wakakakak~~!

later

i

going

over

to

mursh's

place

to

burn

cd..

lotsa

songs

need

to

stored

in

ma

brains..

in

ma

heart..

haiz..

as

u

can

see..

i'm

so

god

damn

freakin

fuckin

bored

to

the

max

that

i'm

typing

this

wae..

wakakakak~~!.

aniwae.. enuff crap.. talked to Aman last nite.. his sis kept calling me Bubu.. I LIKKKEEE!!! lyk seriously.. the siblings were having so much fun last nite.. b4 Nas and Auf went to bed, they yelled "Good nite Bubu..!!" CUTE kan..??!!! hehe.. had lotsa smiles on ma face last nite but deep inside, onli Allah noes wad i'm feeling... Haiz......

k la.. gtg..
zameer(unknown) is making me irritated now sitting bside me..
kept pressing stoopid keys..
and shooting me!!!
STOOPID!!!
/5858/+69
69583nhy7

this is wad i'm talking about.. JERKHEAD!!!

"lord.. how fools can mortals be??" -taken from Macbeth, Shakespeare

Ciao... Peace out..!!!

to see

ur face....

ur smile....

ur eyes....

....YOU....


aniwae.. there's this "FINALLY FOUND" song by HONEYZ.. about best fren becoming more den that.. u'noe that kinda shit.. haiz..

I can't believe you're here with me
And now it seems my world's complete
And I never want this moment to end
I close my eyes and still I see
My dreams become reality
And now I know how it feels to be in love

I prayed so many nights that you would come my way
An angel from above to light my darkest day
I think it's time for you to hear these lines
'Cos there's something I want to say

I finally found what I've been looking for
And now you know I'm going to love you more
Hold me tight 'cos it's always been you
(It's always been you)
To think that you were always there (always there)
To be my friend and wipe away my tears
Now it's clear that it's always been YOU

Sometimes you don't expect that friends
Can become lovers in the end
Only god knows what the future will bring
So hold me close and don't let go
'Cos this is love, boy, don't you know?
And we're gonna be together for eternity

I prayed so many nights that you would come my way
An angel from above to light my darkest day
A love so strong it can't be wrong
It's with you that I belong

I finally found what I've been looking for (finally found)
And now you know I'm going to love you more
Hold me tight 'cos it's always been you
(It's always been you)
To think that you were always there (you were always there)
To be my friend and wipe away my tears
Now it's clear that it's always been you (you)

(This time) this time
I'm gonna make sure it turns out alright
I wanna be your everything and by your side
For the rest of my life
(This love) this love
Feels the way that love should be
Look in my eyes and realise there's no disguise
'Cos I'm in love with you
_____________________________________________________________

haiz.. k la.. wanna continue doin ma project.. gotta hand up soon..

LAYDEES!!! stay bitchy.. Shmile..

MMMUUAAHHH!!!

Goin' Crazy -Natalie

Ever since the day you went away
And left me lonely and cold
My life just hasn't been the same
Oh baby no
When I looked into your eyes
The moment that I let you go I just broke down (down)

Baby if I ever get the chance to be with you again I would sacrifice
'Cause the feelin that I feel within no other man
Would ever make me feel so right

It's nice to smile when I get your phone call at night
But I'd rather have you here with me
Right next to me
And I miss the way you hold me tight

I've got to let you know I feel so weak without your touch
I never thought that I could ever love a man so much
I've gotta let you know I think that we are destiny
For you I'd cross the world for you
I'd do anything

That's right baby
I'm goin' crazy
I need to be your lady
I've been thinking lately
That you and me, yes we can make it
Just ride with me, roll with me
I'm in love with you (baby)

That's right baby
Im goin' crazy
I need to be your lady
I've been thinking lately
That you and me, yes we can make it
Just ride with me, roll with me
I'm in love with you (baby)

Break it down now I'll tell you what I feel
From the moment that I met you it's been so damn real
My heart seems to skip another beat every time we speak
Can't believe I feel so weak
Tell me that you really need me
And you want me
And you miss me
And you love me
I'm your lady
I'll be around waiting for you
Put it down be the woman for you
I'm falling so deep for you
Crazy over you I'm calling
Callin' out to you
What am I gonna do?
It's true no frontin'
It's you ain't no other
I can no longer go on without you
I just break down (down)

I've got to let you know I feel so weak without your touch
I never thought that I could ever love a man so much
I've gotta let you know I think that we are destiny
For you I'd cross the world for you
I'd do anything

That's right baby
I'm goin' crazy
I need to be your lady
I've been thinking lately
That you and me, yes we can make it
Just ride with me, roll with me
I'm in love with you (baby)

That's right baby
I'm goin' crazy
I need to be your lady
I've been thinking lately
That you and me, yes we can make it
Just ride with me, roll with me
I'm in love with you (baby)

ooo, crazy,(ooo)
lady (ooo)
lately (ooo)
Baby
___________________________________________________________________

haha.. nice lyrics.. I LIKKKEEE!!! haiz.. missing him.. onli me and yaya in class. Kin went to meet her guy.. Mursh went to "ehem ehem" .. haha..

ystrdy me and ma best fren of 5 years(Shin Yi) slack under the block til 2 plus lyddat.. she came over ma place around 10 plus while me, Boboi and Papa were playing SCRABBLE.. den after that we chill in ma room while listen to songs.. malay songs.. wakakakak~~! we went to mac shortly after that to have supper.. and den we slack at playground near ma house.. we chatted about the past.. about our secondary skool daes.. GEREK!!! aniwae i was listening to ShinYi's mp3.. listening to An Jing-Jay Chou and Wo Nan Guo-5566.. sad.. *boo hoo* ShinYi let me hear this song by Sylvester Sim.. the title of the song is Suo Yi.. in english, it means "BECAUSE".. sad.. some'in about "the ferst time i met u, i find u attractive.. the second time i met u, i felt the distance coz u have a guy.." and den it goes on saeing that i wish i was the one who make u laugh and smile.. but i'll alwaes be happy fer u because i love u.. i'll stay awae because i love u.. haiz.... i mean.. come to think about it.. will Asad be able to trust me again?? will Asad not UNGKIT things if we were to quarrel in future?? URGGH!!! BLEH JADI GILER!!!

"wo nan guo de shi fan qi ni fan qi ai. fan qi na meng pei da shui ren zu pei ai.wo yi wei shi cheng quan, ne que shou gen tu yu kuai" - Wo Nan Guo~5566

haiz.. i can keep on sighing fer the whole dae thru.. later werking!!! yay!!! with ShinYi and Brian!!! and Marlyn as the MOD.. ish.. kinda tired but ok la.. at least fun ppl are werkin.. haiz..

k la.. i wanna listen to songs and surf fer pics to describe wad i'm feelin now..

lub u peeps..
lub u laydees!!!


"IF I CAN'T
IF I CAN'T
HAVE YOU
BABY I DON'T WANNA BE
WITH NO-ONE ELSE
IF I CAN'T
IF I CAN'THAVE YOU
BABY I WOULD RATHER BE
BY MYSELF"

how am i suppose to feel??
wad am i suppose to feel??
why must this happen to me??

just when i have learn new waes to live w/o Asad, someone close to me now wana leave me.... stoopid shit..
i'm crying now.. in the comp lab..

Aman wants Asad's number.. to clear things out with him.. he said he felt guilty.. i gave it to him..

u noe wad a great loss it is?? to lose someone who 's alwaes been there fer u?? thru ur werst pitfalls???

"First one, I would create a heart changing love
Second one, I'll take yours and fill it all up
Third one, but I don’t need a lot of wishes cause I'll be okay if I get one

If I had one wish, we'd be best friends
Love would never end, it would just begin
If I had one wish, you'd be my boo
Promise to love you, trust me I'll trust you
If I had one wish, we'd run away
Makin' love all day, have us a baby
If I had one wish, I'd make you my whole life
can you be my wife, make it right this time"

"behind every darkest nite, there's a brighter dae ahead.."
"Allah takkan bagi hamba-Nye suffers fer no reason.."

"Ya Allah.. berikanla aku kekuatan untuk face each dae w/o sadness.. kuatkanla iman ku.. tenangkanla fikiranku.. sesungguhnya kau maha Pengasih lagi maha Penyayang.."

"dan aku sifatku..
dan aku nilaiku..
dan aku cintaku..
dan aku rinduku..

Ku tanya malam dapatkah kau lihat nya perbeda-an yang tak terungkapakan..
tapi mengapa? kau tlah berubah..
ada apa dengan mu..?
ooh..
hanya malam dapat meleburkan segala rasa yang tak terungkapkan..
tapi mengapa kau tlah berubah..
ada apa dengan mu?"

haiz.. later i wanna go east coast.. just to chill.. ma fav place to chill whenever i feeling down.. the waves crashing the shore.. the cool breeze swept me by, making ma long hair flow in the wind.. i LOVE the feeling.. calm.. serene.. peaceful.. SOLITUDE..

URGGH!!!
i'm missing u!!! (u noe hu i'm talking about.. so dun ask!!)

eh.. i just got a freaking gud news!!!
ma phone line kena TERMINATED!!!
I LIKKKEEE!!!!
cos i every month make sure i have $100.00 outstanding!!!
GEREK!!!!
HALERMAK!!!!
BLEH JADI GILER!!!!
NO phone fer me at all!!!
I LIKKKEEE!!!!
muthachucka!!!!
URGGGHHH!!!!
how the hell am i supposed to contact ma laydees???!!!
how the hell am i supposed to contact Aman???!!!
AAGGGHHH!!!!

k Fai.. Fai chill k...
there's a blessing in disguise.. (hopefully)
can stop msging..
can stop making calls..
most importantly, I GET TO SAVE!!!! Yay!!!!
URGGGHHH!!!! but i just cant control ma emotion!!!
SO BINGIT!!!!!
AAGGGHHH!!!! macam bodo sei...

nvm la.. gotta live with it.. can one ah.. one month onli.. next month pay bill lor.. haiyo..

aniwae.. missing him..
URGGGHHH!!!
ystrdy i msged Aman saeing that i kinda M--S him.. and he called me while at werk.. and i called him back.. den we chat a while.. and he asked me to rest, go to bed.. coz it's ardi 3 plus in the morning.. haiz.. haiz... haiz.... it's 22 daes since i last met Aman..

meeting Asad this sundae to go to ma aunt's hse.. got bdae party.. haiz.. bagos ah.. takde phone.. den how?? due due takde.. gerek kan.. aniwae.. ma line kena terminated also good.. can finally try to move on w/o waitin or suddenli Asad calling me.. haha.. i noe.. it sounds so mean.. but hey.. both of us seriousli need to move on..
___________________________________________________________________

IT'S OVER -1st Lady

i loved you
and i tried..for 3 years..but i...
i need..some time..to be free
and i know it's killing you
to be without me now
it was bound to happen somehow

i just hate to be the one
to break your heart and tear your world apart
it feels so bad but feels so good
watching you walk away from me
i don't wanna hurt ya
its for our own good
i miss you and i love you, goodbye

sorry, sorry, sorry for leaving you now
i tried so hard, so so hard
but i'm done trying
long nights, bad fights, all alone, all those nights
in my bed, you went out, i'm crying myself to sleep

i guess you didn't know
what i was about to do, to get through to you
but now that you do, it's just too late
i'm sorry but it's over!
___________________________________________________________________

mursh!!! jgn main giler!!! haha.. this song is fer u!!!

NO NO - Raghav

No need to say a word
Yeah girl it's so clear
Ooh I can read through those tears
That man just stole you from me
So what you're 'bout to say is my biggest fear
Last thing I needed to hear is
That you no longer love me

So today before you do what you've got to do
Can I make one last request of you
I need just one more night without the truth
So please say...

No no, no no
Tell me how I got it wrong
No one could just come along
And take you from me
No no, no no
Tell me I'm losing my mind
Promise when you close your eyes
You're only dreaming of me

No need to say a word
Yeah girl it's so clear
Ooh I can read through those tears
That man just stole you from me
So what you're 'bout to say is my biggest fear
Last thing I needed to hear is
That you no longer love me

So today before you step up to break my heart
Before you start picking my world apart
Just know that I will never stop you
I've been where you are

Before you do what you've got to do
Can I make one last request of you
I need just one more night without the truth
So please say...

No no, no no
Tell me how I got it wrong
No one could just come along
And take you from me
No no, no no
Tell me I'm losing my mind
Promise when you close your eyes
You're only dreaming of me

We used to spend our nights just dreaming alone
I guess that those days are gone
And I've forever lost you
I never thought that you would hurt me like that
I guess there's no turning back
Ooh girl I'll always want you

So today before you step up to break my heart
Before you start picking my world apart
Just know that I will never stop you
I've been where you are

Before you do what you've got to do
Can I make one last request of you
I need just one more night without the truth
So please say...

No no, no no
Tell me how I got it wrong
No one could just come along
And take you from me
No no, no no
Tell me I'm losing my mind
Promise when you close your eyes
You're only dreaming of me

No no, no no
Tell me how I got it wrong
No one could just come along
And take you from me
No no, no no
Tell me I'm losing my mind
Promise when you close your eyes
You're only dreaming of me

Is akhari raat mat rulana sanam
Ek pyar ka raag gungunana sanam
Is akhari raat
Ek pyar ka raag
Is akhari raat
Ek pyar ka raag
Meri jaan...

No no, no no
Tell me how I got it wrong
No one could just come along
And take you from me
No no, no no
Tell me I'm losing my mind
Promise when you close your eyes
You're only dreaming of me

No no, no no
Tell me how I got it wrong
No one could just come along
And take you from me
No no, no no
Tell me I'm losing my mind
Promise when you close your eyes
You're only dreaming of me

No no, no no
Tell me how I got it wrong
No one could just come along
And take you from me
No no, no no
Tell me I'm losing my mind
Promise when you close your eyes
You're only dreaming of me
___________________________________________________________________

yaya.. this song is also fer u..

GRIND ON ME -Pretty Ricky

[Chorus]
Baby grind on me
Relax your mind take your time on me
Let me get deeper shorty ride on me
Now come and sex me till your body gets weak
We're slow grindin'
Baby grind on me (Sloww griind)
Relax your mind take your time on me (Sloww griind)
Let me get deeper shorty ride on me (Sloww griind)
Now come and sex me till your body gets weak (Sloww griind)
We're slow grindin' babe

[Verse 1]
When I hit 'em I make 'em say (ohh)
Sex be my day (job)
I hit 'em in the back of my (car)
Make 'em ride like a see (saw)
I make 'em laugh and giggle
Cuddle a little
Suck on the nipple
Lick the whip cream from the middle
Girlfriend I'll never go (raw)
I rip off panties and I pop off (bras)
B.L.U.E.S.T.A. (R)
Ask around the block how freaky we (are)
I drink Red Bull so I keep stamina
Run in you belly and bust yo brain
What's my name, what's my name
Pretty Ricky, pretty boy doing pretty good thangs
Makin' pretty good change
Gettin' good brain
From these pretty, pretty chicks
Gettin' pretty damn rich
Pretty Ricky, Ricky, Ricky and the Mavericks

[Chorus]
Baby grind on me (Sloww griind)
Relax your mind take your time on me (Sloww griind)
Let me get deeper shorty ride on me (Sloww griind)
Now come and sex me till your body gets weak (Sloww griind)
With slow grindin'
Baby grind on me (Sloww griind)
Relax your mind take your time on me (Sloww griind)
Let me get deeper shorty ride on me (Sloww griind)
Now come and sex me till your body gets weak (Sloww griind)
With slow grindin' babe

[Verse 2]
Lay on your back let me rub this cream on ya baby
Slow motion 'bout to put this thing on ya baby
Starin' in yo eyes
'Bout to lick them thighs
Got you hypnotized
Do you feel the vibe?
Ooooh Ooooh Ooooh Ooooh
Starin' in yo eyes
'Bout to lick them thighs
Got you hypnotized
Do you feel the vibe?

Step One: You're kissin' on me
Step Two: Girl, I'm caressin' your body
Step Three: Now I'm lickin' off the whipped cream
Step Four: And oooh you're grindin' on me

[Chorus]
Baby grind on me (Sloww griind)
Relax your mind take your time on me (Sloww griind)
Let me get deeper shorty ride on me (Sloww griind)
Now come and sex me till your body gets weak (Sloww griind)
We're slow grindin'
Baby grind on me (Sloww griind)
Relax your mind take your time on me (Sloww griind)
Let me get deeper shorty ride on me (Sloww griind)
Now come and sex me till your body gets weak (Sloww griind)
We're slow grindin' babe

[Verse 3]
Slick got mo' game than a lil' bit
Baby girl five-five brown eyes with the thick lips
Thick thighs with the slim hips
Sugar honey ice tea
Baby girl is the shit and a bag of chips
I like to catch her when she coming home
Lights out with the Cherry thong
Eat her up like a Sundae cone
Orgasm moanin'
You got me hopin'
Love John is strokin'
No jokin'
Coochie swollen
The bedroom smokin'
Get some air up in this room girl (ah ah ah ah)
If lovin' you is wrong
I don't wanna be right
So I'mma take my time and do it right
'Cause we got all night
'Cause we got all night
Baby girl just...

[Chorus]
Baby grind on me (Sloww griind)
Relax your mind take your time on me (Sloww griind)
Let me get deeper shorty ride on me (Sloww griind)
Now come and sex me till your body gets weak (Sloww griind)
We're slow grindin'
Baby grind on me (Sloww griind)
Relax your mind take your time on me (Sloww griind)
Let me get deeper shorty ride on me (Sloww griind)
Now come and sex me till your body gets weak (Sloww griind)
We're slow grindin'

i've decided.. just now i finished ma last pack.. and yeah.. reali wanna quit.. though temptations mite be around, i believe i can do it.. i dun wanna disappoint ppl.. i still love ma life.. love mama.. love papa.. love bai.. love boboi.. love ma laydees.. love ma frens who's alwaes been there fer me..

have u ever thought of DEATH b4?? like where will u be when u die?? i dun wanna leave ma loved ones so soon.. haha.. like as if death is in our hands.. i rmbr this wise werds from somone..

"our body is actualli not ours.. Allah pinjamkan kite.. we SHOULD/MUST take good care of it.."

so.. i ain't wanna cause further damage to ma body..

LAYDEES!!!! QUIT LA!!! (takmo dengar ah....)

aniwae.. bought this ring from TAKA Jewellery.. nice.. I LIKKKEEE!!!!

i just put in this song into this blog of mine.. reflects wad i'm feelin.. nice soothing song.. her voice is damn damn powerful..

Aman werkin nite shift todae.. haha.. it's exactly 3 weeks since we last met.. 21 daes.. hmmm.. and still counting i guess.. haiz...

*sigh sigh sigh*

todae skool end at 3.. no ETP todae.. should i just go home?? URGGH!!!

kept tinkin about ma conversation with Aman last nite.. hee.. he disturbed his younger bro again while that kid was still sleeping.. haha.. still with that silly "KNOCK KNOCK" game.. CUTE kan!!!!

hmmm.. wanna surf the net ardi la..

MMMUUAAHHH!!!!

NO SMOKIN!!!
LIVE FER THE MOMENT!!!
ERM... CHEEKIE????
NICE!!!! I LIKKKEEE!!!!
SWEET KAN????

TIGER LILY -Matchbook Romance

we drive tonight,
and you are by my side.
We're talking about our lives,
like we've known each other forever.
the time flies by,
with the sound of your voice.
its close to paradise,
with the end surely near.
and if i could only stop the car
and hold onto you,
and never let go...
i'll never let go.
as we round the corner
to your house
you turned to me and said,
"i'll be going through withdrawl of you for this one night we have spent."
and, i want to speak these words
but i guess i'll just bite my tongue,
and accept "someday, somehow"
as the words that we'll hang from.

and i... i don't want to speak these words.
cause i, i don't want to make things any worse.

and i... i don't want to speak these words.
cause i, i don't want to make things any worse.

why does tonite, have to end?
why don't we hit restart,
and pause it at our favorite parts.
we'll skip the goodbyes.
if i had it my way,
i'd turn the car around and runaway,
just you and i.

and i... i don't want to speak these words.
cause i, i don't want to make things any worse.

and i... i don't want to speak these words.
cause i, i don't want to make things
and i...i dont wanna make things any worse
___________________________________________________________________

went to bbdc ystrday.. yaya and mursh accompany me.. yeah.. i enrol for bike ardi.. mursh went off to werk from there.. me and yaya stayed for briefing and den slack at clem mac after yaya met Tiq to pass the cash for some stuffs.. i was actually nervous to enrol.. haha.. mcm buat gelak sei.. i told papa while watching tv with him.. he was actualli cool with it la.. like TOTALLY!!!! haha.. I LIKKKEEE!!!! ok.. as long as papa is ok with it, that all that matters to me.. papa gave me advice not to quit halfwae like Bai.. cos Bai at prac 5 den he give up.. he said, "kalau nak buat sesuatu, mmg banyak halangan, banyak cabaran, tapi, kite mesti persist in believing that we can achieve it if we want it.." i dun intend to tell mama though.. haha.. ppl sae "kalau takde restu ibu, conferm takle berjaye..." that is why i dun intend to tell her at all..

boboi was talkin about bikes to me ystrdy.. crazee.. he die die sae if i got ma license ardi(Insya-Allah), buy racer bike.. he die die dun wan me get Vespa. he sae Vespa slow.. he wan fast fast.. giler nye budak.. TAKMO DENGAR AH!!!!

@ bbdc, yaya met her second Ex.. den her second ex's fren wanna get to noe me.. SIAO!!! TAKMO LAYAN AH!!! i kinda lazy ah wanna start to get to noe ppl all over again.. i dun mind making frens but if guys got hold of ma number tinkin that they can get me, den they are so so wrong!!!! ___________________________________________________________________

SCARS -Papa Roach

I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
My scars remind me that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel

Drunk and I'm feeling down
And I just wanna be alone
I'm pissed cause you came around
Why don't you just go home
Cause you channel all your pain
And I can't help you fix yourself
You're making me insane
All I can say is

[Chorus:]
I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
And our scars remind us that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel

I tried to help you once
Against my own advice
I saw you going down
But you never realized
That you're drowning in the water
So I offered you my hand
Compassions in my nature
Tonight is our last stand

[Chorus]

I'm drunk and I'm feeling down
And I just wanna be alone
You shouldn't ever came around
Why don't you just go home?
Cause you're drowning in the water
And I tried to grab your hand
And I left my heart open
But you didn't understand
But you didn't understand
Go fix yourself

I can't help you fix yourself
But at least I can say I tried
I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life
I can't help you fix yourself
But at least I can say I tried
I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life
___________________________________________________________________

BE WITHOUT U -Mary J. Blige

I wanna be with you, Gotta be with you, Need to be with you
I wanna be with you, Gotta be with you, Need to be with you

[1st Verse:]
Chemistry was crazy from the get go
Neither one of us knew why
We didn't build nothin' over night
Cause a love like this takes some time
People swore it off as a phase said "We can't see that"
Now top from bottom they see that we did that(Yes)
It's so true that (Yes)
We've been through it(Yes)
We got real sh.. (Yes)
See, baby we've been

[Chorus:]
Too strong, for too long
And I can't be without you baby
And I'll be waitin' up untill you get home
Cause I can't sleep without you baby
Anybody who's ever loved you knows just what I feel
Too hard to fake it, Nothin' can replace it
Call the radio, If you just can't be without your baby

[2nd Verse:]
I got a question for ya
See, I already know the answer
But still I wanna ask you
Would you lie? (No)
Make me cry? (No)
Do somethin' behind my back and then try to cover it up?
Well, neither would I baby, my love is on the up and up(Yes)
I'll be faithful (Yes)
I'm for real (Yes)
And with us you'll always know the deal
We've been

[Chorus:]
Too strong, for too long
And I can't be without you baby
And I'll Be waitin' up untill you get home
Cause I can't sleep without you baby
Anybody whose ever loved you knows just what I feel
Too hard to fake it, Nothin' can replace it
Call the radio, If you just can't be without your baby

[Bridge:]
See, this is real talk
I'm gon' always stay (No matter what)
Good or bad (Thick and thin)
Right or wrong (All day everyday)
Now, if you're down on love
Or don't believe this aint for you (No this aint for you)
And if you got it deep in your heart
Deep down You know that it's true
(Come on, come on, come on)

Well,let me see you
Put your hands up (Hands up)
Fellas tell your ladies she's the one
(Fellas tell your ladies she's the one)
Oh put your hands up (Hands up)
Ladies, let him know he's got your love
Look him right in his eyes and tell him we've been

[Chorus:]
Too strong, for too long
And I can't be without you baby
And I'll Be waitin' up untill you get home
Cause I can't sleep Without you baby
Anybody whose ever loved you knows just what I feel
Too hard to fake it, Nothin' can replace it
Call the radio, If you just can't be without your baby

Heyyyyyyyyyy...ohhhhhhh(2x)

Vamp:
I wanna be with you
Gotta be with you
Need to be with you
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SPECIAL PART OF ME -Mary J Blige

[Talking] you know when you finally find that person
that makes you feel like you're really alive
like you're somebody like you mean something to the world

[Intro] feels so good to be loved yes it does ooh ooh

[Verse] feels so good to see you right here with me
safe is what i feel when you're around
strong but sensitive when you're touching me
the simple things from you is what i need

[Chorus] you will always be a special part of me
boy you make me feel like someone does love me, i'm in love
no one ever gave me what you give to me
you turned this little girl into the woman i should be, i'm in love

[Verse] boy you really turn me on, even when something's wrong
is there anything that i can do for you
i just wanna comfort you
there's nothing i'd rather do
you make me feel so good i wanna cry all the time

[Chorus]

baby hold me don't let go of me (repeat 4x)
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k la laydees.. lub u gerls..

nothin much happened todae.. well.. ystrdy watched UNDERWORLD EVOLUTION with asad.. after that he sent me home.. when we were at the staircase at ma house, he hugged me, kissed ma forehead and said to me "i still love u ok..." .... haiz.. i cried.... so bad...

how the hell am i suppose to let him go???
how the hell am i suppose to let someone else in???
how the hell am i suppose to stop crying in the middle of the nite fer the same DAMN thing???

URGGH!!!! i opened the door, with tears in ma eyes.. i called Aman the moment i reached home.. in ma room.. the moment i heard him said "hello" i just broke down.. i tried to control the speech of ma voice so as not to let him hear that my voice was shaky.. but he knew it.. knew it all.. he asked if i'm cryin', i said "no".. and he told me not to lie.. it's not like as if he knew me ystrdy.. and den, i just burst.. and i couldn stop.. the tears just wudnt stop.. my heart just wudn stop breaking.. y is Heaven playing such cruel joke on me? i cried and cried and Aman kept calling out "fai.. fai... fai... wat happen?? fai.." and i still nvr stop.. i was sobbing big time.. like a lil kid.. hugging ma bolster til it get so freakin wet.. all i have in the middle nite now, is ma beloved bolster.. ma companion.. ma fren.. den Aman just tell me to cool down ferst and make sure i called him back... and i did..

on the phone, we chatted about wad happened.. haiz... den after i ok ardi.. we chatted longer.. nonsense.. i dunno y but i actualli memorised his address.. HAHA!!! and den he asked how i noe.. GOONDOO!!! i followed him to 2 hospitals and i hold his god-knows-wad-hospital-document-shit.. hee.. den i read his add and store in ma brains and after that store in ma phone la.. and i actualli still have the M&Ms Crispy chocolate wrapper in ma diary.. the one that i bought while at the hospital with Aman.. i dunno y i keep it too.. haha.. and when i lost ma fav. LG phone, the next dae when i went to werk, i actualli called up Orchard Parade Hotel Starbucks to look fer Aman's sis to ask fer Aman's number.. in the end i got it from his outlet manager instead.. ma gosh!!! i realized lotsa things lately.. but i nvr noe y.. ma frens saes that hmmm.. maybe everything happens fer a reason.. just that we dunnoe wad the reason is.. haha.. k la.. wanna go out wimmai frens liao..

aman........GILER.......!!!!!
lub u laydees....
MMMUUAAHHH!!!!

haiz.. feeling so tired lately.. in class now.. as usual, not doin aniting.. haha.. i so called finish ma WPB project.. onli need to scan some pics...

ystrdy nite wrote a lyric, some poem shit.. cool.. chat with Fazhly MSN on the phone fer a while.. he was kinda down last nite..

Mursh is re-doin her Flash project.. all her hard werk lost ystrdy.. kesian sei.. Yaya is updating her blog.. just like wad i'm doin now.. Syikin is absent.. she fever..

got ma pay just now.. gotta pay off ma bill.. goodness.. it's $179 and god-knoes-how-many-cents.. haiz.. wanna watch Underworld Evolution.. maybe later.. Asad wanna meet me later.. he asked me out ystrdy.. haiz.. i kept sighing i noe.. cant help it.. i kinda sleepy and at the same time tired.. just now Sports and Wellness me and Mursh jogged fer 15 minutes.. wow.. i was shocked that our stamina still there despite the fact that we haven been goin to the gym.. and the fact that we fagged.. gotta quit man.. i noe i can do it.. I'M SLEEPY!!!! ma eyes are kinda heavy..

aniwae, there's 4 songs!!! but the last one in this post is the best!!!! I LIKKKEEE!!!

aman!!! missing u.. hee..
laydees!! lub u gerls!!!
mmmuuaahhh!!!
*kish kish*

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U SANG TO ME -Marc Anthony


I just wanted you to comfort me
When I called you late last night you see
I was falling into love
Yes I was crashing into love
Of all the words you sang to me
About "Life," "The Truth," and "Being Free"
You sang to me
Oh, you sang to me
Girl I live for how you make me feel
So I question all this being real
Cause I'm not afraid to love
For the first time I'm not afraid to love
This day was made for you and me
You showed me what life needs to be
You sang to me
Oh, you sang to me

Chorus
======

All the while
You were in front of me
I never realized
I just can't believe
I didn't see it
In your eyes
I didn't see it
I can't believe it
Oh, but I feel it
When you sing to me

How I long
To hear you sing
Beneath the clear blue skies
And I promise you
This time I'll see it
In your eyes
I didn't see it
I can't believe it
Oh, but I feel it
When you sing to me

Just to think you live inside of me
I had no idea how this could be
Now I'm crazy for your love
Can't believe that I'm crazy for your love
The words you sang you sang to me
And you showed me what life needs to be
You sang to me
Oh, you sang to me

Repeat Chorus........
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OBSESSION -Frankie J. feat. Babybash

(Check check ...this happened for real ...baby bash..yo.. frankie j.... obession)

Well it's early in the morning
And my heart is feeling lonely
Just thinkin bout you baby
Got me twisted in the head
And I dont know how to take it
But it's driving me so crazy
I dont know if it's right
I'm tossin turning in my bed
It's 5 oclock in the morning
And I still can't sleep
Thinkin bout your beauty it makes me weak...
I'm feeling hopeless in my home
I dont know what to do I think I'm in love
Baby...

[Chorus]
Amor, no es amor (if this aint love)
Then what am I feeling (what am I doing wrong)
Amor, no es amor (if this aint love)
Is this an illusion that I have in my heart?

Now I know you're not my lady
But I'm just tryin to make this right
I dont know what to do I'm going out of my mind
So baby if u let me
Kick it witchu well than maybe we could ride together
We could do this all nite
Now I dont care if u got a man
Baby I wish you'd understand
Cuz I know he can't love u right, quite like I can
It's 5 oclock in the morning
And I still can't sleep
Thinkin bout your beauty it makes me weak...
I'm feeling hopeless at home
I dont kno what to do I think I'm in love

[Chorus]
Amor, no es amor (if this aint love)
Then what am I feeling? (what am I doing wrong)
Amor, no es amor (if this aint love)
Is this an illusion that I have in my heart?

I love the way u freaky like that
I love the way u freaky like that
I love the way u freaky like that
It's an obsession

[Baby Bash]
Hold up let me dream
Shorty got me feelin less surene
Where my candy, where my cream
Got your boy feel less supreme
Hold up wait a minute baby you so damn independent
Loving everything your representing
Got alot of money, I love to spend it
And thats whats up and I dont care what people scream
You're my blessin when I'm stressin
My superfly beauty queen
I'm gonna keep it saucy
Cuz my ma know how I do
We go rendez-vous
Mi corazon belongs to you
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THIS CANT BE RIGHT -2Play

Who am I x 5

Ohhhhh........

Yo who am I; Nayla Boss, Keep it tight,
I guess we got the Raghav on the mic,
Gimme the light, got my flame, 2play,
I done; now you love a long time...

2play:

I know I shouldn't but I got to see you tonight,
I pick you up around nine,
But I swear that this can't happen no more,
Cause when I'm looking in my baby's eyes,
I can't bare to tell her more lies,
I gotta be stronger now than I was before,
But when you hold me girl it's so real,
I'm feeling things for you I can't feel,
I know I shouldn't stay but girl I just can't leave...

Chorus:

This can't be right
That it doesn't feel so wrong
But when I'm all alone,
I'm thinking of you but I'm with her
This can't be right that it's you thats on my mind (my mind)
But she's still in my life (yo)
But your the one that's stands by my side

i wanna let go but theres summit that makes me hold on (tell em)
but baby this jst cant go on,
and were better off wit nobody nos
i never 4ght we wud of lasted so long
so perfect but girl its so rong
cos i got some body waitin at home
but wen u hold me girl its so real
im feelin things 4 u i cant feel
i no i shudnt stay but girl i jst cant leave

Chorus:

This can't be right
That it doesn't feel so wrong (So wrong)
But when I'm all alone, (All alone)
I'm thinking of you but I'm with her
This can't be right that it's you thats on my mind
But she's still in my life (My life)
But your the one that's stands by my side
Nayla:

Who-a blast, her blast, who blasts you,
Equals arrest, Consequence like oooooo.....
I'm gonna get mine you know I don't really care,
But I got a soft spot for your girl right there,
Hate to be the mistress aint trying to be the wife,
Got a hubby here so we gotta keep it tight,
Keep it on the hush on the low or whatever,
Aint no competition I could tell her to do better...

2play:

Girl you know I can't, there's too much to lose,
It's you that I want but, put yourself in her shoes,
It hurts to think if she only knew,
What'd be on her mind, what she'd be going throughhhhhh

Chorus:

This can't be right
That it doesn't feel so wrong
But when I'm all alone,
I'm thinking of you but I'm with her
This can't be right that it's you thats on my mind
But she's still in my life
But your the one that's stands by my side (Ut oh Ut oh Ut oh)

x3

This Can't Be Right!!!

Zero Four, Yo
Nayla, 2play, Oh
Yeah,
Yo I'm done...
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GRIND ON ME -Pretty Ricky

[Chorus]
Baby grind on me
Relax your mind take your time on me
Let me get deeper shorty ride on me
Now come and sex me till your body gets weak
We're slow grindin'
Baby grind on me (Sloww griind)
Relax your mind take your time on me (Sloww griind)
Let me get deeper shorty ride on me (Sloww griind)
Now come and sex me till your body gets weak (Sloww griind)
We're slow grindin' babe

[Verse 1]
When I hit 'em I make 'em say (ohh)
Sex be my day (job)
I hit 'em in the back of my (car)
Make 'em ride like a see (saw)
I make 'em laugh and giggle
Cuddle a little
Suck on the nipple
Lick the whip cream from the middle
Girlfriend I'll never go (raw)
I rip off panties and I pop off (bras)
B.L.U.E.S.T.A. (R)
Ask around the block how freaky we (are)
I drink Red Bull so I keep stamina
Run in you belly and bust yo brain
What's my name, what's my name
Pretty Ricky, pretty boy doing pretty good thangs
Makin' pretty good change
Gettin' good brain
From these pretty, pretty chicks
Gettin' pretty damn rich
Pretty Ricky, Ricky, Ricky and the Mavericks

[Chorus]
Baby grind on me (Sloww griind)
Relax your mind take your time on me (Sloww griind)
Let me get deeper shorty ride on me (Sloww griind)
Now come and sex me till your body gets weak (Sloww griind)
With slow grindin'
Baby grind on me (Sloww griind)
Relax your mind take your time on me (Sloww griind)
Let me get deeper shorty ride on me (Sloww griind)
Now come and sex me till your body gets weak (Sloww griind)
With slow grindin' babe

[Verse 2]
Lay on your back let me rub this cream on ya baby
Slow motion 'bout to put this thing on ya baby
Starin' in yo eyes
'Bout to lick them thighs
Got you hypnotized
Do you feel the vibe?
Ooooh Ooooh Ooooh Ooooh
Starin' in yo eyes
'Bout to lick them thighs
Got you hypnotized
Do you feel the vibe?

Step One: You're kissin' on me
Step Two: Girl, I'm caressin' your body
Step Three: Now I'm lickin' off the whipped cream
Step Four: And oooh you're grindin' on me

[Chorus]
Baby grind on me (Sloww griind)
Relax your mind take your time on me (Sloww griind)
Let me get deeper shorty ride on me (Sloww griind)
Now come and sex me till your body gets weak (Sloww griind)
We're slow grindin'
Baby grind on me (Sloww griind)
Relax your mind take your time on me (Sloww griind)
Let me get deeper shorty ride on me (Sloww griind)
Now come and sex me till your body gets weak (Sloww griind)
We're slow grindin' babe

[Verse 3]
Slick got mo' game than a lil' bit
Baby girl five-five brown eyes with the thick lips
Thick thighs with the slim hips
Sugar honey ice tea
Baby girl is the shit and a bag of chips
I like to catch her when she coming home
Lights out with the Cherry thong
Eat her up like a Sundae cone
Orgasm moanin'
You got me hopin'
Love John is strokin'
No jokin'
Coochie swollen
The bedroom smokin'
Get some air up in this room girl (ah ah ah ah)
If lovin' you is wrong
I don't wanna be right
So I'mma take my time and do it right
'Cause we got all night
'Cause we got all night
Baby girl just...

[Chorus]
Baby grind on me (Sloww griind)
Relax your mind take your time on me (Sloww griind)
Let me get deeper shorty ride on me (Sloww griind)
Now come and sex me till your body gets weak (Sloww griind)
We're slow grindin'
Baby grind on me (Sloww griind)
Relax your mind take your time on me (Sloww griind)
Let me get deeper shorty ride on me (Sloww griind)
Now come and sex me till your body gets weak (Sloww griind)
We're slow grindin'
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I LIKKKEEE!!!!!! YUM YUM!!!! hee.. hmmm.. CHEEKY FAI...!!! girls.. u noe i noe!!!
and oooh... u're grindin on me.....

in skool...

@ Starbucks Suntec (ma werkplace)

@ esplanade library

bowling at West Bowl

@ esplanade's rooftop!!!

saturdae was ok.. werkin til 5 den ma primary skool fren, Shikeen, came over.. we sat til 10 plus.. had dinner together with Imah, Marlyn, Dora and Matin.. on Sundae, after werk went out with Asad.. yeah, he came over w/o telling me.. luckily i nvr make plan with anione.. haha.. we had dinner and went to esplanade.. we chat chat, i took a good look at his face and help him have "facial" first.. haiyo.. hu's gonna take care of him and his face..? tak tau jage muke!!!!!!!!

aniwae.. just now, at mac, me and ma gerls sat and chat.. about life.. about wanting to taubat.. haha.. buat gelak!!! den we chat about DADS!!! as in our fathers.. ma uncle, (ma fav one, Mamu Ashim) called me up saeing that i disrespect ma daddy.. and hje start his l;ong winded nonsense!!! i mean HELLO!!! if i were to disrespect papa den i wudnt still wanna live with him under one roof la.. ppl make mistake.. we are human beings!! let's face it.. "to err is human, to forgive is divine.." this is wad i wrote to papa when he was still in there.... haiz.. tak sedih ah.. cume kecik hati ah that ppl actuali point fingers at me saeing that i disrespect papa and stuffs like that.. wad the F***!!!


"Because of you
I tried my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in"

they sae that "when one door closes, another will open, but at times love comes from the back door, and by the time u realize it, it's ardi on it's wae out..."

oh.. Asad is going to ruma Mami Zai this coming sundae.. yeah.. i told him and den he sae ok lor.. wow.. we're not gonna get back together.. that's fer sure.. he ardi made up his mind.. ah... aniting la.. he happy, i happy.. can ardi....

aniwae, 2 song fer you guys...

Faded Memories -Nina Sky

Neva wanted to say good-bye
Time passes, people change (you've changed)
At this moment, I can't cry
Sadness like my body left me feeling insane
I was crazy for you
Needed you like the blood in my veins
Would have done anything for you
I Guess your feelings weren't the same
Stuck in the past, thought it would last
Now I'm sitting here alone
Stuck in the past, thought it would last
My fairy tale's all gone
Stuck in the past, thought it would last
Trying to carry on..

[Chorus]
Faded memories, linger beside me
everywhere I go, I see you, feel you, hear you..
Baby I need you
Faded memories, linger beside me
everywhere I go, I see you, feel you, hear you..
Baby I need you
Baby I need you

Like flowers need the sun or
a drummer needs a drum
My souls incomplete when you left all of me
I'm dangerously in love with you
all I long to hear was you love me too
The years, the cries, the tears, the lies
Yet still I try, I try, I try
To make this love survive
But I am fond about these memories

[Chorus]

Baby I need you, Baby I need you,
Baby I need you, Baby I need you,
Baby I need you, Baby I need you,
Baby I need you, Baby I need you,
Baby I need you, Baby I need you

[Chorus]
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TURNING ME ON -Nina Sky

[Talking]
Have you ever seen someone
that you thought was so sexy
and even though you had a man
He was still turnin you on

[Verse 1]
Move the feelin right
and I see you standin there
Not an ordinary night
Feeling lust is in the air (hey)
Way your body looks
its turnin me on
they way you lick your lips slow
makes me want you even more

[Chorus]
Whoooooah oh oh oh oh
Your turnin me on
Whoooooah oh oh oh oh
Your turnin me on
If so attracted
could this be wrong
to feel this way
and come on so strong
wont take my time
cause u might be gone
don't know your name
but your turnin me on
Whoooooah oh oh oh oh
Your turnin me on
Whoooooah oh oh oh oh
Your turnin me on

[Verse 2]
All alone tonight
and i left my man at home
I can't
get you out my site
I know
this feeling is so wrong (hey)
I wanna approach you
let you know how i feel
wanna do more to
try to seal this deal

[Chorus]
Whoooooah oh oh oh oh
Your turnin me on
Whoooooah oh oh oh oh
Your turnin me on
If so attracted
could this be wrong
to feel this way
and come on so strong
wont take my time
cause u might be gone
don't know your name
but your turnin me on
Whoooooah oh oh oh oh
Your turnin me on
Whoooooah oh oh oh oh
Your turnin me on

[Verse 3]
End of the night
can i
wait for you outside
we can
end this evening right
we can
kick it on the side
I need to experience
what you can do
we'll have a private party
for just me and you

[Chorus]
Whoooooah oh oh oh oh
Your turnin me on
Whoooooah oh oh oh oh
Your turnin me on
If so attracted
could this be wrong
to feel this way
and come on so strong
wont take my time
cause u might be gone
don't know your name
but your turnin me on
Whoooooah oh oh oh oh
Your turnin me on
Whoooooah oh oh oh oh
Your turnin me on

[Pittbull]
Mami I kno im turin u on
I can tell cuz u keep looking at me wit them f**k me eyes and este cubano tenie la sangre caliente y la lengua mas fuerte (como)
Ojo que no vien
Corazon que no siente
No te proqupe der novio
Every where I go every body knows that I love to take em home turn em on get it on turn em out (out)
On the floor on tha bed on tha kitchen sink U can literally come in ma house (house)
I don’t got to brag cuz my freak game Is ludicrous gurl its all where the tha mouth (mouth)
So come on baby we can do this lets take a trip down south (south)
When it comes to these women I dig up in and turn em on till I make em say whoa (whoa)
I kno u got a man n u kno I got a gurl but but kno one has to kno (kno)
I kno its strong but who cares as long as im turning u on

[Verse 4]
First time I ever been so
attracted to a stranger
dont know if this is wrong but
dont mind if in a danger
you caught my eye
minute that i saw you
knowin that a may wanna get to know you
can i get your name
makin me say (your turnin me on)

hey hey
hey hey
hey hey
hey hey
hey hey
hey hey
hey hey
hey hey

[Chorus]
Whoooooah oh oh oh oh
Your turnin me on
Whoooooah oh oh oh oh
Your turnin me on
If so attracted
could this be wrong
to feel this way
and come on so strong
wont take my time
cause u might be gone
don't know your name
but your turnin me on
Whoooooah oh oh oh oh
Your turnin me on
Whoooooah oh oh oh oh
Your turnin me on

THIS HEART WILL LOVE AGAIN -Steps

My love after all we've said and done
Are you tellin' me the time has come
To go our seperate ways

And now after we've been through
If you won't let me make it up to you
The truth I'll have to face

You won't be here tomorrow
But I'll get through the sorrow baby

(Now that you're gone)
I'll keep the fires burning though my heart's breaking
(I'll carry on)
'cos every day I'm learning life's for the taking
No matter what I know that in the end
At least I can be certain
This heart will love again

I know we can't go on living yesterdays
Wish there was something more that I could say
To make my heart forget

But now if you really have to go
Then I must somehow find the strength to show
No sadness no regret

You won't be here tomorrow
But I'll get through the sorrow baby

(Now that you're gone)
I'll keep the fires burning though my heart's breaking
(I'll carry on)
'cos every day I'm learning life's for the taking
No matter what I know that in the end
At least I can be certain
This heart will love again
I won't be here tomorrow
I will get through the sorrow baby
I will love again

(Now that you're gone)
I'll keep the fires burning though my heart is breaking
(I'll carry on)
'cos every day I'm learning life's for the taking
No matter what I know that in the end
At least I can be certain
This heart will love again
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BETTER BEST FORGOTTEN -Steps

If only you read my mind
You'd see I was hurt inside
A thousand times I've told myself it's over (it's over)
The story has just begun
And darling what's done is done
It's time to change and leave the past behind

Why should we know all the answers
Or how the story ends

So baby

Let's take a chance on a happy ending
Let's turn the page and stop pretending
The past can't stop a heart from mending
It's time to let go
'Cos baby you know
Some things are better best forgotten

And baby we can't pretend
In time the scars will mend
Please believe me there's a chance, let's take it (let's take it)
And maybe at last we'll find
That love should be true not blind
You can't deceive a heart that's open wide

And even now it's not too late
To change the story's end

So baby

Let's take a chance on a happy ending
Let's turn the page and stop pretending
The past can't stop a heart from mending
It's time to let go
'Cos baby you know
Some things are better best forgotten

Better best forgotten

The story has just begun
And darling what's done is done
It's time to change and leave the past behind

Let's take a chance on a happy ending
Let's turn the page and stop pretending
The past can't stop a heart from mending
It's time to let go
'Cos baby you know
Some things are better best forgotten

Let's take a chance on a happy ending
Let's turn the page and stop pretending
The past can't stop a heart from mending
It's time to let go
'Cos baby you know
Some things are better best forgotten
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MAKE IT EASY ON ME -Steps

Don't keep me dreaming
If all the hope is gone
If it's all over
Don't keep me hanging on

I can't stay
And dream my life away
In some kind of wonderland
Better to hurt me honestly
Than make a fool of me
My heart will understand

Make it easy on me
Just walk away, set me free
Don't try to do it gently
Just to please me
Make it easy, easy on me

If it's the time to go
If it's the last goodbye
Never turn around
Don't want you to see me cry

Don't make me stay
And wish my time away
In some fool's paradise
Don't give any hope to me
Spin any lines for me
Make the truth plain to see

Make it easy on me
Just walk away, set me free
Don't try to do it gently
Just to please me
Make it easy, easy on me

Better to hurt me honestly
Than make a fool of me
My heart will understand

Make it easy on me
(Easy on me)
Just walk away
Don't try to do it gently
Just to please me
Make it easy, easy on me
Easy on me Make it easy on me
Just walk away, set me free
Don't try to do it gently
Just to please me
Make it easy, easy on me

Just walk away
Don't try to do it gently
Just to please me
Make it easy, easy on me
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MOVIN' ON -Steps

I'm movin' on

You know I'll miss you
When you're gone
And I can't pretend
That I know when
Our love started to go wrong

I know we planned to stay together
We just ran into stormy weather
We couldn't see the dark clouds
In the sky

But I had no way of knowing
And I don't know where I'm going
But I'm movin' on

We talked it over
We said it all
But who could say
It would be this way
But the writing's on the wall

And now the sun has finally set and
This is where the story ends we
Couldn't see the dark clouds
In the sky

But I had no way of knowing
And I don't know where I'm going
But I'm movin' on

I'm movin' on

I'm movin' on

I know we planned to stay together
We just ran into stormy weather
We couldn't see the dark clouds
In the sky

But I had no way of knowing
And I don't know where I'm going
But I'm movin' on

hey.. ystrdy @ werk, i made Fara cried.. no no.. it's not wad u tink it is.. we were having break together and den she asked me whether i've got a boyfren and so i told her nope.. we talked about it.. and i din noe that she broke off with her guy too.. as in long ago.. u noe i dun reali talk much to Fara but ystrdy, somehow rather, felt a lil bit closer to her.. i start talking about Asad, and tears just flood ma eyes.. and she cried as well.. i tink she missed her guy.. but the thing is that, she can nvr go back to him.. i cant sae why.. no no.. she also the same like me.. our boyfrens pampered us alot.. she also learning new waes to live w/o him.. cos she stayed together with her guy u see.. but after they broke off, she went back with her family.. haiz.... i thought they were together fer a freaking long time... as in 3 years plus plus plus.. but i juz gotto knoe that they were together fer onli 8 months like that.. sad. *sobz sobz*

we're supposed to be having our BCM now, but it seems like the teacher is not here.. haha.. GEREK!!! FUN!!!!

i miss Asad too.. he called me ystrdy using his room fon but i was werkin, so i called him up at a later timing but to no avail..... sad.. i felt much much more better now.. well Fazhly MSN msged me this, "Just remember this, u've been living 16 years w/o him b4... 2 years is somethin but u're stronger den that..." wow~!!! wise werds man!!!! I LIKKKEEE!!!

haiz.. tcher is here ardi.. k la.. i wanna do ma assignments.. later having lunch at mac.. daily routine..

LUB U GERLS!!!!!
Aman...!!!!!
mmmuuaahhh!!!!!!