are here to take it with open arms and heart.
i'm getting used to the idea of him being there and yeah.
we get to talk evey now and then.
sometimes 2 days, worst, 3 deays.
but he still text me la.
but nt often, cos both of us dun wan our bills to go rocket high.
i miss him alot.
i sent him off together with his family. haizz...
damn i miss the boy.
i'll be kidding if i were to say that i dun have tears in my eyes as i'm typing this now.
Dear Allah,
please take good care of Iman while he's there.
protect him from harm and sickness.
when he's cold, i hope your warmth, love and guidance will pull him through the night.
thank you.i miss you Iman..
i'll wait for you..
♥
fai BITCHED at : 11:16 PM
i miss iman. always will..
♥
fai BITCHED at : 1:30 AM
girls just wanna have FUN
goodness goodness goodness.
went with Momo last night(Wednesdae, 18th) to Attica.
jolly jolly, did we haf fun..
like what she said "the best thing is that it's just the 2 of us!!!"
crazee woman.
momo. cannot ardi ah.. must relac for now kae..
i gt some friends asking me "Iman tak mara ke kau pegi party2 ni sume?"
don't worry, Iman knoes my every move.
and besides, even if i lie to him(which i dun think i will),
he'll still find out.
nothing escapes his eyes.
he trusts me.
and i've gt great friends who are always on the lookout for me whenever we go party.
teh bouncers there knoe me as well,
so does the door bitch and the bartenders.
so, if anything happens, they'll be on the lookout. (hopefully)
thank you Iman for trusting me and i'm nt gonna abuse the trust yuou have in me.
thanks alot for understnding me.
i love you.
a whole lot.
nt because you allow me to have my fun, but because of all the other reasons at times i don't have to.
especially when i'm with you.
OK!!! enuff talking..
let the pictures do it.
arrival.
waiting for drinks
ni.. nak selet je!!
no shame! take themselves!
RAT and HIRO??
whut a name.
bitchy bitchy bitchy
awesome dude.
the resident DJ.
and psst.
he likes hazelnut latte.
booze and coffee???
just the 2 of us.
i am a shy person indeed.
whut a joke.
i wish i am.
wait.
tanak ah.
malu malu RUGI
if Iman is the rainbow after the rain, she is the colour.
come and escape with us!!!!
can you find fondue while clubbing?
well... I DID!!! and i COULD!!!!
♥
fai BITCHED at : 12:55 AM
WHAT???!!!
here's where it is?
i hate that dreadful msg.
to think that i actually need to squat down on the floor to realy digest the msg?
wow.
what a shock.
but oh well.
congrats to my dearest.
i'm proud of you.
i knoe you'll make it through. =)
Momo said one month will pass by fast.
Adek comforted me.
should be ok.. right?
TAIWAN huh.
i'm left with just 23 more days to spend time with him til we part for a month.
hehh.
Fai's counting down again huh.
i love you Iman.and i'll be waiting for you here faithfully.i'll be praying for your safety every single day.i'll be thinking of you every single second.i'll be missing you all the time."when i'm with you.i'll make every second count.cos i miss you,whenever you're not around.when i kiss you,i'll still get butterflies years from now.i'll make every second countswhen i'm with you."
♥
fai BITCHED at : 10:41 PM
Thursday, February 26, 2009
blog blogging pictures
awesome awesome night out with my gfs last nite!!
though some things should really, really, be left unsaid. hahah
the day my bestest fren in the whole world went off to Aussie.
16th Feb. to study.
your ticket to freedom, begins on the day you checked in your belongings!
you go girl!!
my bestest GF ever!!!, A-Z-I-M-A-H aka MOMO. hehh
turns 24 on the 13th Feb.
my regular customer,, a dancer, the doll, now known as frens.
her last day performing at Zirca was last night.
she gave her all. yayy!!!
good luck on all your other shows at Brisbane, Sydney and Mexico!
psst: i aim to be like you, can?
on the 280109,
met Ruby while out with Azilah and the girls. hehh..
so ya.
Starbux RE-UNITE.
♥
fai BITCHED at : 3:46 PM
Friday, February 13, 2009
when i'm with you
When i'm with you
I'll make every second count
cause i miss you,
whenever you're not around
when i kiss you
I'll still get butterflies
years from now,
I'll make every second count
when I'm with you
i miss you my love.
come home soon..
i'll be waiting to make every second counts.
my heart yearns for you.
♥
fai BITCHED at : 7:37 PM
what a night.
wednesdae. 280109.
fuuhh. i had the most awesomest time with my girlfrens.
Me, Azimah, Shikeen, Azilah, Mao and Mon.
the 6 of us went to 4 clubs within hours.
hahah..
head off to Zirca ferst, checked out the place, and den we left for Rebel. again, checked out the place and off we went to our main destination and that was Attica, well, the gurls sure did have their fun. and so did i. we were partying letting ourselves loose.
"thanx Hunn, for allowing me to go with my girlfrens and let loose." weeeeeeeeee.
most of the pics are with Mao. so here's abit.
before meeting Shikeen and Momo and Marina Square Starbucks. went over to store ferst. that was when i ajak-ed Azilah.
at Topshop. nice right?
camwhore.
me and Momo.
again. at Attica2 toilet.
at home, after washing up and stuff..
head off to bed within seconds.
thanx girlfrens.
and Mon and Mao. i know about your plans of going the week after next week. i gotta check my schedule ferst. and have yet to tell the boy. hee.
for now, i really hafta head off to bed. tired ardi.
i knoe my boy is somewhere in his la la land, waiting fer me.. hold on, Dear.. i'm on my way.. meeting you in a while. =)
♥
fai BITCHED at : 1:08 AM
Tuesday, January 20, 2009
hmmm..
these were what i ate for lunch yesterdae.. my faci gave us all a treat. we ordered KFC as well as SARPINO'S.
awesome shit. i was full yesterdae..
nonetheless, despite all those food that i ate, i still maintaining, but od course it'll do better if i start running again. someone has been pushing me to run anw.. hee.. i want to but malas ah.. fai nik tak discipline langsong..
k la.. gotta get back to work..
MJ loves her Spidey kae..
♥
fai BITCHED at : 1:21 PM
awesome.
things have been going on well.
i've been turning up for class on time and been speaking out.
i've been a great and better manager at work.
i've been assigned the role of keeping the coffee culture alive over at store.
awesome.
i have sucha nice great weekend yet again.
thanx to him.
well, it takes 2 hands to clap.
hee.
thanx for the great day.
thanx for just being there.
thanx for crafting the smiles on my face.
thanx for bringing me to places i've never been before.
thanx for staying.
as i sent you off yesterdae, i'm glad we talked.
i'll stay.
i'm nt going anywhere.
i'm not giving in to selfish ways.
i promise you i'll stay.
i'll never leave.
thanx for assuring me the same sweetheart.
happy
7th months.
wow.
how time flies by.
i am in love with you.
with our relationship.
thanx for bringing out the best in me and taking care of me.
I LOVE YOU, NOOR IMAN
♥
fai BITCHED at : 10:50 AM
love story
We were both young when I first saw you
I close my eyes and the flashback starts
I'm standing there on a balcony in summer air
See the lights, see the party, the ball gowns
See you make your way through the crowd
And say hello, little did I know
That you were Romeo
You were throwing pebbles
And my daddy said stay away from Juliet
And I was crying on the staircase
Begging you please don't go
And I said
Romeo, take me somewhere we can be alone
I'll be waiting, all there's left to do is run
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story, baby, just say yes
So I sneak out to the garden to see you
We keep quiet 'cause we're dead if they knew
So close your eyes, escape this town for a little while
Oh, oh, oh
'Cause you were Romeo,
I was a scarlet letter
And my daddy said stay away from Juliet
But you were everything to me
I was begging you please don't go
And I said
Romeo, take me somewhere we can be alone
I'll be waiting, all there's left to do is run
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story, baby, just say yes
Romeo, save me, they're trying to tell me how to feel
This love is difficult, but it's real
Don't be afraid, we'll make it out of this mess
It's a love story, baby, just say yes
Oh oh
I got tired of waiting
Wondering if you were ever coming around
My faith in you was fading
When I met you on the outskirts of town
And I said
Romeo save me, I've been feeling so alone
I keep waiting for you but you never come
Is this in my head, I don't know what to think
He knelt to the ground and pulled out a ring
And said
Marry me, Juliet, you'll never have to be alone
I love you and that's all I really know
I talked to your dad, go pick out a white dress
It's a love story, baby, just say yes
Oh, oh, oh, oh
'Cause we were both young when I first saw you________________________________________________________
this song's stuck in my head.
wow.
awesome lyrics,
awesome voice,
awesome vid,
awesome scenario.
i had fun during the holidaes, werking and spending time with my Iman..
we went to Bintan for a short getaway with his family as well.
i am back with a tan. weee.
now i'm in skool.
connection is effing slow.
i cant edit pictures,
i cant upload pictures.
i cant do any shit.
-pfft-
♥
fai BITCHED at : 11:37 AM
Friday, December 05, 2008
cant wait.
i cant wait for the weekend to play with the stars.
let's have a party of our own shall we?
just you and me,
hand in hand,
face to face,
breath to breath,
skin to skin,
heart to heart-
yours and mine.
i miss you my love.
take care of my heart. i left it with you.
"let me be the one who calls you baby all the time.
surely you can take some comfort knowing that you're mine.
just hold me tight, lay by my side.
and let me be the one who calls you baby all the time.
I found my place in the world
Could stare at your face for the rest of
my days
Now I can breathe, turn my insides out
and Smother me
Warm and alive I'm all over you
would you smother me?
Let me be the one who never leaves
You all alone
I hold my breath and lose the feeling
That I'm on my own (leaves me all alone)
Hold me too tight stay by my side
and let me be the one who calls you
Baby all the time(all the time)
I found my place in the world
Could stare at your face for the rest of my days
Now I can breathe, turn my insides out
and Smother me
Warm and alive I'm all over you
would you smother me?(4X- smother me)
When I'm alone time goes so slow
I need you here with me
and how my mistakes have made
Your heart break
Still I need you here with me
So Baby I’m, Baby I'm here
Now I can breathe, turn my insides out
and Smother me(smother me)
Warm and alive I'm all over you
would you smother me?(don’t let me be alone)
Now I can breathe, turn my insides out
and Smother me(smother me)
Warm and alive I'm all over you
would you smother me?(3X smother me)
Let me be the one who calls you baby
All the time
Let me be the one who calls you baby
All the time
Let me be the one who calls you baby
the one who calls you baby. "-the Used , Smother Me
♥
fai BITCHED at : 3:06 PM
Thursday, December 04, 2008
pics pics pics.
last sundae. at werk. when sundae morning gets even more boring than ever.
a day after Boboi's bdae. last saturdae. went cycling with Iman and Boboi at east coast.
it was raining. we rode in the rain. and my rashes came. pfft. fun fun fun!!
supportive frens are hard to find, remember that, Mak Huda!!!
touching kan, aku and Lina turon. jiwe tetek!!!
this is what happen last 2 weeks when Fai is early for class and feeling hyper. but todae, finance sucks.
♥
fai BITCHED at : 11:00 AM
Thursday, November 27, 2008
a few weeks ago....
love them loads la seii..
syikin pulak cant make it..
had fun.. i think this was last 2 weeks..
♥
fai BITCHED at : 9:36 AM
Wednesday, November 26, 2008
Take You Down - Chris Brown
Verse 1:
Here we are all alone in this room (oh)
and girl i know where to start and what we gonna do (yeah)
I'll take my time we'll be all night girl
so get ready babe I got plans for me and you (oh oh oh ooh)
It ain't my first time but babygirl we can pretend,
Hey lets bump and grind girl tonight we'll never end
Chorus:
Let me take u down
I really wanna take u down
and show you what I'm about
Can I take you now
Your body body oohh
Your body body up and down
So don't stop girl get it
quit playin wit it
Can't wait no more
I wanna take u down
I really wanna take u down
take u down, yeah
Verse 2:
Pretty girl lets take it off in this room
noo time to waste girl you know what we came to do ( oh oh oh ooh)
We got all night to try to get it right girl
I hope you're ready, hope you're ready, hope you're ready
I hope you're ready babe
Cause here we go you know how we do (oooh)
It ain't my first time but babygirl we can pretend,
Hey lets bump and grind girl tonight it never ends
Chorus:
Let me take u down
I really wanna take u down
and show you what I'm about
Can I take you now
Your body body oohh
Your body body up and down
So don't stop girl get it
quit playin wit it
Can't wait no more (I can't wait no more)
I wanna take u down
It ain't my first time but babygirl we can pretend,
Hey lets bump and grind girl tonight we'll never end
Chorus:
Let me take u down
I really wanna take u down
and show you what I'm about
Can I take you now
Your body body oohh
Your body body up and down
So don't stop girl get it
quit playin wit it
Can't wait no more (I can't wait no mre)
I wanna take u down
I really wanna take u down (I really wanna take u down)
take u down, yeah
Ooooo
Freakin' oh baby, like a pro baby and i bet that you (I bet you ooh)
Thinkin' oh baby, like you grown baby
So what you wanna do (what you wanna)
I'm gonna take it down baby nice and slow
So bring it let's goooo babaaaayyy (babaaaaayyy babaaaayyy)
Yea yea yea babaaaayyy (babaaaaayyy babaaaayyy)
(Come on baby)
Come on baby, come on baby
Chorus:
Let me take u down
I really wanna take u down
and show you what I'm about
Can I take you now
Your body body oohh
Your body body up and down (yae, yea, yea, yea)
So don't stop girl get it
quit playin wit it
Can't wait no more (I can't wait no mre)
I wanna take u down
I really wanna take u down (I really wanna take u down)
take u down, yeah(I said I wanna take u down) __________________________________________________________was texting with him just now. i miss you la Iman. a whole lot can?pfft.hmmm.. i feel like the weekend is coming nearer, and i cant wait til i get to see you again. i love you sweetheart.("v") 'v'
♥
fai BITCHED at : 10:45 AM
Wednesday, November 19, 2008
yayy
happie bdae to my klassmate, Ping!!!
he turned 18 on Mondae.
the best guy(gentleman) ever.
and me and PQ always wonder whjy he hasnt got a girlfren.
he deserve a good one.
someone caring, put others before him, smart, soft spoken, quiet but yet nonsensical.
happie bdae bro!!!!
and these were taken just now during second break.
had lunch with Yaya and off we go camwhore.
♥
fai BITCHED at : 2:55 PM
Superhuman - Chris Brown and Keri Hilson
Chris:
Weak, I have been crying and crying for weeks.
How'd I survive when I can barely speak,barely eat on my knees.
Keri:
But that's the moment you came to me, I don't know what your love has done to me.
Think im invincible I see through the me I used to be.
You've changed my whole life, don't know what you're doing to me with your love.
I'm feeling all superhuman you did that to me, a superhuman heart beats in me, nothing can stop me here with you.
Superhuman..
I feel so superhuman x2
Chris:
Strong, since i've been flying and righting the wrongs.
Feels almost like i've had it all along, I can see tomorrow.
Keri:
Where every problem is gone because I flew everywhere with love inside of me.
It's unbeliveble to see how love can set me free.You've changed my whole life, don't know what you're doing to me with your love.
I'm feeling all superhuman you did that to me, a superhuman heart beats in me, nothing can stop me here with you.
Superhuman..
I feel so superhuman x2
It's not a bird, not a plane, it's my heart and it's going gone away.
My only weekness is you, only reason is you, every minute with you
I feel like I can do, anything..
Going,going i'm gone away, in love.
You've changed my whole life, don't know what you're doing to me with your love.
I'm feeling all superhuman you did that to me, a superhuman heart beats in me, nothing can stop me here with you.
Superhuman..
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this song makes me smile.
exactly the way i feel and the way he makes me feel..
"my only weakness is you, only reason is you, every minute with you, i feel like i can do anything."i am so in love with him..
"lunch wimme? pick me up den head to town after you get back from JB?"
hehh. sweet kan kau.
miss you la Iman.
cant wait for weekends.
love you.
♥
fai BITCHED at : 11:08 AM
Tuesday, November 18, 2008
almost forgot.
i always wanted to upload this but forget.
that doesnt mean i forgot about you, sweetheart, cos that's the last thing i'd ever wanna do too.
this was taken on the 8th. went for dinner with his family at Buangkok Sakura.
and adek came over with his bdae cake.
weeeeeee...
i am glad to able to spend time with you and your family dear.
loadsa hugs and kisses.
♥
fai BITCHED at : 9:47 AM
happie happie happie
dearest Iman.
i love today.
that's cause i hear your voice even through my blurness in the morning wishing me "Happie Anniversary" with a smile in your voice.
i am so in love with you.
thanx for showing me that life is about trusting our feelings and taking chances, losing and finding happiness, appreciating the memories and learning from the past.
thanx for the laughters you've given me, the love, care and concern you've showered me with and will still continue doing so. i am eternally grateful.
you're my disease and my favourite drug.
Happie Anniversary sweetheart.
i love you.
♥
fai BITCHED at : 9:20 AM
Monday, November 17, 2008
momo and didie!!!!
love them a whole lot..!!!!
♥
fai BITCHED at : 9:42 PM
weekend... pics
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fai BITCHED at : 9:01 PM
i had fun with they boy last weekend.
again he surprise me at werk.
he told me he booking out on saturdae.
but he popped by on Fridae when i was on attachment at Shaw Tower.
sucha sweetheart..
hee.
on saturdae, he came over and fetched me and then we went off to RP, pass Mak Oda the hairsprays.
den we went to Banquet to have our earli dinner. and walk around.
after that we go back to RP to watch Reflection. hee.
our ferst theatre show together. awesome.
after Reflection, we watched Record. we almost broke each other's fingers. and hands. loadsa shocking parts.
i am crazy. so crazy in love with him.
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee..
well. me and Iman missed the other 2.
are things gonna change?
well, there goes the nites of us hanging out, under the stars and waves crashing the breaker.
i am gonna miss all that.
blogger in skool is damn lagging.
i wanna upload pics. i tool loadsa pics with the boy.
and yesterdae, after werk, meet up with Dinie and Momo.
we had long chats. Didie fetched me from SB-SU. as Iman sent me to werk, i do have my helmet, so Didie fetched me. and obviously, i asked him for permission ferst. hehh.
we talked about our lives, things that matters and just sit and laugh and reminisce.
awesome shit.
i had fun.
me and the boy talked alot last nite before we both head to la la land.
"i wanna fall in love forever with...
the guy who...
the girl who...
the guy who...
the girl who...
the guy who...
the girl who...
....
...
..
.
..
...
....
and the list goes on.
i am so in love with him.
"everyone have their worries"
hehh. sorry about the worries hunn.
i dun care about it.
u've assure me enuff.
i love you, Iman.
a whole lot.
just so you knoe.
i want us to be like this forever too.
and being with you makes me happy as well.
"youre the reason i'm thinking.
i dun wanna smoke on this cigarrettes no more."
♥
fai BITCHED at : 11:13 AM
Wednesday, November 12, 2008
Iman
I’ll be living off your phone calls and your letters and your postcards
Every single word is like a secret wish come true
Well, who cares if we’re apart for the big days
It’s the small ones that made me
fall in love with you"you're the only gift that i need"________________________________________________________
I Do - Dashboard Confessional
Oh love, hang on,
I’ve gotta say this right
'Cause I only get one shot,
Once in my life
'Cause I want to grow old with you
And I want you to hold me forever
Do you think that you love me?
'Cause I do, I do, I do
Do you want that forever?
'Cause I do, I do, I do
Do you want me to share your life with you?
I do, I do, I do
Oh love, hang on,
If you're willing,
I’ll be strong
And I’ll give you the life that you deserve
'Cause I want you to know all of me
And I, I want to hold you forever
Do you think that you love me?
'Cause I do, I do, I do
Do you want that forever?
'Cause I do, I do, I do
Do you want me to brave this world for you?
I do, I do, I do
I do, I do, I do, I dook. i'm smiling my arse off now in class.and my fren just told me to stop smiling with that look on her face.
♥
fai BITCHED at : 2:26 PM
Hold Me Down - Motion City Soundtrack
You're the echoes of my everything,
You're the emptiness the whole world sings at night.
You're the laziness of afternoon,
You're the reason why I burst and why I bloomed..
You're the leaky sink of sentiment,
You're the failed attempts I never could forget.
You're the metaphors I can't create to comprehend this curse that I call love..i miss the soldier.
the one whom they called pokok. haha.
the one who makes my heart skipped a beat or beats even faster whenever his ringtone come up.
the one i am so insanely madly in love with.
i miss you Iman.
♥
fai BITCHED at : 2:04 PM
Monday, November 10, 2008
just something.
"if it's over let it go now.come tomorrow it will seem so yesterdae, so yesterdae.i'm just a bird who's already flown awae."
♥
fai BITCHED at : 11:03 PM
