ELO.. SHAGGED...................
ELO.. SHAGGED................... aku penat.. penat tau tak??!!!!!
kinda just came back from werk.. been doing pre-pre closing and pre-closing.. haiz..
kinda tired..
feeling kinda pissed.. not gonna sae much about it.. maybe it's just me and ma insecurities and ma nonsensical shitty feelings.. i HATE FEELING THIS WAE!!!!!!!!!F***ed up.. UUURRRGGGHHHHHHHHHH~~~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i dunno why ah... i realli hate this feelin!!!! miss Ama and Raff.. realli feel like talkin to u guys.. damn.. i'm near tears.. controlling so very hard..
UUUGRRGGGHH!!!
i realli feel like crying..
i noe i'm not supposed to feel this wae.. i'm not supposed to..
Ya Allah.. please give me the patience and strengths that i need..
i realli dun feel like typing.. i cant possibly cry maself to sleep rite..
aniwae.. pics fer u guys.. take a look la aight...
haiz....

in da bus.. feeling emo.......

realli feeling EMO.......

me and Linda..

suroh keje... petek memetek je gambar.....

me... chillin with Wei En by the side...

I'M GOIN CRAZEE!!!!! feel like SCREAMING MY HEART OUT!!!!!!!
aniwae.. i dunno why la eh. but i'm just gonna put up this lyrics here.. maybe fer FUN.. maybe just to ease the pain a lil.. i'm reali ok l peeps.. dunno y.. i just kinda feel like shit... seriously SHITTY FEELING....
(u wouldnt wanna knoe....) and i ain't gonna sae a werd....
*zips ma mouth, lock.. and throw awae the key.....*
BRAVE DAY -Tilly and The Wall
Brave the day, no world change
Oh, I called you on the phone,
No answer there, so I laid and stared,
Listening to sad love songs.
I drifted far away, far past the forecast grey
That's got me falling down, my love it's falling
Oh yeah, it's falling down.
Long afternoon, washed twilight hue,
Oh, the moon comes bleeding through,
And on an olive couch, I focused on,
Palm lines that cracked in two
My predicted funeral day, a booked band and cast parade
That's got me falling down, my love it's falling
Oh yeah it's falling down.
Oh, a sleepless night, happens every time
Oh, the lights, they just won't dim.
And the comforter, never comfortable
I roll and keep rolling,
I wish I could just fade into the nighttime waves,
That have me falling down, that got me falling,
Oh yeah I'm falling down.
OVERFLOW -Jon B
To each other when the times get rough (yes)
I thought that love was plain and simple
But oh what a lie
I've been counting on the one I love
It's not that love breaks my heart
You know love don't love nobody
I guess the level that I loved was too much
Chorus
Ooh, I didn't know
Not to let my love overflow, oh baby
No, I didn't know
Not to let my love overflow
Verse 2
You see there's not many ways around the mountain
For all those who choose to climb
Sometimes it feels like no matter how far I get
The distance is all up to time
See I gave my love my only faith
But oh what a shame
I felt wealthy with my bag of fools' gold
(Bag of fools' gold)
And there is a point when you know
That your love's off the tracks
When the train stops 'cause the engine's too old
Chorus
Ooh, I didn't know
Not to let my love overflow, oh baby
No, I didn't know
Not to let my love overflow
Bridge
I Don't wanna say I lost my faith in love
No, I don't wanna say I've given up on my dreams
I believe in everlasting love, yes I do
(Everlasting love baby)
Just give it to me, what I want
‘Cause it's only you, baby
Chorus
Ooh, I didn't know
Not to let my love overflow
(See I didn't know you'd break my heart, yes)
No, I didn't know
Not to let my love overflow
Chorus
Ooh, I didn't know
Not to let my love overflow
(Not to give my all to you, to give my all to you)
No, I didn't know
(What was least expected)
Not to let my love overflow
(Ended up happening, happening)
erse 1
There's many tears and sad love songs
For all those who lost to love (yes)
Nobody seems to know why we do what we do
FORGET THE FEELING -Tilly and The Wall
I'm waiting to form a line
To be honest in what I say
I stopped to moving on
I built a frame to fit around your head
A season of silence passed
Days of dust upon your photograph
If all I have are faded memories
How can I write your story?
I remember the melody of a song
But the words always escape my head
Reduced to the plot of a book I read
I recall your face, but forget the feeling
I lost everything of yours, but a ring
I have nothing to give back to you
All I have is what I made
All I have is a song, that I can sing
An old dream I had last night
A blue and red rocket outside my door
A knock and a brief exchange
He asked me will I stay another year
I tell him I need a home
A great big farmhouse where we both can roam
A beatific laugh, then he replies
You should do what you want
I remember the melody of the song
But the words always escape my head
Reduced to the plot of a book I read
I recall your face, but forget the feeling
I lost everything of yours, but a ring
I have nothing to give back to you
All I have is what I made
All I have is a song, that I can sing
Kathy says that time tried to change her
Oh, she maintains for those still waking up
Still coming home
SOMEONE TO LOVE -Jon B feat Babyface
Don't even like to think about it
I don't know what I would do without it
I only know I live and breathe for your love
Baby you came to me in my time of need
When I needed you, you were there for me
Baby, the love from you is what got me through
It's because of you I was able to
Give my heart again, you gave me
Someone to love
Someone to touch
Someone to hold
Oh someone to know
Someone to love
Someone to trust
Someone to hold
Oh someone to know
I thought I'd never love again
I thought my life was over and
I didn't want to face nor even see another day
Suddenly from no where, baby you appeared
You dried my tears, you cared for me
Maybe your love for me, truly rescued me
It's because of you, I was able to
Fall in love again, you gave me
[HOOK]
For so long in my life, I wouldn't let love inside
But I swallowed my pride the day you arrived
Now that you're by my side
Everything is all right
It's because of you, I was able to
Give my heart again, you gave me
This Ain't A Love Song - Jon B
I should have seen it coming when the roses died
Should have seen the end of summer in your eyes
I should have listened when you said good night
You really meant good bye
Baby ain't it funny how you never ever learn to fall
You're really on your knees when you think you're standing tall
But only fools are know-it-alls and I've played that fool for you
I cried and cried every night
There were nights that I died for you baby
I tried and I tried to deny it that your love drove me crazy baby
If the love that I got for you is gone
If the river I've cried ain't that long
Then I'm wrong yeah I'm wrong
This ain't a love song
Baby I thought you and me would
Stand the test of time
Like we got away with the perfect crime
But we were just a legend in my mind
I guess that I was blind
Remember those nights dancing at the masquerade
The clowns wore smiles that wouldn't fade
You and I were the renegades some things never change
It made me so mad 'cause I wanted it bad for us baby
And now it's so sad that whatever we had
Ain't worth saving oh oh oh
If the love that I've got for you is gone
If the river I've cried ain't that long
Then I'm wrong yes I'm wrong
This ain't a love song
If the pain that I'm feeling so strong
Is the reason that I'm holding on
Then I'm wrong yeah I'm wrong
This ain't a love song
I cried and I cried every night
There were nights that I died for you baby
I tried and I tried to deny it that
Your love drove me crazy
If the love that I got for you is gone
If the river I cried ain't that long
Then I'm wrong yeah I'm wrong
This ain't a love song
Then I'm wrong yeah I'm wrong
This ain't a love song
oh oh oh no no
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AAAAGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i realli feel so so weak....
i'm sorry Aby.. din mean to make u werry.. i'm ok.. reali i am..
i'm a very jealous person.. u noe that rite....
haiz.....
UUURRRGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
aniwae.. b4 i end ma blogging entry fer todae...
here's ma FAVOURITE SONG FROM AVRIL LAVIGNE.....
FALL TO PIECES.....
I looked away
Then I looked back at you
You try to say
The things that you can't undo
If I had my way
I'd never get over you
Today is the day
I pray that we make it through
Make it through the fall
Make it through it all
And I don't want to fall to pieces
I just want to sit and stare at you
I don't want to talk about it
And I don't want a conversation
I just want to cry in front of you
I don't want to talk about it
'Cause I'm in love with you
You're the only one
I'd be with 'til the end
When I come undone
You bring me back again
Back under the stars
Back into your arms
And I don't want to fall to pieces
I just want to sit and stare at you
I don't want to talk about it
And I don't want a conversation
I just want to cry in front of you
I don't want to talk about it
'Cause I'm in love with you
Wanna know who you are
Wanna know where to start
I wanna know what this means
Wanna know how you feel
Wanna know what is real
I wanna know everything
Everything
I don't want to fall to pieces
I just want to sit and stare at you
I don't want to talk about it
And I don't want a conversation
I just want to cry in front of you
I don't want to talk about it
And I don't want to fall to pieces
I just want to sit and stare at you
I don't want to talk about it
And I don't want a conversation
I just want to cry in front of you
And I don't want to talk about it
'Cause I'm in love with you
I'm in love with you
'Cause I'm in love with you
I'm in love with you
I'm in love with you __________________________________________________________________
a pic to show how i'm feelin now.....


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fai BITCHED at : 2:44 AM