hey.. last saturdae/sundae was a dae/nite(24/02--25/02) to rmbr.. quarrel with asad from 12 plus til 2 plus.. dunnoe wad's our problem sei.. in the morning, everything was cool.. it was lovey dovey.. missing each other.. afternoon will be more like frens. chilling around on the phone.. but when nite came, it disastrous!!!! haiz.. i told him.. "u alwaes sae wanna end this in a nice wae but at the same time u're alwaes be talking AMAN AMAN AMAN AMAN AMAN!!!! haiz.. penat sei gado dgn Asad.. lyk wadda hell ah.. when i told him that i feel hurt whenever he said such stuffs.. and he bang bang me saeing "oh.. u noe how to feel hurt..?" wadda fuck la.. very very tired..

ystrdy Aman went to sentosa with his family.. he ajak-ed me.. giler!!! after that he ajak-ed me go hard rock pulak.. but mama at home.. so yeah.. i also dun wan go.. but he din go in the end cos he sick!!! haha!!! he fever fever.. told him to take care of himself if he not, whu's gonna take care of him?? and he said "u lor".. suke suke je... hee.. actualli tak pasal la.. but not now.. i can care fer him as a freaking close fren onli.. haha.. den he sae betta not go hard rock if not he'll drink til he knock out.. wad crap.. minom minom minom!!! drink drink drink onli.. i told him that he's a disappointment cos he said he wanna start prayin but den still wanna drink.. i told him that i dun wanna take care of him if he continue drinking.. he can jolly well take care of himself.. SACRIFICE.. yeah sacrifice is the werd.... haiz..

at times i questioned maself.. are we(me and asad) doin the rite thing?? haiz.. it just hurts alot.. but yet, both of wan it.. lotsa dates stored in ma brains.. lotsa memories along the wae.. lotsa conversations we had and still lots more left unsaid.. it hurts to control ma tears and pour it all out on ma bed at nite.. why?? everything happens fer a reason.. that's wad we both said and agreed on.. i love u.. i am wad i am todae cos of u.... if we were to ever have other person in our life, i'll not call him by the name that i called u.. pls do the same k.. and dun bcos of wad i did to u, u're gonna treat other gerls like shit.. give them a chance to love u.. give them a chance to make u happier.. thanx.. aniwae Bi.. if u were to ever read ma blog, if u were to ever get to read this, this song is fer you..

Say Goodbye -Chris Brown

Look
We Gotta Talk
Dang! I know, I know
It's just some things
I gotta get off my chest
Alright
Yeah
Oh ooh oh ooh oh ooh oh
[VERSE 1]
Baby come here and sit down, let's talk
I got a lot to say so I guess I'll start by
Saying that I love you
But you know, this thing ain't been
No walk in the park for us
I swear it'll only take a minute
You'll understand when I finish, yeah
And I don't wanna see you cry
But I don't wanna be the one to tell you a lie so
[HOOK]
How do you let it go?
When you
You just don't know?
What's on
The other side of the door
When you're walking out, talk about it
Everything I tried to remember to say
Just went out my head
So I'ma do the best I can to get you to understand
Cause I kno...
[CHORUS]
There's never a right time to say goodbye
But I gotta make the first move
Cause if I don't you gonna start hating me
Cause I really don't feel the way I once felt about you
Girl it's not you, it's me
I gotta gotta figure out what I need
Oh
There's never a right time to say goodbye
But we know that we gotta go
Our separate ways
And I know it's hard but I gotta do it
And it's killing me
Cause there's never a right time
Right time to say goodbye
[VERSE 2]
But now your heart is breaking
And a thousand times I
Found myself asking, "Why? Why?"
Why am I taking so long to say this?
But trust me, girl I never
Meant to crush your world
And I never
Though I would see the day we grew apart
And I wanna know
[HOOK]
How do you let it go?
When you
You just don't know?
What's on
The other side of the door
When you're walking out, talk about it
Girl I hope you understand
What I'm tryna say
We just can't go on
Pretending that we get along
Girl how you not gonna see it?
[CHORUS]
There's never a right time to say goodbye
But I gotta make the first move
Cause if I don't you gonna start hating me
Cause I really don't feel the way I once felt about you
Girl it's not you it's me
I gotta gotta figure out what I need
Oh
There's never a right time to say goodbye
But we know that we gotta go
Our separate ways
And I know it's hard but I gotta do it
And it's killing me
Cause there's never a right time
Right time to say goodbye
[BRIDGE]
Listen to your heart
Girl you know,
We should be apart, baby I
I just can't do it
I, I just can't do it
Listen to your heart
Girl you know
We should be apart, baby I
I just can't do it
And sometimes it makes me wanna cry
Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh [x2]
Do you hear me crying?
Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh
Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh
There's never a right time...
[CHORUS] [x2]
There's never a right time to say goodbye
But I gotta make the first move
Cause if I don't you gonna start hating me
Cause I really don't feel the way I once felt about you
Girl it's not you it's me
I gotta gotta figure out what I need
Oh
There's never a right time to say goodbye
But we know that we gotta go
Our separate ways
And I know it's hard but I gotta do it
And it's killing me
Cause there's never a right time
Right time to say (echos then fades)

Asad.. i'm sorry if i hurt u..
sorry if i gave u shit.. perhaps it's never meant to be..
i'll be missing u BIG time..
u'll be kept close to ma heart.. i promise..........

i met asad last nite.. at east coast.. we talked.. we hugged.. we cried..
we let go........
i'm alone now.. so lonely.. but i gotta be strong.. asad mede me promise him..
we are still frens though.. we agreed to stay that wae..

hu's gonna tolerate my crap now?
hu's gonna go all the wae to find chicken porridge for me when i'm sick.. i noe i'm pampered.. but this is the wae it is.. at last i cried my heart's out.. my eyes were swollen this morning.. it's hard to wake up in the morning and find no motive in life.. *sigh* what if...? what if...? URGH!!!!

who's gonna take care of him when he's sick?
who's gonna check his temperature every now and then until he's ok?
who's gonna pamper him?
who's gonna cook for him?
who's gonna take care of his pimples? his blackheads?
who's gonna dodoi him to sleep?

we love each other so much.. but yet we think that it's the best for both of us..
he apologize for letting go.. he said he wish we are still together, but he cant possibly go back against his werds.. he said we dunno wad the future lies for us.. maybe we'll be back together again.. we'll never knoe..

he asked "how wud i feel if i were to c u outside with another guy and vice versa.."

he told me "when u reali love another guy, make sure u reali love him.. just him.. not anyone else.. cos when u realize, u mite not noe if ur loved one is still there or not.. he mite be gone...."

i seriousli feel much much more better after the talk last nite..
better frens den nothing rite.... i love asad.. alwaes will..
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EVERYTIME I CLOSE MY EYES -backstreet boys

Everytime
I
Close my eyes
(2x)

Listen girl
I don't know where to start
But every word I say
Comes straight from the heart
I've been so wrong
I never meant to hurt you
Oh girl
I'm sorry
Of what I put you through

Girl I'd do anything for one more chance
(One more chance)
Cuz I want you back again
(Want you back again)

Chorus:
Cuz everytime I close my eyes
I see your face and I wonder
When you close your eyes
Do you think about me
Now that I've realized
I want you girl
And no other
Everytime I close my eyes
You're all that I see

You and I shared it all together
Each other was all we'd ever need
(All we ever need)
I thought that you would stay
With me forever
But I took for granted
The love you gave to me
I keep on trying
(Keep on trying)
Until the end
(Until the end)
Baby I need you back with me
Again

Chorus

Girl, I'm going out of my mind
I miss you so much
I don't know what to do
(What to do)
Please say it's just a matter of time
Until I feel your touch
Until you let me come back to you

Think about you girl
Every day and night and day
I'm in love
And it feels so right
I never meant to hurt you
Or cause you pain
I was just caught up
In that lying game
But now those days are over
I've changed my ways
And now I'm counting the minutes
I'm counting the days
Until you let me come back
Until you let me start
To find a new way
To get back into your heart

Girl, I'd do anything for one more chance
(One more chance)
Cause I want you
I want you back again
(Want you back)

Chorus

(All I can see is you lovin me
You're all that I need
Baby yeah
Ohh
Now I realize
That everytime I close my eyes
I see me holdin and kissin you
Baby yeah
I see your face
And I wonder
I wonder
Yeah
Oh, yeah)
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aman.. thanx fer holding on try to make me and asad get together again... but.. just like wad i alwaes sae...
"every good things will have to come to an end one dae...."

hey.. yeah.. as u can sense it.. i'm in pain.. i'm lost.. i'm still learning new waes to live w/o asad.. it's hard.. fucking hard.. wad am i suppose to do? how am i suppose to react now that he's gone.. ma fault.... he's gone now cos of me.... i hate maself now.. i hate maself for actualli letting him go.. i hate maself for doing such things to him.. i hate maself for giving him a chance to hate me..

i wanna scream my lungs out.. i wanna drown maself in sea of ma own tears.. i wanna be alone.. i wanna live ma life in solitude..

aman is holdin on for me.. he's not gonna rush things.. i told him not to and he say dun weri he wont.. he noes i'm having a hard time now trying to mend pieces of ma broken heart.. i'm still trying to forget asad.. i cant do that.. i noe.. haiz.. i'm missing asad.. but i seriousli tink it's the best fer both of us.. i'm a wild gerl.. i need to be tame i guess.. [*if u wanna be a gud gerl, get urself a bad boi*]haha..
it's not fair fer asad.. to stay and tolerate ma shit.. i need to get rid of ma bad habit.. "i'm not suppose to love u animore"

i miss u asad.. i alwaes will.. u'll be kept close to ma heart..
aman.. thanx fer holdin on and understanding me and ma tears, ma emotions..

gonna end this post with 4 songs from BABYFACE.....
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THE LONELINESS (this song's damn good!!)

I'm sitting here
Thinkin' 'bout
How I'm gonna do without
You around
In my life
And how am I, I gon' get by
Ain't got no days
Just lonely nights
If you want the truth
Well girl, I'm not alright
Feel out of place
And out of time
I think I'm gonna lose my mind

So tell me how you feel (I'm lonely)
Are you for real (so lonely)
Do you still think of me (I think of you)
Baby still (you only)
Do you dream of me at night (like I dream you all the time)
So lone

Oh, let me tell you how it feels (it's like everyday I die)
Wish I was dreamin but it's real (when I open up my eyes)
Oh, let me tell you how it feels (and don't see your pretty face)
I think that I will never love again

I miss your face
I miss your kiss
I even miss, the arguments
That we would have
From time to time
I miss you standing by my side
I'm dying here
It's clear to see
There ain't no you, God knows there ain't no me
Don't wanna live
I wanna die
If I can't have you in my life

So tell me how you feel (oh)
Are you for real (for real)
Do you still think of me (I think of you)
Baby still (you only)
Do you dream of me at night (it's like I dream you all the time)
So lone

Oh, let me tell you how it feels (it's like everyday I die)
Wish I was dreamin but it's real (when I open up my eyes)
Oh, let me tell you how it feels (and don't see your pretty face)
I think that I will never love again (will never, I will never love again)

[repeat until end]
So tell me how you feel (I'm lonely)
Are you for real (so lonely)
Do you still think of me (I think of you)
Baby still (you only)
Do you dream of me at night (it's like I dream you all the time)
So lone

Oh, let me tell you how it feels (it's like everyday I die)
Wish I was dreamin but it's real (when I open up my eyes)
Oh, let me tell you how it feels (and I don't see your pretty face)
I think that I will never love again (i'll never ever ever love again, baby)

WISH I COULD TELL U

I wish that I could tell you
How I really feel
I wish you could believe my love for you is real
All I know is, I ain't much without you
You really are the better part of me, yes

Chorus:
No matter how it goes (no matter how it goes)
Girl I want you to know
You're my moon, river, my dreammaker
My soulmate, you're like gold
A beautiful
beautiful
oooh baby

Wish that I could change the way things might have been
I wish we could start over and fall in love again
All I know is I wont ever doubt you
I wanna live (wanna live) inside your heart again

ohhh

Chorus:
No matter how it goes (no matter how it goes)
Girl I want you to know
You're my moon, river, my dreammaker
My soulmate, you're like gold
A beautiful
beautiful
oooh baby


ohhh
You're my moon, river, my dreammaker
my soulmate, you're like gold
ohhhh
You're my moon, river, my dreammaker
my soulmate, you're like gold
a beautiful (oh yeah)

I wish that I could tell you how I really feel.

WITH HIM

So ya' never meant to hurt nobody
Well I think your full of it, yeah so
cause if ya really really didn't wanna hurt nobody
You wouldn't slept with my best friend, baby
And to bring insult to my injury
You weren't a big discrete
And while the world stood witness
To my embarrassment
You put a knife inside of me

::Chorus::
How could you fall in love with him?
How could you give your heart to him?
Thought we'd grow old
As lovers
Together til' the end, baby
How could you fall?
fall in love with him?
oh, yeah, yeah

and I know we've had our, up and downs
And that I do admit, yes
But sometimes lovers go astray
But you've made it permanent
Oh I can't be that understanding, no way
My heart's just not that big ( no it ain't, no it ain't)
I can take the pain
Of infidelity
But I can't take you with him

::Chorus::
How could you fall in love with him? (baby)
How could you give your heart to him? (baby)
Thought we'd grow old
As lovers
Together til' the end
How could you fall?
fall in love with him?
oh, yeah, yeah

Thought we'd grow old
As lovers
Together til' the end
How could you fall?
fall in love with him?

WHAT IF (my favourite of all!!!)

I ran into a friend of yours the other day
And I asked her how you've been
She said my girl is fine; just bought a house, got a job, real good man
I told her I was glad for you; that's wonderful
But does she ever ask `bout me?
She said she's happy with her life right now
Let her go, let her be
And I told myself I would, but something in my heart just would not let you go
I just wanna know

[Chorus:]
What if we were wrong about each other?
What if you were really made for me?
What if we was `sposed to be together?
Would that not mean anything?
What if that was `sposed to be my house that you go home to every day?
How can you be sure that things are better?
If you can't be sure your heart is still here with me
Still wanting me

Your friend asked me if there was someone special in my life that I was seeing
I told her there was no one in particular
There's just I, myself, and me
I told her that I dream of you quite often
She just cut her eyes at me
She said you got a home, you're very happy
So just stop your meddling
I told her that I won't
I said things were cool, but I guess I was wrong
I still can't move on

[Chorus]

Now that could be my car
That could be my house
That could be my baby boy that you're nursing
That could be the trash that I always take out
That could be the chair that I love to chill in
That could be my food on the table at the end of the day
Hugs and the kisses, all the love we make
What the hell do you expect me to say?
What if it's really `sposed to be this way?
What if you're really `sposed to be with me?

Nanananananana...
Nanananananana...
Nanananananana...
(You know!)

You Know!
Los Capos Estan Ready
Las Mamis Estan Ready
En La Calle Estamos Ready
Yeah Yeah Andamos Ready
Los Barrios Estan Ready
One, Two Get Ready Come On

Oh Oh Oh Oh!!

Rompe, Rompe, Rompe, bien guillao
Rompe, Rompe, Rompe, ese cuerpo ya lo
Rompe, Rompe, Rompe, bien guillao

Are U Ready!

Rompe, Rompe, Rompe, break it down
Rompe, Rompe, Rompe, the way she move we gotta
Rompe, Rompe, Rompe, break it down

Let's Go!!

My boo no se limita a la hora de romper su bum bum
Con curvas mas calientes que son right true,
Enseñame si tienes la actitud, mami

Gotta go, gotta go, gotta go go

Tiempo, llego el momento baby de perder el control
Trabájame ese cuerpo, mas que un shot de winstrong
Sube ese temperamento, dame movimiento lento, lento ya lo

Rompe, Rompe, Rompe, bien guillao
Rompe, Rompe, Rompe, ese cuerpo ya lo
Rompe, Rompe, Rompe, bien guillao

Are U Ready!

Rompe, Rompe, Rompe, break it down
Rompe, Rompe, Rompe, the way she move we gotta
Rompe, Rompe, Rompe, break it down

Go! Go! Go! Go!

Voy chillin' tranquilo that’s rightttt
Buscando una gata que caeeee
No escondas todo eso que traeeee
Yo baby que es la que hay!

Voy chillin' tranquilo that’s right
Buscando una gata que caeeeee
No escondas todo eso que traeeee
Que pasa socio que es la que hay!

Pinche guey pensates que esto era un mamey
No voy a dar break deja ese guille de scarface
Get out my way usted no vende ni en ebay
No das pa na conmigo estas frito lay

Check it sweet
Que se le pega a toa las nenas mas que un G-String
Yo soy la pesadilla de todo los district!
Ya se te acabo el magazine
Conmigo no te la guilles pa de listerin, Daddy Te!

Rompe, Rompe, Rompe, bien guillao
Rompe, Rompe, Rompe, ese cuerpo ya lo
Rompe, Rompe, Rompe, bien guillao

Are U Ready!

Rompe, Rompe, Rompe, break it down
Rompe, Rompe, Rompe, the way she move we gotta
Rompe, Rompe, Rompe, break it down

Let's Go!!

Nanananananana...
Nanananananana...
Nanananananana...

You Know!
Oh, Oh En Directo
Oh, Oh Daddy Yankee Yo
Con los Jedis,
Monserrate Y Dj Urba
Official, Its Official
Daddy Yankee
Got The Record
En Directo
Who's this?
Jaja...

HASRAT -phyne ballerz

Kasihku ingin ku menyatakan hasrat ikhlas di hati ini
Mungkinkah luahan dapat di abadi
Bagaimana harus nak ku buktikan
Tak terdaya hendak ku lafazkan
Hanyalah satu keikhlasan diri

Kau permaisuri
Jangan kau bersedih lagi
Hanya satu ku pinta... secebis janjimu
Lelapkanlah mata
Kau selalu di hatiku
Terbayang dalam firasat
Termakbulnya hasrat

Ku bersyukur pada yang esa
Hilanglah kesepian lama
Betapa sukarnya untuk memahami dirimu
Walaupum hatiku membara
Tiada apa dapat di lakukan
Sekiranya perasaanmu berduka

Kau permaisuri
Jangan kau bersedih lagi
Hanya satu ku pinta...secebis janjimu
Lelapkanlah mata
Kau selalu di hatiku
Terbayang dalam firasat
Termakbulnya hasrat

Ingin ku belai hatimu
Dan ku pegang erat jemarimu
Apa yang nyatakan... hanyalah ku rindu

VIDA -phyne ballerz

Setiap detik saat buat kuhiba ku melarat
Dan semakin berat terasa terjerat
Mungkin ku tidak sekuat kusangka

Setiap rintik hujan buat keadaanku tenat
Dan segala kudrat kuperah keringat
Daku dah penat melawan perasaan

Dan memang benar sebenar-benarnya
( daku terseksa )
Amat terasa sejak kau tiada

Vida
Kembalikanlah semangatku
Kembalikan ketenanganku
Kurebah tanpamu
Carino mio
Tak terdaya lagi bernafas
Jiwa daku semakin lemas
Dahagakan cintamu
Kaulah nyawaku

Katakanlah apa saja yang dikau damba
Sedaya-upaya kutunaikannya
Asal kau pulang ke dakapanku

Daku bersungguh sesungguh-sungguhnya
( tangis berdoa )
Mahu cintamu dan masa indah lalu oh...

Vida
Kembalikanlah semangatku
Kembalikan ketenanganku
Kurebah tanpamu
Carino mio
Tak terdaya lagi bernafas
Jiwa daku semakin lemas
Dahagakan cintamu
Kaulah nyawaku...
Kaulah nyawaku oh...

Vida
Kembalikanlah semangatku
Kembalikan ketenanganku
Kurebah tanpamu
Carino mio
Tak terdaya lagi bernafas
Jiwa daku semakin lemas
Dahagakan cintamu
Kaulah nyawaku

Vida
Kembalikanlah semangatku
Kembalikan ketenanganku
Kurebah tanpamu

Berikanlah daku peluang hanya sekali lagi
Senyumanmulah menjadi penawar hati
Melutut merayu... kau nyawaku
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i noe that i'm supposed to be strong.. talked to amy about this.. she said we have to talk it out.. we must sit down and talk about it.. it's pointless over the phone..
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PINTAKU YANG TERAKHIR -dayang nurfaezah

Ingin ku pandang wajahmu
Di setiap ketika
Tiada jemu biarpun terluka

Ingin dibelai selalu
Bagaikan waktu dulu
Rasa bahagia dalam dakapanmu

Ku rindu
Wajah dan senyumanmu
Memberikan cahaya
Di dalam setiap mimpi-mimpiku

Kau pergi
Membawa hati ini
Tinggalkan ku sendiri
Dalam sepi

Lafazkan cinta dari bibirmu
Ingin kudengar sekali lagi
Lafazkan dari hati tulus dan suci
Serahkan cinta abadi

Oh bisikan rindu nada nan syahdu
Pintaku yang terakhir darimu
Pintaku hanya satu
Usah kau berlalu
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IF U COME BACK -blue

C'mon c'mon
Yeah
Can you feel me?
(Baby can you feel me?)
I got something to say
Check it out

For all this time
I've been lovin' you girl
Oh yes I have
And ever since the day
You left me here alone
I've been trying to find
A reason why

So if I did something wrong please tell me
I wanna understand
'Cos I don't want this love to ever end

And I swear
If you come back in my life
I'll be there 'til the end of time
(Back to me, back to me, back into my life)
And I swear
I'll keep you right by my side
'Cos baby you're the one I want
(Back to me, back to me, back into my life)
Oh yes you are

I watched you go
Takin' my heart with you
Oh yes you did
Every time I try to reach you on the phone
Baby you're never there
Girl you're never home

So if I did something wrong please tell me
I wanna understand
'Cos I don't want this love to ever end
No, no, no, no

And I swear
If you come back in my life
I'll be there 'til the end of time
(Back to me, back to me, back into my life)
And I swear
I'll keep you right by my side
'Cos baby you're the one I want
(Back to me, back to me, back into my life)
Oh yes you are

Maybe I didn't know how to show it
(How to show it)
Maybe I didn't know what to say
(What to say)
This time I won't disguise
(Won't disguise)
Then we can build our lives
And we can be as one (be as one)

I swear
If you come back in my life
I'll be there 'til the end of time
(Back to me, back to me, back into my life)
Oh yeah
And I swear
I'll keep you right by my side
(By my side)
'Cos baby you're the one I want
(Back to me, back to me, baby come back)
Oh yes you are, by my side

And I swear
If you come back in my life
I'll be there 'til the end of time
(Back to me, back to me, back into my life)
Oh yeah
And I swear
I'll keep you right by my side...

BREATHE EASY -blue

Cruel to the eye
I see the way he makes you smile
Cruel to the eye
Watching him hold what used to be mine

Why did I lie?
What did I walk away to find
Ooohhh - why.....oooh - why....

Chorus
I.........can't breathe easy
Can't sleep at night
Till you're by my side
No I............can't breathe easy
I can't dream yet another dream
Without you lying next to me
There's no air

Curse me inside
For every word that caused you to cry
Curse me inside

I won't forget, no i won't baby,
I don't know why (don't know why)
I left the one I was looking to find

Ooh - why....ooooh, why - whyyy....

Why

Chorus x 1

No I............can't breathe easy
I can't dream yet another dream
Without you lying next to me
There's no air

Out of my mind
Nothing makes sense anymore
I want you back in my life

That's all I'm breathing for

Ooooooohhhhh - tell me why

Oh won't you tell me why

I can't dream yet another dream
Without you lying next to me
There's no air

No, no, no

Chorus x 1

There's no air

CRAWLING BACK TO U -bsb

[Brian]
Everybody Knows
That I was such a fool
To ever let go of you
And baby I was wrong
And yeah I know I said
We'd be better off alone
It was time that we moved on
I know I broke your heart
I didn't mean to break your heart

[Chorus - All]
But baby here I am
Bangin' on your front door
My pride spilled on the floor
My hands and knees are bruised
And I'm crawlin' back to you
Beggin' for a second chance
Are you gonna let me in?
I was runnin' from the truth
And now I'm crawlin' back to you

[Nick]
I know you're in there
And you can make me wait
But I'm not gonna wait
It's the least that I could do
Just to tell you face to face
I was lyin' to myself
Now I'm dyin' in this hell
Girl I know you're mad
Well I can't blame you for bein' mad

[Chorus - All]
But baby here I am
Bangin' on your front door
My pride spilled on the floor
My hands and knees are bruised
And I'm crawlin' back to you
Beggin' for a second chance
Are you gonna let me in?
I was runnin' from the truth
And now I'm crawlin' back to you

[Nick & AJ]
If you could see these tears I'm cryin'
Touch these hands that can't stop shakin'
Hear my heart that's barely beatin'
You would see a different man

[AJ]
But baby here I am
Bangin' on your front door
My pride spilled on the floor
My hands and knees are bruised

[All]
And I'm crawlin' back to you
Beggin' for a second chance
Are you gonna let me in?
I was runnin' from the truth
Now I'm crawlin' back to you
Bangin' on your front door
My pride spilled on the floor
I was runnin' from the truth
Now I'm crawlin' back to you

[AJ]
Oh yeah

[Brian]
Crawlin' back to you

[Nick]
Crawlin' back to you

[Kevin]
Crawlin' back to you

INCOMPLETE -bsb

Empty spaces fill me up with holes
Distant faces with no place left to go
Without you within me I can't find no rest
Where I'm going is anybody's guess

I've tried to go on like I never knew you
I'm awake but my world is half asleep
I pray for this heart to be unbroken
But without you all I'm going to be is incomplete

Voices tell me I should carry on
But I am swimming in an ocean all alone
Baby, my baby
It's written on your face
You still wonder if we made a big mistake

I've tried to go on like I never knew you
I'm awake but my world is half asleep
I pray for this heart to be unbroken
But without you all I'm going to be is incomplete

I don't mean to drag it on, but I can't seem to let you go
I don't wanna make you face this world alone
I wanna let you go (alone)

I've tried to go on like I never knew you
I'm awake but my world is half asleep
I pray for this heart to be unbroken
But without you all I'm going to be is incomplete
Incomplete
____________________________________________________________________________________

ok.. here's the last song which i tink is reali reali meaningful..
asad.. u'd alwaes be ma baby.. nothing will ever change that.. i owe it to u fer wad i am 2dae.. u'll alwaes be in ma prayers.. u showed me things that i never see b4.. u make me appreciate small lil stuffs.. i love u.. alwaes will.. no matter whether we'll be together again in the future, i'll hold u real close to ma heart.. just the wae i've alwaes place u there.. another man mite walk into my life, but i wan u to know that I REALI DO LOVE U.. AND THAT I'M REALI SORRY FOR HURTIN U.. U'LL ALWAES BE MA BABYBOI.. ALWAES.. I LOVE U..
_____________________________________________________________________________________

NEVER GONE -bsb

[Nick - Spoken]
I really miss you
There's something I gotta say...

[Brian]
The things we did, the things we said
Keep comin' back to me and make me smile again
You showed me how to face the truth
Everything that's good in me I owe to you

[Howie]
And though the distance that's between us
Now may seem to be too far
It will never separate us
Deep inside I know you are...

[Chous - All]
Never gone, never far
In my heart is where you are
Always close, every day
Every step along the way
Even though for now we've got to say goodbye
I know you will be forever in my life
Never gone

[Brian]
I walk along these empty streets
There is not a second you're not here with me
The love you gave, the praise you showed
Will always give me strength and be my corner stone

[Nick]
Somehow you found a way
To see the best I have in me
As long as time goes on
I swear to you that you will be...

[Chorus - All]
Never gone, never far
In my heart is where you are
Always close, every day
Every step along the way
Even though for now we've got to say goodbye
I know you will be forever in my life
Never gone

[Brian]
Never gone from me
If there's one thing I believe

[AJ]
I will see you somewhere down the road again

[Chorus - All]
Never gone, never far
In my heart is where you are
Always close, everyday
Every step along the way
Even though for now we've got to say goodbye
I know you will be forever in my life
Never gone

[All]
Never far
In my heart is where you are
Always close, everyday
Every step along the way

[Brian]
Never gone, never far
In my heart is where you are

haha.. i noe.. waddab with that.. wakakakakak~~1..
aniting read "yaya aervina"'s blog.. can find it under my link.. or u can also read "alaesha adrianna"'s blog..
damn pissed!!
with that "fatty tofu"(that muthachucker mina!!!!) and with my SIR.. haiz..

aniwae..
CROP!!
like waddab with that..
originator never imitator!!

minahs will alwaes be minahs!! get it!!!
minahs shuld just fucking get a life..
i mean.. CELLULITE BITCH!!!
you and ur childish gang of lower nitec frens can just freaking get a life!!!
just enter skool den wanna find trouble..
haiz..
no wonder ppl think lowly of ITE Clementi malay gerls..
but hey peeps.. geddit rite aight.. not all ITE CLEMENTI malay gerls are minahs k..

reali disappointed in my own race..
why must mmalays hate each other.. so much for racial harmony..
we should instead stand tall as one.....
*sigh*

aniwae.. getto noe a guy named Asri.. chat up with him when yaya asked me to asked him if he's from FUHUA SEC.. indeed he was..
we're cool ah.. frens.. and he said the BITCHES SUCKS!!! wakakakakak~~!
oh ya.. and i said that they should be introduced to CALIFORNIA FITNESS or AMORE fitness club..
haha.. luckily me and ma gang go to gym once in a while..
i love sweating it off.. yum yum..
and guess wad i found out??
GUYS LOVE GERLS HU CAN REALI SWEAT IT OFF!!!
yummy!!! i like.....

aniwae.. i love asad.. alwaes..

hey.. there's lotsa songs that i put in.. cool.. nice songs.. especially careless whisper..

i miss my guy..
feeling bad towards him.. after all i put him thru.. he still loves me alot..
yet feelin notty.. cant wait to be alone with him..
tsk tsk tsk..
never meant to bring him down.. never meant to hurt him.. never meant to love him.. never meant to have a crush on him.. well.. everything happens fer a reason..

i wanna shout out to the world...
I LOVE U MUHAMMAD ASADULLAH!!!!! ALWAES WILL..!!!
WITH ALL MY HEART AND SOUL!!!
U'LL ALWAES BE MA MAN!!!!
THE ONE FOR ME!!!

i love u my babyboi..(mmmuuaahhh!!!)
i love u gerlfrens.. (muackz!!)

In the years to come
Will you think about these moments that we shared
In the years to come
Are you gonna think it over
And how we lived each day with no regrets

Nothing lasts forever though we want it to
The road ahead holds different dreams for me and you

Sometimes goodbye, though it hurts in you heart
Is the only way for destiny
Sometimes goodbye, though it hurts
Is the only way now for you and me
Though its the hardest thing to say
I'll miss your love in every way
So say goodbye
But don't you cry
'Coz true love never dies

In a year from now
Maybe there'll be things we'll wish we never said
In a year from now
Maybe we'll see each other
Standing on the same street corner, no regrets

Each and every end is always written in the stars
If only I could stop the world, I'd make this last

Sometimes goodbye (sometimes goodbye), though it hurts in you heart
Is the only way for destiny (is the only way for destiny)
Sometimes goodbye (sometimes goodbye), though it hurts
Is the only way now for you and me (is the only way for you and me)
Though its the hardest thing to say
I'll miss your love in every way
So say goodbye (so say goodbye)
But don't you cry
'Coz true love never dies

And when you need my arms to run into
I'll come for you
Nothing will ever change the way I feel

Sometimes goodbye (sometimes goodbye), though it hurts in you heart
Is the only way for destiny (is the only way for destiny)
Sometimes goodbye (sometimes goodbye), though it hurts
Is the only way now for you and me (is the only way for you and me)
Though its the hardest thing to say
I'll missing your lovin' every day
So say goodbye
But don't you cry

Because a true love never dies

You look into my eyes
I go out of my mind
I can't see anything
Cos this love's got me blind
I can't help myself
I can't break the spell
I can't even try

I'm in over my head
You got under my skin
I got no strength at all
In the state that I'm in

And my knees are weak
And my mouth can't speak
Fell too far this time

Chorus:
Baby, I'm too lost in you
Caught in you
Lost in everything about you
So deep, I can't sleep
I can't think
I just think about the things that you do (you do)
I'm too lost in you
(Too lost in you)

ooh
Well you whispered to me
And I shiver inside
You undo me and move me
In ways undefined
And you're all I see
And you're all I need
Help me baby (help me baby)
Help me baby (help me now)

Cos I'm slipping away
Like the sand to the tide
Falling into your arms
Falling into your eyes
If you get too near
I might disappear
I might lose my mind

Chorus:
Baby, I'm too lost in you
Caught in you
Lost in everything about you
So deep, I can't sleep
I can't think
I just think about the things that you do (you do)
I'm too lost in you
(Too lost in you)

I'm going in crazy in love for you baby
(I can't eat and I can't sleep)
I'm going down like a stone in the sea
Yeah, no one can rescue me
(No one can rescue me)

Oooh, my baby
Oooh, baby, baby

Chorus:
Baby, I'm too lost in you
Caught in you
Lost in everything about you
So deep, I can't sleep
I can't think
I just think about the things that you do (you do)
I'm too lost in you

I'm lost in you
I'm lost in you
I'm lost in everything about you
So deep (so deep), I can't sleep
I can't think
I just think about the things that you do (you do)
I'm too lost in you
(Too lost in you)

From the day that I saw you
I knew that we would pursue
Cause the chemistry
we felt that day
Felt so real, and so true
Looking back on a year
we spent together
How it’s been, what
we went through
Although we’ve had our
little ups and downs
We’ve still pulled through

Baby girl you’re my
world my everything
I wanna lace you with
diamonds and every ring
Give you everything you
dream and fantasize
Cause you can tell me
that you love me
Looking in my eyes
You keep it real with me,
I keep it real with you
You keep on loving me,
I’ll keep on loving you
Keep doing what you do,
I feel your whole aura
And I can’t wait to hook up
again tomorrow baby - what

[Chorus]

My love for you will never end
You’ll always be a part of me
As long as time keeps
on passing by
You’ll always be my baby boy.

Everytime I look at you,
I can’t believe
I’ve found a love so true (and)
I took my time to put
my trust in you
I must admit it was so hard to do
And every minute that I
spend with you
You make me believe I
have nothing to loose and
Deep down I always knew
that you would be mine

Do you believe in destiny
Because I got a funny feeling
this was meant to be
Without you I’d be lost,
I need you next to me
Preferably in the house full
of luxuries and little kids
From day one I was sprung,
knew you was gonna be one
Cause my heart spoke for the
very first time in a long while
And every time you smile, I can see us walking up the aisle with you
carrying my child C’mon

[Chorus]

My love for you will never end
You'll always be a part of me
As long as time keeps
on passing by
You’ll always be my baby boy

If you were to go, I don’t know
You’re the only one who
sweeps me off my feet
Makes my soul go weak
The only one who makes
my heart wanna beat and I,
I could never live without you
You know that what I feel
has to be true
Cause you’re my, my sweet love

Ever since the first time,
that I looked into your eyes
I knew that you waz
gonna be mine
Feeling you from the inside,
when you’re not by my side
You’re the only girl
that’s on my mind
I never knew a love like
this, a love so strong
A vision so picture perfect
it could never be wrong
Along the way, you’re gonna
see you belong with Jay
I might have to marry you
one day baby eh..

[Chorus / Outro]

It's gonna be me, baby
It's gonna be you, baby

Time and love been patient for so long
How can I pretend to be so strong?
Looking at you, baby
Feeling it too, baby
If I'm asking you to hold me tight
Then it's gonna be all right
It's gonna be love!
It's gonna be great!
It's gonna be more than I can take!
It's gonna be free!
It's gonna be real!
It's gonna change everything I feel!
It's gonna be sad!
It's gonna be true!
It's gonna be me, baby
It's gonna be you, baby
It's gonna be...
It's gonna be love

Time, am I restless or a fool?
How can you pretend to be so cruel?
Maybe it's me, baby
Maybe it's true, baby
Maybe it's everything we're dreaming of
We've waited long enough

It's gonna be love!
It's gonna be great!
It's gonna be more than I can take!
It's gonna be free!
It's gonna be real!
It's gonna change everything I feel!
It's gonna be sad!
It's gonna be true!
It's gonna be all I want to do
It's gonna be me, baby (me, baby)
It's gonna be you, baby

The sooner you let two hearts beat together,
The sooner you'll know this love is forever
(It's gonna be love)
Love needs time now or never
(It's gonna be love)
Its gonna be tough, you gotta believe
It's gonna be strong enough

It's gonna be love!
It's gonna be great!
It's gonna be more than I can take!
It's gonna be free!
It's gonna be real!
It's gonna change everything I feel!
It's gonna be sad!
It's gonna be true!
It's gonna be all I want to do
It's gonna be hard!
It's gonna be tough!
It's gonna be more than just enough!
It's gonna be love...!
Oh, it's gonna be love...!

It's gonna be sad!
It's gonna be true!
It's gonna be me, baby (me, baby)

It's gonna be you, baby
It's gonna be me, baby (me, baby)
It's gonna be you
It's gonna be....(yeah)
It's gonna be love

I'll always remember
It was late afternoon
It lasted forever
And ended so soon (yea)
You were all by yourself
Staring up at a dark gray sky
I was changed

In places no one will find
All your feelings so deep inside (deep inside)
It was there that I realized
That forever was in your eyes
The moment I saw you cry (cryyy..)

The moment that I saw you cry

It was late in September
And I've seen you before (and you were)
You were always the cold one
But I was never that sure...
You were all by yourself
Staring up at a dark gray sky
I was changed

In places no one will find
All your feelings so deep inside (deep inside)
Was there that I realized
That forever was in your eyes
The moment I saw you cry

I wanted to hold you
I wanted to make it go away
I wanted to know you
I wanted to make your everything, all right

I'll always remember
It was late afternoon
In places no one will find

In places no one will find
All your feelings so deep inside (Forever was in your eyes)
It was now that I realized
That forever was in your eyes
The moment I saw you cry (Baby cry)
The moment that I saw you cry (oh, no, no..)
I think I saw you cry
The moment I saw you cry

(Fade out)
I wanted to know you
I wanted to know you
I wanted to know you

At first I was afraid
I was petrified
I kept thinking I could never live without you
By my side
But then I spent so many nights
Just thinking how you've done me wrong
I grew strong
I learned how to get along
And so you're back
From outer space
I just walked in to find you
Here with that sad look upon your face
I should have changed my fucking lock
I would have made you leave your key
If I had known for just one second
You'd be back to bother me
Oh now go,
Walk out the door
Just turn around
Now, you're not welcome anymore
Weren't you the one
Who tried to break me with desire?
Did you think I'd crumble?
Did you think I'd lay down and die?
Oh not I,
I will survive
Yeah
As Long as I know how to love,
I know I'll be alive
I've got all my life to live
I've got all my love to give
I will survive,
I will survive
Yeah, yeah

It took all the strength I had
Just not to fall apart
I'm trying hard to mend the pieces
Of my broken heart
And I spent oh so many nights
Just feeling sorry for myself
I used to cry,
But now I hold my head up high
And you see me
With somebody new
I'm not that stupid little person
Still in love with you
And so you thought you'd just drop by
And you expect me to be free
But now I'm saving all my lovin'
For someone who's lovin' me
Oh now go,
Walk out the door
Just turn around
Now, you're not welcome anymore
Weren't you the one
Who tried to break me with desire?
Did you think I'd crumble?
Did you think I'd lay down and die?
Oh not I,
I will survive
Yeah
As long as I know how to love,
I know I'll be alive
I've got all my life to live
I've got all my love to give
I will survive,
I will survive
Yeah, yeah
Oh no

I feel so unsure
As I take your hand and lead you to the dance floor
As the music dies, something in your eyes
Calls to mind the silver screen
And all its sad goodbyes

CHORUS
I'm never gonna dance again
Guilty feet have got no rhythm
Though it's easy to pretend
I know you're not a fool
Should've known better than to cheat a friend
And waste the chance that I'd been given
So I'm never gonna dance again
The way I danced with you

Time can never mend
The careless whispers of a good friend
To the heart and mind
Ignorance is kind
There's no comfort in the truth
Pain is all you'll find

CHORUS
I'm never gonna dance again
Guilty feet have got no rhythm
Though it's easy to pretend
I know you're not a fool
Should've known better than to cheat a friend
And waste the chance that I'd been given
So I'm never gonna dance again
The way I danced with you

Never without your love

Tonight the music seems so loud
I wish that we could lose this crowd
Maybe it's better this way
We'd hurt each other with the things we'd want to say
We could have been so good together
We could have lived this dance forever
But now who's gonna dance with me?
Please stay

CHORUS
Guilty feet have got no rhythm
Though it's easy to pretend
I know you're not a fool
Should've known better than to cheat a friend
And waste the chance that I'd been given
So I'm never gonna dance again
The way I danced with you

(Now that you're gone)
Was what I did so wrong?
So wrong, that you had to leave me alone

yeah.. went chingay last fridae.. gerek!!! cool.. lotsa ppl the costume BORIA!!! wakakakak~~! hmmm.. went with mursh, yaya, kin, hamzah, jake, wendy, imah and erna.. FUN!! i was like practicalli enjoying myself there. i was dancing with the performers...!! wow.. almost lose my voice.. goodness.. now in class.. as usual.. couldn be bothered to listen to teacher..haha.. chingay was fun.. reali reali fun.. first time went to chingay.. first time went with frens.. wow!!! spectacular spectacular!! huusshh..!!

aniwae.. saturdae was reali fun.. after fridae's chingay, went home, sleep my arse off.. and on saturdae.. woke up at 3 plus in the afternoon.. bathe, change, went out meet abyboi at town.. we went borders chill, read books and mags.. after that we grab a bite at BK Liat Tower.. yum yum.. then i asked baby buy me my fav raisin coated with belgian milk chocs from Marks And Spencer!!! yum yum.. i like... baby reali pamper me alot.. oh and guess wad.. he allow me go clubbing la.. i was reali reali shocked!! i mean me? he allow?? clubbing??? my god!!! i confirm with him again and he sae he dun mind as long as i noe how to take care of myself.. but if i were to go, i wudn't wanna go alone la.. i'll ajak imah or kak hetti or iylia.. it was iylia hu ajak me aniwae..

hmmm.. wadever it is i had a reali enjoyable weekend.. FUN!! GEREK!!! COOL!! AWESOME!!! SEXY!!

"we can do it all nite long.. til the clock hit the morning.." y'noe waddai mean.. just the two of us.. me and ma babyboi.. lubs lubs..

aniwae.. goin out with imah, shinyi, linda and ayu tmr.. girls nite out.. sheesha.. party.. food.. shopping.. pay dae..

GERLFRENS>> I LOVE U

ASAD>> MMMUUAAHHH!!!

cant wait to meet my guy tmr.. we gong to the beach to just chil around.. haven been meeting him fer a week!!! hell.. aniwae.. talk to ya on mondae.. me now gotta go.. hee..

lub u GERLFRENS!!
lub u ASAD!!!

CANT FIGHT THE MOONLIGHT

"Under a lover's sky
I'm Gonna be with you
And no one's gonna be around
If you think that you won't fall
We'll just wait until
Till the sun goes down

Underneath the starlight, starlight
There's a magical feeling so right
It'll steal your heart tonight

You can try to resist
Try to hide from my kiss
But you know, but you know that you
Can't fight the moonlight
Deep in the dark
You'll surrender your heart
But you know, but you know that you
Can't fight the moonlight, no
You can't fight it
It's gonna get to your heart

There's no escape from love
Once a gentle breeze
Sweeps its spell upon your heart
No matter what you think
It won't be too long
Till you're in my arms

Underneath the starlight, starlight
We'll be lost in the rhythm so right
Feel it steal your heart tonight

You can try to resist
Try to hide from my kiss
But you know, but you know that you
Can't fight the moonlight
Deep in the dark
You'll surrender your heart
But you know, but you know that you can't
Can't fight the moonlight, no
You can't fight it, (no)
No matter what you do (no matter what you do)
The night is gonna get to you
Don't try you're never gonna win oh

Underneath the starlight, starlight
There's a magical feeling so right
It will steal your heart tonight

You can try to resist (you can try)
Try to hide from my kiss
But you know, but you know that you (you know that you can't)
Can't fight the moonlight
Deep in the dark (deep in the dark)
You'll surrender your heart
But you know, but you know that you
Can't fight the moonlight, no
You can't fight it

You can try to resist (you can try to resist my kiss)
Try to hide from my kiss
But you know, (don't you know that you can't)
Can't fight the moonlight
Deep in the dark,
You'll surrender your heart (surrender your heart)
But you know, but you know that you
Can't fight the moonlight, no
You can't fight it
It's gonna get to your heart."

THE RIGHT KINDA WRONG

"Know all about, yeah 'bout your reputation
And now it's bound to be a heartbreak situation
But I can't help it if I'm helpless
Everytime that I'm where you are.
You walk in and my strength walks out the door
Say my name and I can't fight it any more
Oh I know, I should go
But I need your touch just too damn much

Lovin' you, yeah, isn't really something I should do
Shouldn't wanna spend my time with you, yeah
I should try to be strong
But baby you're the right kind of wrong
yeah baby you're the right kind of wrong

Might be a mistake, A mistake I'm makin'
But what you're givin' I am happy to be takin'
'Cause no one's ever made me feel
The way I feel when I'm in your arms
They say you're somethin' I should do without
They don't know what goes on when the lights go out
There's no way to explain
All the pleasure is worth all the pain

Lovin' you, yeah isn't really something I should do
Shouldn't wanna spend my time with you yeah
I should try to be strong
But baby you're the right kind of wrong
yeah baby you're the right kind of wrong

I should try to run but I just can't seem to
'Cause every time I run you're the one I've run to
Can't do without what you do to me,
I don't care if I'm in too deep yeah hey-yeah

Know all about, yeah 'bout your reputation
And now it's bound to be a heartbreak situation
But I can't help it if I'm helpless
Everytime that I'm where you are,

You walk in and my strength walks out the door
Say my name and I can't fight it any more
Oh I know, I should go
But I need your touch just too damn much

Hey-yeah

Lovin' you, yeah, isn't really something I should do
Shouldn't wanna spend my time with you yeah
I should try to be strong (should try to be strong)
But baby you're the right kind of wrong (right kind of wrong)
Baby you're the right kind of wrong
(Baby you're the right kind of wrong)
Yeah baby you're the right kind of wrong"

See, I don't.. know why.. I liked you so much,
I gave you all of my trust..
I told you.. I loved you..
Now that's all down the drain..
You put me through a pain..
I wanna let you know how I feel..

::CHORUS::
Fuck what I said.. It don't mean shit now..
Fuck the presents, might as well throw 'em out..
Fuck all those kisses, they didn't mean jack..
Fuck you, you hoe.. I don't want you back..

Fuck what I said.. It don't mean shit now..
Fuck the presents, might as well throw 'em out..
Fuck all those kisses, they didn't mean jack..
Fuck you, you hoe.. I don't want you back..

You thought.. you could.. Keep this shit from me..
Yeah, you burned bitch.. I heard the story..
You played me.. You even gave him head..
Now you're asking for me back..
You're just another hag..
Look elsewhere 'cause you're done with me..

::CHORUS::
Fuck what I said.. It don't mean shit now..
Fuck the presents, might as well throw 'em out..
Fuck all those kisses, they didn't mean jack..
Fuck you, you hoe.. I don't want you back..

Fuck what I said.. It don't mean shit now..
Fuck the presents, might as well throw 'em out..
Fuck all those kisses, they didn't mean jack..
Fuck you, you hoe.. I don't want you back..

oh, oh, uh huh, yeah..
oh, oh, uh huh, yeah..
oh, oh, uh huh, yeah..
oh, oh, uh huh, yeah..

You questioned.. Did I care?
You can ask anyone.. I even said you were my great one..
Now it's.. over..
But I do admit I'm sad..
It hurts real bad..
I can't sweat that cos I loved a hoe..

::CHORUS::
Fuck what I said.. It don't mean shit now..
Fuck the presents, might as well throw 'em out..
Fuck all those kisses, they didn't mean jack..
Fuck you, you hoe.. I don't want you back..

oh, oh, uh huh, yeah..
oh, oh, uh huh, yeah..
oh, oh, uh huh, yeah..
oh, oh, uh huh, yeah..

oh, oh, uh huh, yeah..
oh, oh, uh huh, yeah..
oh, oh, uh huh, yeah..
oh, oh, uh huh, yeah..

Somebody said they saw you
The person you were kissing wasn't me
And I would never ask you
I just kept it to myself

[chorus]
I don't wanna know
If you're playin' me keep it on the low
Cause my heart can't take it anymore
And if you're creepin' please don't let it show
Oh baby, I don't wanna know

I think about it when I hold you
When lookin' in your eyes, I can't believe
I don't mean to know the truth
Baby, keep it to yourself

[chorus]
I don't wanna know
If youre playin' me keep it on the low
Cause my heart can't take it anymore
And if you're creepin' please don't let it show
Oh baby, I don't wanna know

Did he touch you better than me (touch you better than me)
Did he watch you fall asleep (watch you fall asleep)
Did you show him all those things that you used to do to me (baby)
If youre better off that way ( better off that way )
more than I can say ( all that i can say )
Just go on and do your thing and don’t come back to me ( stay away from me )

[P. Diddy]
I don't need to know where your whereabouts or how your movin'
I know when you in the house or when your cruisin'
It’s been provin',my love you abusin'
I can't understand how a man got you choosin',
Undecided,I came and provided
My undivided,you came and denied it
Don't even try it,I know when you lyin'
Don't even do that,I know why you cryin'
I'm not applyin' no pressure,just want to let you know
That I don't wanna let you go and I don't wanna let you leave
Can't say I didn't let you breathe,gave you extra g’s
Put you in the SUV
You wanted ice,so I made you freeze
Made you hot like the West Indies
Now its time you invest in me
Cause if not, then it's best you leave, holla

(Mario Winans )
I don't wanna know
If you're playin' me,keep it on the low
Cause my heart can't take it anymore
And if you're creepin',please don't let it show
Oh baby, I don't wanna know
If you're playin' me,keep it on the low
Cause my heart can't take it anymore
And if you're creepin',please don't let it show
Oh baby, I don't wanna know...

I just dont understand
Why youre running from a good man baby
Why you wanna turn your back on love
Why youve already given up
See I know youve been hurt before
But I swear Ill give you so much more
I swear Ill never let you down
Cause I swear its you that I adore
And I cant help myself babe
Cause I think about you constantly
And my heart gets no rest over you

( CHORUS : )
You can call me selfish, But all I want is your love
You can call me hopeless (hopeless)
Baby cause I'm hopelessly in love
You can call me unperfect
But whos perfect? Tell me what do I gotta do
To prove that Im the only one for you

Whats wrong with being selfish??

Ill be taking up your time
Until the day I make you realize
That for your there could be no one else
Ive just gotta have you for myself
Baby I would take good care of you
No matter what it is youre going through
Ill be there for you when youre in need
Baby believe in me,
Cause if love is a crime
Then punish me, I would die for you
Cause I dont want to live without you
Oh what can I do?

(CHORUS)

Why do you keep us apart
Why wont you give up your heart
You know that were meant to be together
Why do you push me away
All that I want is to give you love
Forever and ever and ever and ever

(CHORUS)

Selfishly Im in love with you
Cause Ive searched my soul and know that its you (2x)

To prove that Im the only one for you
So whats wrong with being selfish, selfish, selfish...
So whats wrong with being selfish?

[Verse 1:]
She was so sincere
The way she grabbed my hand
And introduced herself
Like no one else has done before
And I cant lie
I was hypnotized
By the smile, and the talk and the style of the walk
And when she tried to kiss me
I just stopped
said to myself this cant be real
Lied to my mind but my heart it could
feel something was wrong
Dont worry (thats what she said)
Now I
look back on the night that changed my life
I remember the things
That made me call that night
And to think that id betray me for one kiss

[Chorus:]
One kiss for all my trust
One kiss for all my love
One kiss caused me to break
One kiss
I just hate it
One kiss
One kiss
One kiss
Thats where I started feeling
One kiss felt so good
But I never should of had that kiss

[Verse 2:]
I was so far gone
She could do no wrong
Til I caught her in the act
Down right gettin it on
How could I not see
That eventually she would break my heart
Where did it all start
It started with a little bitty kiss

[Chorus:]
One kiss for all my trust
One kiss for all my love
One kiss caused me to break
One kiss
I just hate it
One kiss
One kiss
One kiss
Thats where I started feeling
One kiss felt so good
But I never shoulda had that kiss

[Hook]
A one step for the kiss of blindness
How could I be so blinded
Should of ran
Instead
I made it easy
But I wont let my heart get burned
It was all about a lesson learned
And the lesson that I learned was taught to me by one kiss

[Repeat Chorus]
One kiss for all my trust
One kiss for all my love
One kiss caused me to break
One kiss
I just hate it
One kiss
One kiss
One kiss
Thats where I started feeling
One kiss felt so good
But I never should of had that kiss

For all the years that Ive known you baby
I cant figure out the reason why lately
youve been acting so cold (didnt you say)
if theres a problem we should work it out
so why you giving me the cold shoulder now
like you dont want to talk to me girl (tell me)
okay I know I was late again
I made you mad and dinners thrown in (the bin)
but why you making this thing drag on so long (I wanna know)
Im sick and tired of this silly game
dont think that Im the only one here to blame
its not me whos been going round slamming doors

Thats when you turned and said to me
I dont care babe whos right or wrong
I just dont love you no more

Rain outside my window pouring down
what now, youre gone, my fault, Im sorry
feeling like a fool cos I let you down
now its too late to turn it around
Im sorry for the tears Ive made you cry
I guess this time it really is goodbye
you made it clear when you said
I just dont love you no more

I know that Ive made a few mistakes
but never thought things would turn out this way
doesnt make sense to me now that youre gone (I see it all so clearly)
me at the door with you in a state
giving my reasons but as you look away
I can see a tear roll down your face

Thats when you turned and said to me
I dont care babe whos right or wrong
I just dont love you no more

Rain outside my window pouring down
what now, youre gone, my fault, Im sorry
feeling like a fool cos I let you down
now its too late to turn it around
Im sorry for the tears Ive made you cry
I guess this time it really is goodbye
you made it clear when you said
I just dont love you no more

Those simple words hit so hard
they turned my whole world upside down
girl you caught me completely off guard
on that night you said to me
I just dont love you no more

Rain outside my window pouring down
what now, youre gone, my fault, Im sorry
feeling like a fool cos I let you down
now its too late to turn it around
Im sorry for the tears Ive made you cry
I guess this time it really is goodbye
You made it clear when you said
I just dont love you no more

haiz.. wad wud i do if i were to ever lose asad??
wad wud become of me?
he's my eyes when i couldn see..
my air when i couldn breathe..
my ears when i couldn hear..
my voice when i couldn speak..
simply my everything..
my life..
my soul..
i dun wanna end up a lonely person..
he's the best thing that ever happened to me..
i dun have to sae a werd whenever i'm with asad..
he knows me too well..
he knows wad's gonna come out next from my mouth..
holy crap..
wad have i done?
wad did asad do to deserve this?
why am i doin this to him?
goddammit..
he's just too good for me..
unbelievable..

GOODBYE TO YOU

" Of all the things I've believed in
I just want to get it over with
Tears form behind my eyes
But I do not cry
Counting the days that pass me by

I've been searching deep down in my soul
Words that I'm hearing are starting to get old
Feels like I'm starting all over again
The last three years were just pretend
And I said,

Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to

I still get lost in your eyes
And it seems that I can't live a day without you
Closing my eyes and you chase my thoughts away
To a place where I am blinded by the light
But it's not right

Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to

Ooh

And it hurts to want everything and nothing at the same time
I want what's yours and I want what's mine
I want you
But I'm not giving in this time

Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to

The one thing that I tried to hold on to..

Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to

And when the stars fall
I will lie awake
You're my shooting star "

Taking on seven years
the holy ghost had left alone
Test my arms, kick like crazy
I've been trying way too long
only push the way off to fight you
Now I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm not sure
Getting off my chest
the story ends

I would find a way without...
Tell him his eyes see too clear
I would find a way without you
Tell him his eyes see too clear

That mistake was gold
I know that without you
is something that I could never do
That was why staple the eyes and
seven dates for me to sell machines
and tear on

Seven years you assured me
that I'd be fine if I complied
only push the way off to fight you
Now I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm not sure
Getting off my chest
the story ends

I would find a way without...
Tell him his eyes see too clear
I would find a way without you
Tell him his eyes see too clear
That mistake was gold
I know that without you
is something that I could never do
That was why staple the eyes and
seven dates for me to sell machines
and tear on

Don't treat me, I'm to blame (Sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry)
Don't treat me like I ever accused you