throw awae the sadness.. that's wad ppl say..
be happy, show them u can live..
i wish i could.. i tried hard enuff..
but enuff will never be enuff
when there's too much left undone....

wow.. wad a poem.. by me..

aah... easier said than done.. bloody hell.. haiz.....

i guess this is a song fer me from that someone who was once part of ma life... part of me.. part of ma big picture....


GOODBYE MY LOVE-Brian McKnight

There never was a fool like a fool in love
I oughtta know
But I can tell you one thing
This fool's had enough
And it shows

Cause when we were making love
I wonder who you were thinking of
Was it you and me,or you and he
I gave my all to you and you walked all over me
Girl can't you see

Chorus:I don't want to cry for love again
No more do or die for love again
I don't want to lie for love again
The only way to mend this broken heart
Is for me to say..goodbye my love
Goodbye my love

There never was a moment
I didn't need your love
I loved you so
Far too many lonely nights
It hurt so much
Girl just go

Cause when we were making love
I wonder who you were thinking of
Was it you and me,or you and he
I gave my all to you and you walked all over me
Girl can't you see

Chorus:I don't want to cry for love again
No more do or die for love again
I don't want to lie for love again
The only way to mend this broken heart
Is for me to say..I don't want to cry for love again
No more do or die for love again
I don't want to lie for love again
The only way to mend this broken heart
Is for me to say..goodbye my love
Goodbye my love

Bridge:(I'm goin' on)
Goin' on with my life
Wipe my tears away
I don't wanna cry
No more do or die
Sorry I have to say
(I'm goin' on)
Goin' on with my life
Wipe my tears away
I don't wanna cry
No more do or die
Sorry I have to say

I'm going on and on and on
On and on and on
On and on and on and on and on
Goodbye my love,goodbye my love
Goodbye my love
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and i guess this next song is a song fer me.. the guilty me.. aniwae.. promised him that i'll not asked him about us getting back together ever again.. if it's meant to be, it's meant to be.. i'm glad fer him.. about him movin on and stuffs..

be happy aight "dearie"..
no..
no more "dear"..
no more "bi"..
no more "ayang"..
no more anniversaries..
i'm sorry.. that's all i've to sae........
damn..
i shouldn break down..
i shouldnt be crying..
i told him b4 i'm strong..
never will i let ppl see the "LOW" side of me..
no...
i'll be okae..
u do noe that rite..
move on Fai..
seriously....
GET A GRIP....

GET OVER YOU-Brian McKnight

Should've been there
Everytime you called
Should've given you everything
Given you my all

But I was just selfish
Thinking 'bout myself
Should've given the best of me
To nobody else

'Cause there's no living without you
And it feels like I'm losing my mind

Baby I...
Can't sleep at night
Without you
Right by my side
My pride always gets in the way
I lied...
I should have begged you to stay

It may take 'til forever is through
To get over you

Should've made you happy
Should've been strong
Should've made you believe
You were right where you belonged

Don't know what you got
'Til it's gone
Don't tell me it's too late
To right this wrong

'Cause there's no livin' without you
And it feels like I'm losin' my mind

Baby I...
Can't sleep at night
Without you
Right by my side
My pride always gets in the way
I lied...
I should have begged you to stay

It may take 'til forever is through
To get over you

Somethin'...
Somethin' ain't right
Girl lately
My sun doesn't shine
Won't you come back into my life?
Girl can we try...
Again

Baby I...
Can't sleep at night
Without you
Right by my side
My pride always gets in the way
I lied...
I should have begged you to stay

It may take 'til forever is through
To get over you
____________________________________________________________________________________

SO SORRY-Brian McKnight

For every time you had to go to sleep alone
For every time I tried to rush you off the phone
For every time I said something to make you cry
Now that all is said and done I can't deny

I'm so sorry, for anything I might have done
And I'm sorry, I never meant to hurt the only one
And I'm sorry that best laid plans sometimes fall through
For anything I might have done I apologize to you
For anything I might have done I apologize to you

For every time I lied right to your face, and you knew it
For all the wasted time that we cannot replace
For every time our discussion turned into an argument, we'd fight
How I wish that I could, have it back tonight

I'm so sorry, for anything I might have done
And I'm sorry, I never meant to hurt the only one
And I'm sorry that best laid plans sometimes fall through
For anything I might have done I apologize to you
For anything I might have done I apologize

To try and count your tears would be like standing in the rain
The weather's been bad for years for that, I gladly take the blame
Now our two separate lives would never ever be the same
But I hope you can forgive me
Some day

I'm sorry, for anything I might have done
And I'm sorry, I never meant to hurt the only one
And I'm sorry that the best-laid plans sometimes fall through
For anything I might have done I apologize to you
For anything I might have done I apologize to you
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he prefered hazelnuts to almonds..(but still eat them though) haha
quiet on the outside but noisy in the inside..
loves daging masak kicap and ayam lemak cili padi..
hates certain veggies but ain't got a choice but to eat it in camp..
loves chicken to the core..
titbits..part of him..
sneakers..part of him..
laughters and smiles are his prinsip..
dun like to show his problems..
loves art..
loves his family big time..
saggitarius..

da la da la.. haha.. keep it here.. hmmm.. k la.. i guess that's all fer now.. dun wanna go further..

well... just be happy wherever u go.. keep on smilin.. just be happy...

"just remember when u're looking at me, i'll be a stone's throw awae looking back at u.." (well, somehow rather...)

"it's better to have love and lost, than never to have love at all..."

"just remember that there's someone happy somewhere in this world cos u are happy..."

it's all ma fault to start off with..
it was never his..
i din treasure wad i had then..
now it's too late for all the "what if's"..

so ppl, hu'd be reading ma blog.. treasure wad u have.. keep it close to ur heart.. cos u mite wake one dae realizing that u've lost a diamond while u guys were too busy searching fer stones...

-apologize when u're in the wrong.. DON'T stick to that bloody ego of urs..
-it takes two hands to clap.. work it out together.. not as "me" and "you" but as a couple, 2 become 1..
-it's alwaes about "WE"..
-RESPECT.. to be respected..
-LOVE.. to be loved..
-APPRECIATE.. to be appreciated..

Ciao peeps... all da best in ya love life..... remember be happy.. keep ur other half happy as well..
love you guys.. love u lots laydees...