WAD A DAE!!!

eh.. hello hello.. well.. i reached home around 2045hrs lyddat just now.. my afternoon was practicalli WASTED la dey!!!! i waited fer ma fren during her lunch hour at noon all trhe wae til 1530hrs.. ma GAWD!!! she need to pass me some thing.. that something is meant to be a surprise fer Asad.. cos i noe he conferm gonna be happy to receive it.. but well at 1300hrs, she msged me saeing she havin an appointment.. i was like "hey.. it's ok.. i'll wait" but at the same tym, i was like kinda pissed la.. as in why she never inform me earlier, at least i can stay at home and finish off ma solat Zuhur..

i waited and waited..

meanwhile.....

an hour later....

at CITY HALL MRT STATION...
a stalker came up to me.. asked me to lend him the Today's paper.. i passed it to him la and he actualli sat next to me.. askin me all this weird question.. lookin at me with taht F***in pervertic look!!! i din even gave him a single eye contact.. her aws like saeing i've got nice eyes.. and ma lip gloss made me look even more gorgeous.. even asked me to have coffee with him and go out fer a movie with him.. and asked when will he be seeing me again.. FREAKO SICKO MANIAC!!! GODDAMMIT!!! that was when i told maself i need to get help.. i told him that ma fren is here and i went off and approached this gerl hu was on da phone.. i told her sumone is following me and he looks pervertic and he seems like a bloodie stalker.. i'm so glad that she's willing to accompany me.. we walked off and heactualli catch up with us.. he was talkin but i cant seem to hear a single thing cos i'm using earpiece on ma left ear..songs were blasting from that earpiece.. THANK GOD.. after that, he walk awae.. DAMN.. i actualli kena PANIC ATTACK fer a while.. the ghurl hu helped me, asked me to chill and relac as i reali do looked pale.. i cannot kena all this shit la.. when i was 6 year old, there's this mad man hu actualli followed me and ma frens from skool.. that was such a sick thing la. and THANX TO MA FREN HU DIN TURN UP, I KENA STALK BY A FREAKIN PERVERT..!!! GODDAMMIT!!! thanx ah eh..

i msged Asad to come as fast as he can.. thanx dear.. ma gawd.. wad an experience..

aniwae, i gave up waitin fer ma fren.. she actualli off her phone.. me and asad walked around Bugis after that.. Asad went fer prayers while i walked around Arab St by maself.. kinda fun.. i turn around the corners to find vivid lookin colours of cloth.. rattan basket.. aah... wad a sight.. unbelievable.. if i had a camera back there, i wud have snap off wadever that i can take.. went to Topshop.. after that, we went to the bazaar at BUGIS.. search fer SELASEH drink and KEROPOK LEKOR.. yum yum.. but never buy la.. too earli.. Asad went fer his prayers again around 4 plus, and i turn round a different corner.. i'm totallli enjoying maself la.. hee..







aniwae.. after solat.. waited fer Bubu(Asad's sis) den we made our wae to Tampines.. we buke at a coffee house named ISTANBUL.. at st 43 i guess.. sumwhere there ah.. and den i went home..

TIRED..

SHAGGED..

HAPPY..

everything joined into ONE..

tmr i'll be buke-ing with Raff and Ama.. ma secondary skool buddies.. ma 2 GERLFRENS!!!

aniwae.. was reading ma e-mails la just now.. when i actualli saw this e-mail.. quite some tym ardi ah i never read it.. about

AZAB BAGI WANITA.. CHECK THIS OUT LAYDEES!!!
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Sayidina Ali ra menceritakan suatu ketika melihat Rasulullah
menangis manakala ia datang bersama Fatimah. Lalu keduanya bertanya
mengapa Rasul menangis.

Beliau menjawab, "Pada malam aku di-isra'-kan, aku melihat perempuan-perempuan yang sedang disiksa dengan berbagai siksaan. Itulah sebabnya mengapa aku menangis. Karena,
menyaksikan mereka yang sangat berat dan mengerikan siksanya.

Putri Rasulullah kemudian menanyakan apa yang dilihat ayahandanya.

"Aku lihat ada perempuan digantung rambutnya, otaknya mendidih.

Aku lihat perempuan digantung lidahnya, tangannya diikat ke belakang dan timah cair dituangkan ke dalam tengkoraknya.

Aku lihat perempuan tergantung kedua kakinya dengan terikat tangannya sampai ke ubun-ubunnya, diulurkan ular dan kalajengking.

Dan aku lihat perempuan yang memakan badannya sendiri, di bawahnya dinyalakan api neraka.

Serta aku lihat perempuan yang bermuka hitam, memakan tali perutnya sendiri.

Aku lihat perempuan yang telinganya pekak dan matanya buta, dimasukkan ke dalam peti yang dibuat dari api neraka, otaknya keluar dari lubang hidung, badannya berbau busuk karena penyakit sopak dan kusta.

Aku lihat perempuan yang badannya seperti himar, beribu-ribu kesengsaraan dihadapinya. Aku lihat perempuan yang rupanya seperti anjing, sedangkan api masuk melalui mulut dan keluar
dari duburnya sementara malaikat memukulnya dengan pentung dari api neraka,"kata Nabi.

Fatimah Az-Zahra kemudian menanyakan mengapa mereka disiksa seperti
itu?

*Rasulullah menjawab,

"Wahai putriku, adapun mereka yang tergantung rambutnya hingga otaknya mendidih adalah wanita yang tidak menutup rambutnya sehingga terlihat oleh laki-laki yang bukan muhrimnya.

*Perempuan yang digantung susunya adalah istri yang 'mengotori' tempat tidurnya.

*Perempuan yang tergantung kedua kakinya ialah perempuan yang tidak taat kepada suaminya, ia keluar rumah tanpa izin suaminya, dan perempuan yang tidak mau mandi suci dari haid dan nifas.

*Perempuan yang memakan badannya sendiri ialah karena ia berhias untuk lelaki yang bukan muhrimnya dan suka mengumpat orang lain.

*Perempuan yang memotong badannya sendiri dengan gunting api neraka karena ia memperkenalkan dirinya kepada orang yang kepada orang lain bersolek dan berhias supaya kecantikannya dilihat laki-laki yang bukan muhrimnya.

*Perempuan yang diikat kedua kaki dan tangannya ke atas ubun-ubunnya diulurkan ular dan kalajengking padanya karena ia bisa shalat tapi tidak mengamalkannya dan tidak mau mandi junub.

*Perempuan yang kepalanya seperti babi dan badannya seperti himar ialah tukang umpat dan pendusta.

*Perempuan yang menyerupai anjing ialah perempuan yang suka memfitnah dan membenci suami."

Mendengar itu, Sayidina Ali dan Fatimah Az-Zahra pun turut menangis.

Dan inilah peringatan kepada kaum perempuan.
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i felt guilty.. all those make-up.. yeahh.. kite memang nak menyerikan muke.. tapi dengan tidak sengaja, kite telah membuat dosa yang besar.. Astaghfirullah...

i wana go back to the daes where i wore tudong.. but i'm afraid that i mite not be ready yet.. no.. i dun wanna make the same mistake.. i took off ma tudong bcos i felt that i'm not ready yet.. i still have ma air-stewardess dream to chase after..

As long as i never fail to pray to the Almighty Allah s.w.t..

just like wad i told ma frens.. just bcos that ghurl is wearing a tudong, that doesnt mean that dier sebaik baik umat.. dan tak semestinye orang yang tak berhijjab itu adalah orang yang MUNAFIK.. yang meninggalkan solat.. yang lupe kepada Allah s.w.t.. WALLAHUALAM.. Astaghfirullah.. i'm listening to Ehwal Islam now..

i saw maself changing fer the better now.. Alhamdulillah.. all thanx fer Vivian from the IMF.. she was born a Palestinian.. but she grew up and werk in the US.. during IMF, we chatted based on customer-partner chat.. but i actualli reagrd her as well a respected woman.. she have this locket that have Allah on it.. i got to knoe that she's a Muslim.. i told her about the group of gentlemen who have coffees while holding the TAZBIR, berdzikir.. i reali SALUTE tham sia.. i actualli told Vivian that.. and i told her as well that i hardli have time to pray.. so caught up with skool and werk.. and this is wad she replied...

"aah.. that's where u went wrong.. Allah gave u all this.. (pointing to the job that i have, the clothes that i wore, the handphone) .. if u dun have tym fer HIM, what makes u think he wanna have tym fer YOU???"

that was like a wake up call fer me.. it's like as though someone woke me up from a strange dream.. like a KNOCK KNOCK on ma head.. Vivian was like ma angel sent from above.. ok.. enuff drama.. but seriousli.. after the whole thing, i started to pray.. kinda forget some versefrom the Al-Quran.. but i managed.. if i'm werkin pre-closng, i'll qadhak the prayers once i reach home around 2 plus in the morning..

and u noe the feeling i received??

one werd-SATISFIED

i felt a lil closer to Him..

ok la.. i dun wanna bore u guys with ma feelings of being closer to Allah.. but just remember.. LIFE IS SHORT.. U WUDNT KNOE WHEN TIME WILL END FER U.. MAYBE TODAE.. MAYBE TMR.. HOW ABOUT THE DAE AFTER TMR..? THINK ABOUT IT GUYS/GERLS.. BE CLOSER TO ALLAH WHEN U HAVE THE TYM TO.. HE'S FORGIVING.. MAHA PENGASIH LAGI MAHA PENYAYANG..

lub u Asad..

lub u gerlfrens..

SONGS... TO REMIND ME OF Hunns...

well.. i just got to noe todae is Iszam's last dae werkin at ma store he'll be transferred out to TTSH.. damn sad la.. to tink that i actualli cries.. haiz.. i kinda close to him ma at store.. Hunns.. dun get jealous eh.. one of ma close budds at werk..

HAIZ... reali reali sad la.. but well apparentli, he pwomised me that he'll asked Boss to make him stay another 2 weeks.. aniwae Boss also will be in camp.. RERSERVIST.. please Boss.. haiz.. aniwae..

was lookin thru ma ARES download shit.. that i actualli came across this song.. very long never hear this song fer quite some time ardi.. this song put ma mind off to ma Asad.. reali miss him.. check out the lyrics aight guys..



ALWAYS WANNA BE WITH YOU -1st Lady

I don’t ever wanna lose you baby
I always wanna be with you
All you gotta do is learn to trust me
And I promise that I will stay true

I don’t ever wanna lose you baby
I Always wanna be with you
All you gotta do is learn to trust me
I promise that I will stay true

I know that it’s been hard on you
And I know that I’m not always with you
But you need to know that I do love you
And forever that’s the way we'll stay

Sometimes I know it’s hard to trust me
When I’m always out with all my boys
And It’s my job and I will never forget
When I go home, it’s with you I’ll stay

I try so hard to keep this going
And I will as long as you do too
cause I love you and I will always will do
I only wanna be with you

I wish I had the time to show you
You mean the world to me and that’s the truth
I don’t wanna be with no one else, boy
I only wanna be with you

Chorus

I don’t ever wanna lose you baby
I Always wanna be with you
All you gotta do is learn to trust me
I promise that I will stay true

I don't ever wanna lose you baby
I Always wanna be with you
Do is learn to trust me
I promise that I will stay true

Trust me ‘cause I love you
I say I love you ‘cause I really mean it
I never felt this way before
Watch the pictures of me when I’m gone, boy

I’ll be the one to wear your ring
My Whole World you’re the air I breath
Inspiration, you’re the song I sing

I don’t ever wanna lose you baby
i always wanna be with you

NO PROMISES -Shayne Ward

Hey baby, when we are together, doing things that we love.
Every time you're near I feel like I’m in heaven, feeling high
I don’t want to let go, girl.
I just need you to know girl.

I don’t wanna run away, baby you’re the one I need tonight,
No promises.
Baby, now I need to hold you tight, I just wanna die in your arms

Here tonight

Hey baby, when we are together, doing things that we love.
Everytime you're near I feel like I’m in heaven, feeling high
I don’t want to let go, girl.
I just need you you to know girl.

I don’t wanna run away, baby you’re the one I need tonight,
No promises.
Baby, now I need to hold you tight, I just wanna die in your arms

I don’t want to run away, I want to stay forever, thru Time and Time..
No promises

I don’t wanna run away, I don’t wanna be alone
No Promises
Baby, now I need to hold you tight, now and forever my love

No promises

SOMETHING WORTH LIVING FOR -Shayne Ward

I dont wanna leave you here all by yourself
I just wanna let you know i'm there for you like noone else
I dont wanna drift off to another place
I just wanna lay here in your arms with your hand on my face

So lets not ever tell the moon about the sun
I'll keep hearing love songs, hoping every wrong's undone
Its foolish but we've only just begun
I dont wanna stop this, all my walls are caving in

I wanna give you something worth living for
I wanna tell you this and so much more
Your my everything
My universe

Im so mesmerised by your serenity
Hopefully you'll take me there inside your dreams
Just like all the leaves im falling over you
Its so unbelieveable the airs so true

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apparentli, that's all the songs i have fer now..

Asad.. i just wanna tell u that i'm reali grateful to have u back in ma life.. we'll go thru the weathers together aight.. i love u.. and u noe that i alwaes will..
*muackz*

SINGAPORE IDOL??? 2nd dae of Ramadhan....

apparentli.. finalli.. changed ma songs in ma iTunes.. back to the PUNKRAWK songs.. kinda miss those songs blasting in ma ears.. hee..

aniwae.. i'm watching Singapore Idol now.. ma GAWD.. ma heart thumping big tym la.. i rerali wan Hady Mirza to win.. not because i'm a Malay.. but Hady have betta voice in one wae or another den Jonathan's. i mean.. face it ppl.. Ayu voted more den 50 la.. so does Mursh.. i dunno how many i voted la.. cause ma memory low.. so i have to keep cleaning up ma outbox msgs.. damn.. URGH.. reali hope Hady will win.. but no matter wad, BOTH of them are alreadi WINNERS!!! seriousli.. ish.. now they are reading out the vresults.. SHIT.. ma heart.. SHIT.. calm down Fai.. wait eh.. the winner is...

HADY MIRZA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i'm screaming ma arse off la!!! tak sia sia kitorang vote!!!!

YEAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i'm so happy now that i dun care if ppl gonna piss me off, i'm still gonna be SMILING...

Malays can sing ya'll.. i bet Taufik is SO PROUD of Hady la... conferm..

hmmm.. i'm so smiling to maself now la.. "u gimme wings when i'm fallin..... u carry me up when i'm down....."

ok. fer the ferst tym ever, i'm blogging about Singapore Idol.. damn.. ma throat hurts now.. luckili i tmr closing yet again.. can sleep late thinkin abt Hady... hahak~~!!! Asad.. u noe i dream and think abt u more often than u ever noe... *muackz*

aniwae.. yesterdae i break fast at werk.. at chicken briyani that freakin cost me $6.50.. wadda f***!!!!

aniwae.. todae i went to the


to accompany Syikin.. her guy on trial..(is that wad u call it??) her guy's fren stole stuuff and sold it to him and den they sabo-ed him.. like wadda F*** rite? this kinda fren also exist ah.. KAWAN MAKAN KAWAN.. haiz.. i dressed up like a lawyer.. lawyer ta jadi... more like LOYAR.. cos i told u guys b4 that i haven been dressing up.. so i take ma chance todae..

aniwae. here are the pics taken..

me and Kin..

AKU

after the trial and well.. everything's FINE now..
Alhamdulillah..

ME yet again.. haiz.. i used to wanna be a lawyer when i was a TEEN.. but well maybe i should take private dip fer it huh....

about to go home....

aniwae.. i wanna upload pics taken on the 230906, Saturdae at werk..


in da toilet..

Afiqa Zuna and ME

it's like 1930.. i'm still there.. so called just woke up.. tired.. but lazy to go back home....

goofy-ing around as alwaes...(HEH!!)

now.. fer pics taken on ferst dae of PUASE...
FERST DAE OF RAMADHAN.. do u guys noe that Evelyn and Wei En fasted too???!!! COOL huh.. they neeed the practice fer the future... hahak~~!

aniwae.. ma darling gave me a surprise.. he sent me to werk.. he told me he leaving the house to cut hair.. half to forty minute later when i was getting ready to go to werk, he called me askin me to open the door.. wat a pleasant surprise!!! I'M SO IN LOVE WITH U DARLING!!!!!

though he's tired, he still afford the tyme.. love u loads Hunns!!!

Ayu-ME-Aisyah

Zabid and ME at bar

DANCING BARISTA PUNK RAWK TEAM!!!

HI good evening Starbucks Suntec Fai speakin how may i help??

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otay la ya'll.. ma elder bro kpo ah.. sebok je....

otay !!!

bye!!!!

love u hunns!!!

love u ghurls!!!

slamat menjalani ibadah berpuasa...

HEY YA!!!

ok hello..

yesterdae after i blog, Shinyi came over ma place.. we chill til around 12 and she left.. we were talkin abt the past.. abt our secondary skool life and how we wish we dun have to grow up..

all the good tyms and bad tyms.. DAMN.. how i reali missed tose daes...!!!!

just now, Ama came over.. she's ma secondary skool fren as well.. one of the closest malay gerl wimme..

aniwae, i received the pic i took with Laith.. he's a regular for the IMF shit. he's a press.. he's from... damn.. i forgot.. shit.. his full name is Laith Mushtaq.. an Arab.. yeah.. here's the pic..


me, Laith, Dora, Aisyah

aniwae.. since todae's ma OFF dae yet again, i get to clean up ma house.. MA ROOM ESPECIALLY..!! at last looks freakin neater.. i just need to throw awae the big old sideboard and get fer maself a vertical long cupboard.. that's all.. get clean up ferst b4 the fasting season.. hee.. later fasting season i get more lazy den ever.. heh.. yay!! HARIRAYA coming in month's tym!!(haven start fasting ardi tink of Hari Raya) Hunns gonna help me paint ma room.. pink.. 2 different shades of pink.. was tinkin of Pink and Black actualli.. but i tink ma mom wun be okay with the black.. haiz.. aniting la actualli.. as long as ma room looks girlish is enuff fer me.. i got rid of stuffs that i never have the heart to get rid of it last tym.. i trash loads of magazines and a winnie the Pooh plush toy given by ma second "boyfren".. WHATEVER!!! i dun reali care animore.. i just threw it awae!! SO FUCKIN PROUD OF MASELF!!!!

took me 3 damn hours to finish everything and den sit down and fold ma clothes.. got alot to iron..

haiz.. gotta go now.. wanna iron ma clothes fer werk.. den head to ma clean neat room.. HAH~~!!

miss u loads Hunns!!

aniwae.. here's a song fer ma Hunn..

LOVE YOU SO -Natalie

From the minute that you got my attention
I was taken and I have to mention
I was trying to not let it show
But I knew I wasn't gonna let you go
From the way that you came right to me
Looking all hot with the style that threw me
No one would've ever known it
You would be the one who take this heart and hold it

You got that extraordinary way
Got to be next to ya every single day
You do something that I just can't explain
Wanna take the chance and tell you you're the one for me

Ooh, I love you so
Just look in my eyes, they'll tell you where this could go
Yeah
Do you know it
Ooh, I love you so
Look in these eyes, they'll tell you where this could go
I just want you to know

You can san say anything you want to
No stress 'cause I understand you
We got a vibe you can't define
Want everyone know that boy is mine
We won't fight and stop and stare at the way you hold me
You take me there at times
I feel I lose control
Forget everyone but the hand I'm holding

You got that extraordinary way
Got to be next to ya every single day
You do something that I just can't explain
Wanna take the chance and tell you you're the one for me

Ooh, I love you so
Just look in my eyes, they'll tell you where this could go
Yeah
Can you feel it
Ooh, I love you so
Look in these eyes, they'll tell you where this could go
I just want you to know

Please know this
I'll always be right here
And you don't have to look
Nowhere else babe
Don't think for a minute
This love will change
Oh you should know that

Ooh, I love you so
Just look in my eyes, they'll tell you where this could go
Yeah
Can you feel it
Ooh, I love you so
Look in these eyes, they'll tell you where this could go
I just want you to know

okae la peeps..

nitey nite!!!

EH!!!! HELLO HELLO~~!!!!

AAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH~~!!!! at last... i got ma rest todae!!!! yay~~!!!

todae.. watched Miami Vice with Hunns.. GREAT MOVIE!!! AWESOME!!! 4 popcorns outta 5.. ma Colin Pharell looks FAT sei!! so pissed.. haiz.. but he's still good lookin though.. sex machine!! oopppsss... hahak~~!!1but GongLi must reali improve on her English la.. hahak~~! i noe la cannot be blame.. but hello.. haiz.. nvm.. wadever it is.. it's a damn great movie.. MUST WATCH!!! (that is if u are into action and undercover kinda shit ah..


i love this show la!!

aniwae.. yesterdae was the ferst dae i wore ma black COFFEE MASTER apron at werk.. no.. not trying to "yaya papaya".. but they give the apron ardi, just take ah.. haiz.. actualli.. tell u guys truthfulli.. i'm scared of wearing the black apron ah.. i mean.. heavier responsibilities.. not that i cant take responsibility.. but.. UUURRGGHHH~~!!! hard to explain.. but u guys noe waddai mean rite??? though i 3 years plus in COFFEE LINE.. doesnt mean that i'm well cut fer ut.. at tyms.. just the tension.. haiz............ and i'm stil the same crazee Fai otay ppl..!!! just the colour of apron.. that's all.. aniwae.. yesterdae, worked with Aisyah, Max, Dave and CMC.. Al was there til about 2230hrs.. and so was Boss.. GEREK ah.. seriousli.. the last dae of IMF therefotre, NOT much ppl.. practicalli from around 1830hrs like no one there lorh.. onli one or two customers.. all da wae til 2145hrs lyddat den suddenli start busy cos publics can now come in.. all fill with teenagers la.. FRAPPE SLAM~~!!! hahak~~! knocked off at 2255hrs last nyte..


AKU

went home, rest.. chat with Hunns abt todae's plan.. shower, chat with Starbucks peepz den off to bed..

woke up earli this morning.. rest, la la la, off to Suntec with Hunns.. after that sent him home.. i go home.. and now at home..

tmr wanna stay at home.. perhaps in the morning go fer morning jog or sumthin.. after that, go clean up the house..

saturdae.. back at werk..

k la ppl..

ciao~~!!!!

love u hunns~~!!!!! alwaes...

love u gerls..

MMMUUAAHHH~~!!!!!!!!!!!!!

HELLO HELLO..

yesterdae slept ma arse off once i reached home from werk.. hahak.. supposed to go dinner with mom and younger bro.. but well.... i was in dreamland.. woke up around 0015hrs.. eat.. check ma mails.. and went back to sleep!!! hahak~~!

aniwae... reached home from werk at 2110hrs lyddat.. apparentli, yes i was at SUNTEC area from morning 0645hrs all da wae til 2015hrs..

lemme tell u wad happen at werk todae..

actualli..

nothing much la.. was busy as alwaes.. hahak~~! i was doin the POS todae.. some cock up shit happened earli in the morning.. our colombia shuttle(the coffee brewer) broke down!!!! WOW!!! HOW EXCITING!!!! the IMF peeps cant order coffee...!!! they gotta go ahead with Americano though.. well.. thay aint reali got a choice do they?? lol..

and also.. there was a protestant hu was caught just now!!! ma gawd.. he's an insider i guess.. CAUSE NO ONE W/O PASS CAN ENTER CONVENTION CENTRE.. i dunno wad actualli happened but that guy wad tied up at his leg area.. and was handcuffed at the back.. his face was being covered by this so-called bag.. i bet he must be FUCKIN tired and DAMN crazee to do this kinda shit.. ma gawd.. here's a pic of him i took wimmai fon..


he's goin down!!!!!! (but kinda cool huh...)

after i finish ma shift around 1515hrs lyddat.. stayed around fer a while b4 heading to SB-SU(Starbucks-Suntec Mall) fer the MOONCAKE PARTY!!!!

loadsa FOOD!!! it's a party joining 4 stores.. Marina Square, Millennia Walk, Suntec Convention Centre and Suntec Mall..

the party starts at 1900hrs til 2000hrs.

ma store is in charge of GAMES.. WOW!!! lame shit man.. onli me and JK from our store.. aniwae. overall.. we did ok la..

(there's a pic i wanna upload here.. but this fucked up computer of mine is getting on ma nerve.. goddammit...)

i'm hungry.. but lazy to eat...

i'm tired but dun wanna sleep that earli....

i'm well... MISSING ASAD.... will be meeting him b4 goin off to werk tmr!!! Yay!!!!

i miss shopping..

i miss mutton chop..

i miss dressing up.. (been dressing down lateli!!!) so not showin ma feminine side.. haiz....

so shagged... so wrecked... well that's life , Fai.. DONT COMPLAIN......

k la.. gtg.. lub u peeps..

Asad.. i mish u.. and i noe if u readin this, u'll be saeing the same in ya heart.. hee.. *bluek*


i freakin love this RING..!!!!

WHEN U TELL ME THAT U LOVE ME....

a love song by Julio Iglesias and Coco Lee

very touchin.. damn meaningful... fucking sentimental....

freakin soothing song..

read the lyrics here.. (this song's fer u DEAR...)

I wanna feel this way longer than time.
I wanna know your dreams and make them mine.
I wanna change the world, only for you.
All the impossible, I wanna do.

I wanna hold you close under the rain.
I wanna kiss your smile and feel your pain.
I know what's beautiful, looking at you.
Here in a world of lies, you are the truth.

And baby
Everytime you touch me, I become a hero.
I'll make you safe no matter where you are
And bring you anything you ask for, nothing is above me,
I'm shining like a candle in the dark
When you tell me that you love me.

I wanna make you see just what I was,
Show you the loneliness and what it does.
You walked into my life to stop my tears
Everything's easy now, I have you here.

And baby
Everytime you touch me, I become a hero.
I'll make you safe no matter where you are
And bring you anything you ask for, nothing is above me,
I'm shining like a candle in the dark
When you tell me that you love me.

In a world without you,
I would always hunger,
All I need is your love to make me stronger.

And baby
Everytime you touch me, I become a hero.
I'll make you safe no matter where you are
And bring you anything you ask for, nothing is above me,
I'm shining like a candle in the dark
When you tell me that you love me.
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this song totalli brings ma mind over to Asad.. damn i reali love him.. dammit.. how i wish he's here wimme right now.. he's on standby around Suntec are todae..

his love, makes me stronger..
his smile, took ma pain awae..
his voice, assure me that nothing will goes wrong and that he's here with me through the rain..

I LOVE U HUNNS!!!

aniwae.. was reading PINKIEZIE's blog.. her unrequited love passed awae(Innalillahi wainna lillahi rojioon).. the love she wanted but never get to have it as her own... i cried while reading her blog.. she's in so much pain.. i noe how it feels..

someone u loved passed awae?
someone whom u never get the chance to be with??
someone who has alwaes been part of ur heart though he doesnt feel that wae???
i reali wish i cud be there fer her..

A TRIBUTE TO LATE IRWAN.. though i dun even noe hu he is.. i dun even noe hu PINKIEZIE is.. i'm here as a fren.. (pray fer him all MUSLIMS)

"PINKIEZIE, if u're reading this.. just remember that Allah is here with u as well as up teher with him.. as tym passed by, u'll be ok.. u have to be STRONG.. i noe it's easier said than done.. ur family and frens still need u around.. ur SMILE means alot to them.. take it easy babe.. EVERYTHING WILL BE WONDERFUL SOMEDAE... trust me when i sae this.. somedae.. maybe not now.. but in future.. Allah takkan bagi umatnye merane fer no reason.. lub u gerl.. be strong aight.. =) "

aniwae..

yesterdae i had ma POM EXAM.. ma gawd.. the paper was ok la.. as it is a freakin FULL THEORY BASED, ma brains jumble up the infos.. NO NO.. this is not an EXCUSE.. i did study otay!!! REALI!!!!

after exam, Syikin accompany home ferst.. i changed den head to her house.. meet her parents at Causewae Point ferst den we bought BUBBLE TEA(yum2!!!) and some kuehs.. watched LITTLE MAN, eat KFC, watched SOCCER.. and den watched SUTUN 2 while CUT Syikin's sis, Dayah's hair.. i am a part time hair stylist.. LOL.. NONSENSE..

basically i had fun with Syikin's family.. GEREK ah dorang!!

here are some of the pics taken on the dae of shopping and over at Syikin's place...


me outside ma house.. goin over to meet Asad..

the stilts.. i LIKKKEEE!!!

me and Kin.. though it's blur, still nice..

[emofai] SENSES FAIL

been a freakin long tym since i wore that jeans..
since i wore that top..
since i wore that sandal..
since i wore that necklace..
since i wore OUR ring...

while waitin fer the train...

Dayah-Kin-AKU-Hyrul

I LOVE THIS PIC TO THE FREAKIN CORE!!!

the 3 BEGOKS!!!

i love the background of this pic


KFC anione?

b4 goin home...

KIN dan AKU

otay!!!!!! enuff of pics!!!

haiz.. i miss Asad.. wun be meeting him til Thursdae or Fridae...

MISS U HUNNS!!!!

i miss ma gerls.. lyk seriousli.. i dunno.. things just dun seem right.. seemed so distance.. well.. haiz.. dun wish to talk about it.. LUB U GERLS!!! (u noe hu are)

WERK WERK WERK.. IMF stuffs goin on.. FREAKIN BUSY TODAE AT WERK I TELL U..!! ma gawd.. and some ppl just cant resist getting on ma NERVE.. i seriousli can burst a vein just now.. URGGH!!!

k la.. wanna sign off now.. eat, get some rest den maybe just chill..

lub u gerls..

lub u HUNNS..

love u ppl!!!

GREAT DAE!!! SUNNY WEATHER!!!

went out with Asad todae.. in the morning went over his place, sent him breakfast.. den we went out ah.. todae, Hunns paid fer all the expenses.. we alwaes do this.. when i get ma pay, it'll be an all dae expense free fer him.. and if it's his pay dae, it'll be vice versa..

ferstli, we went to Airport.. met our ex-colleagues.. chill around.. den make our wae to Suntec..

Hunns wanna get a top fer himself.. from Topman.. aniwae, if i go also, we can get discount.. 30%.. got memebers ma werkin there.. LOL.. not members as in reali close la.. but they are regulars at Starbucks, i give them discount.. and so, vice versa lorh..

b4 getting the top, we went watch movie.. YAY!!! @ last sei get to see the DEVIL WEARS PRADA.. seriousli been lookin forward to watch with Mursh, Yaya, Syikin and Pat.. but well Mursh and Yaya watched ferst ardi w/o us.. so ya lah.. i watched with ma Hunns..

after the show, we walked around and den there's this pair of stilettos from the shop SUMMIT that caught ma eyes.. Hunns asked me to try them on and asked if i like it.. and well.. he paid fer it.. but i told him that i'll pass the cash back to him la.. bought fer Hari Raya.. LOLX.. wae too earli kan.. hahak~~! but it's seriousli nice la.. moreover got discount yet again.. Yay!!

the stilts that was bought looked lyk the one on the left.. but i tink a lil bit higher..

after that, we get his top from Topman and den we head fer Beach Road.. ate ma favourite yummy-licious Mutton Chop and Longan Drink by the side while Hunns ordered Chicken Kebab and Sugarcane Juice.. YUM YUM~~!!!

he packed Soup Tulang fer his family.. den we head fer home..

wadever it is.. we had fun todae.. great show.. great shopping.. best of all.. GREAT DISCOUNTS!!!

i love u hunns.. alwaes..

*reali hope to catch a show with the whole group of gerls soon.. but din seem to alwaes go with the plan.. alwaes BACKFIRE!!! we shall put a proper dae and everyone ask fer OFF otay..* lub u gerls.. kalau tak lub ape pulak kan...

signing off now..

ciao peeps..

HI YA'LL!!!!!!!!!!

just so called came back from store.. reached there around 3 plus den study lorh and help do closing a lil bit..

IMF started ardi.. ok la.. cool la.. go thru all those security check and detector shits.. WOW.. mcm immigration shit wanna enter JB lyddat.. it wasnt busy yesterdae(Tuesdae) when i was werkin.. we were totalli slackin.. aniwae.. on Sundae, the milkshake shits was ok la.. we had loadsa fun.. Hunns came down to help.. "thanx Hunns!!! lub u loads!!" haiz.. tired ah.. later i put up some pics k fer ya'll to see... actualli rite.. i dunno wad to write la todae..

wad i knoe is that i'm hanging out with ma Hunns later(YAY!!!!).. meeting him at his area at around 9 plus or 10 lyddat.. dunno la.. depend on wad tym i wake up la aight. aniwae.. on Mondae eh i went study at airport with Syikin and Adil.. cool ah that place now.. seriousli loadsa things change.. meet up with ma ex colleagues from Coffee Bean.. chat with them a while.. talked about the past and stuffs lyddat..

den i go meet one of ma managers at Starbucks.. accompany him go smoke den we chatted.. i din noe he broke off with his fiancee ardi.. DAMN.. i shouldn have asked in the ferst place..he said it has been 6 months plus ardi.. and den he stated la that if everything went smoothli, he and his fiancee wud've gotten married the dae b4 ardi.. well.. shit happens.. haiz.. the sad thing is that, we have to let go.. and the good thing is that, we learnt alot from it...

ok.. i'm crapping around.. ma brains cant reali function.. so i'm gonna put up some pics fer u guys after that i go sleep otay..

on Saturdae....


Matin and me... at werk

otay.. pics fer Sundae now. .


on ma wae to Yaya's place(@ 0642hrs) b4 heading fer the Thai Embassy to sell milkshakes

the Thai gerls.. after a performance.. oh. btw.. Mr President, Mr SR Nathan was there too.. WOW..

the kids who were doing some Thai performance.. CUTE..

the Malay ghurls resting after their performance of tarian..

me and Yaya.. tired but can still afford the smile..

ma BOO!!! thanx fer coming down to help us k.. *muackz*

him and me goofy-ing around snapping awae..

otay.. now fer pics at Airport..(Mondae)


Adil followed us there and actualli fell asleep fer awhile on the sofa @ BK..

kusyuk tido... LOL..(sorry Adil. i put this up..)

me chillin..

Kin relac je amek gambar..

otay.. pics on Tuesdae!!!


on da wae to werk.. da lambat..!!

Ayu(ma bestie) and me!!! da boring.. so we snapping awae.. look @ our eyebrows!!! BORED!!!

me and Momo(ma buddie)..

AKU dan AL goofee-ing around as alwaes...

Max, Michelle and Momo.. the 3Ms.. LOL..

ma nice retail wall.....

me. posing in front of the 5 BEs board..

OUR SB-SN 5 BEs board!!!!

ma 5BEs card slot..

me in ma GREEN apron..

the VOODOO pisang.. the openers will noe wad i'm talkin about..

me.. on the sofa b4 dozing off fer about an hour lyddat..

k la ya'll.. that's all that i have to offer fer pics.. lub u loads fer reading ma blog.. and guess wad??

i believed them now when they sae that "everything will be WONDERFUL somedae"......