well HI
well HI..this is ma yesterdae's post. yesterdea cant publish dunno why.. so here it is..
i kinda at home now with practically nothin to do.. went to Downtown to play Escape with Aisyah. supposed to be with Yaya and Syikin.. but last minute plans so yeah.. FIGURES!upon reachin home at half past 6 just now(WOW!!!), i just lazed around cookin fer maself a bowl of instant noodles.. watching the evanescence of the evening mist. haiz..waitin fer ma mom to get me dinner..i tink i might be gettin ma "blood-dae" soon. i kept eating and eating and feel irritated at the slightest thing. hee.. sorry yeah..aniwae.. i'm missing skool ardi.. the fact that i finish with HNITEC kinda saddens me.. ITE.. not a bad place i tell u.. i enjoyed maself.. a place where we can have both the fun and serious-ness.. waitin til mid-april to see if there's a place fer me in Poly.. i opted fer Republic Poly. Diploma in Customer Relationship and Service Management. a new course. wunder if i'll get in..lately.. this is wad i conclude.
i let ppl judge me. wadever they wanna sae. cos at the very end, they will have to look at themselves in the mirror. call me wadever. i mean seriously.. u ppl should get a life. not big enuff? how abt this? get a life. or maybe this. GET A LIFE!!! just bcos i'm happie. just bcos i get to do wad i wan most of the tym doesnt give u an inch of right to ridicule me. i mean.. HELLO!!!! wassup with that.
got an issue? talk abt it.. settle.
"gossiping tells u more abt that person than it does abt others" (feel the pinch?? ouch!!)haiz.. dun understand.. and dun wish to understand cos i'll never understand.
to ppl who feel the same wae as i do.. heck with it ya'll.. LIFE IS GOIN ON GREAT FER US!!
its sad really.. when ppl of the same race, same language, same dialect talks shit. abt each other. WHICH IS UNTRUE!!! well.. if ppl of differences talks abt each other.. maybe acceptable la.. but... haiz.. TYPICAL huh..i dunno y my entry todae is lyddis.. sofull of angst i guess.. but just have to get ma point across.. u noe waddai mean. i dun need ppl to hear me. to feel me. JUST READ ME.have an early nite ppl.PEACE OUT.oh yeah. one more thing. if its bcos of what i am irks u big tyme. (lyk ma size. ma figure, me metabolism rate or anythin lyddat) do something abt it. do something fer yaself. that's wad i mean of course.endin this post with a lyric from Evanescence. THE LAST SONG I'M WASTIN ON YOU. and a song from Avril Lavigne-Nobody's Fool. ponder over it. especially the highlighted bold ones.
Sparkling grey
Through my own veins
Any more than a whisper
Any sudden movement of my heart
And I know, I know I'll have to watch them pass away
Just get through this day
Give up your way, you could be anything,
Give up my way,
and lose myself,
not today
That's too much guilt to pay
Sickened in the sun
You dare tell me you love me
But you held me down and screamed you wanted me to die
Honey you know, you know I'd never hurt you that way
You're just so pretty in your pain
Give up my way, and I could be anything
I'll make my own way
Without your senseless hate....hate...hate.....hate
So run, run, run
And hate me, if it feels good
I can't hear your screams anymore
You lied to me
But I'm older now
And I'm not buying baby
Demanding my response
Don't bother breaking the door down
I found my way out
And you'll never hurt me again__________________________________________________________________________________
Fall back, take a look at me and you'll see
I'm for real, I feel what only I can feel
and if that don't appeal to you
Let me know and I'll go cuz I flow
better when my colors show.
and that's the way it has to be.
Honestly, cuz creativity could never bloom in my room
I'd throw it all away before I lie,
So don't call me with a compromise
Hang up the phone I've got a backbone stronger than yours.
(step up) la la... (step up) la la... (step up) La la...
Yeah...
If you're tryin' to turn me into someone else
It's easy to see I'm not down with that
(Not nobody's fool) I'm not nobody's fool
If you're tryin' to turn me into something else
I've seen it enough and I'm over that
(Not nobodys fool) I'm not nobody's fool
If you wanna bring me down
Go ahead and try
Go ahead and try.
Don't know you think you know me like yourself,
But I fear that you're only telling me what I wanna hear
But do you give a damn?
Understand that I can't not be what I am.
I'm not the milk and cheerios in your spoon.
It's not that simple here we go not so soon.
I might have fallen for that when I was fourteen
And a little more green,
but it's amazing what a couple of years could mean.
If you're tryin' to turn me into someone else
It's easy to see I'm not down with that
(Not nobody's fool) I'm not nobody's fool
If you're tryin' to turn me into something else
I've seen it enough and I'm over that
(Not nobodys fool) I'm not nobody's fool.
If you wanna bring me down
then go ahead and try
go ahead and try.
Oh...
Go ahead and try
Try to look me in the eye but you'll never see inside
Until you realize (realize)
Things are tryin' to settle down
Just try to figure out
Exactly what I'm about
If it's with or without you I don't need your doubt in me
If you're tryin' to turn me into someone else
It's easy to see I'm not down with that
(Not nobody's fool) I'm not nobody's fool
If you're tryin' to turn me into something else
I've seen it enough and I'm over that
(Not nobody's fool) I'm not nobody's fool
If you wanna bring me down
then go ahead and try...
(Go ahead and try) La la... (Go ahead and try) La la...
Yeah...Go ahead and try
You'll be laughing out loud when I'm playin' to my own crowd
Try...
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lalala.. doodeedoo..I DUN GIVE A SHIT!!! I DUN GIVE A DAMN!!!!
♥
fai BITCHED at : 12:10 PM
