GROSS!!!!
GROSS!!!!sheesh.. now is break time. i ate ma briyani ardi.. kept eating briyani.. fattening. todae's topic is ridiculous!!! no beginning no ending. yet still need to do presentation. f***ed up.the class is watchin Saw 3. goodness gross!!!! i really fell like puking.aniwae, Zhi Hong!!! thanx fer helping me remix the songs!!!! appreciate it!! =)damn it! i am beginning to hate everydae's topic..i hate SAW 3!!!!! so shitty. so F***ed up!!!!!ok bye!
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fai BITCHED at : 12:07 PM
PENAT!!!!
PENAT!!!!jeez. i felt so bad. din go with Kirk and gang to karaoke. i felt so so lethargic. yesterdae taught the kids, sampai ruma da pukol brape sei. ma brains wasn't really functioning. but sad right, Mursh wil actualli be joining todae but i cant get to see her. "hey gurl, i stil owe u our class photo"
woke up around 10 lyddat den wash up and follow Asad to Starbucks Recruitment Drive. hopefully he get the job, InsyaAllah. can see he dun realy love CB. he said things are not the same animore. unlike last tyme. sheesh. i'd love to see him in a green apron!!!after that we went to airport to at Popeye!!! yum yum!!!Aby is tired. he was from midnight. now sleeping like a log. i'm sleepy. tmr werkin opening. aduhai....... ok nite!pehaps i shall get some rest and think of more steps to the dance moves!!! another 2 more weeks to the concert!!
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fai BITCHED at : 7:11 PM
PATIENCE...
PATIENCE...how longer do u need me to be patient? i'm tired of ppl expecting too much of me! i'm gonna burst soon. aku mane nak handle dance, mane nak handle skola. kalau skola everything ok takpe. but i agreee with wat Zul said. "it's the different mentality" . how old am i? how old are they? but why izzit that ppl their age at tymes, can think reasonably, why cant u guys? i'm so pissed sei. i usually dun allow ppl to ruin ma dae y'knoe. i guess this is too much ardi la, that's why i decided to burst here.pasal dance pulak, these lil kids are driving me NUTS! everything all hard. it's ardi a freakin simple step..!!!! tak abes abes "tanak. susah. tak bole." blom try macam mane nak tau susah ke tak!!!!!!!!! urgghhh!!!!! ish.. every fridae i must realli go meditating every nite. ma gawd. but they are ok. overall. i was really really happy when i saw them doing the dance and NO ERRORS at all.. ! another 2 more weeks to the concert. onli 2 daes training a week, how sia.. sheesh. i must think of the steps fer the kids. must think steps fer me and yaya. not sure if Aisyah joining or not. jeez. get baxk to me fast aisyah!i tink i shall head to bed now. i wanna wash up and hit the sack!peace out! dun werry, i'm fine.lubs hunnybunns!
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fai BITCHED at : 12:56 AM
I HATE THURSDAE!!!!!
I HATE THURSDAE!!!!!seriousli i do. i hate Visual Basics!!! fuckin hate VB!!! URGGHHHH~~!!!!! i'm no computer G yo.. an besides i dun need this fer ma whole Dip shit. FREAK!
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fai BITCHED at : 12:57 PM
WEEKEND!!!
WEEKEND!!!aniwae.. almost forgot. on Saturdae, met Syikin fer a while den Khai picked me up at Escape den made our wae to Asad's block. after that i tompang Bedah and Asad tmpangKhai and we went to Bai Shaikh's pit. he held his 21st bdae celebration there. gerek. i love hanging out with those bunch of ppl. we stayed til around 0415hrs. den Bedah and Khai and Asad sent me home. yay!! hahak~~! mama was shocked to see me home "soooo EARLY". lol. i slept and den woke up at 11 to go work. and well, i am so so so FUCKIN sleepie and was stoning at werk fer several hours b4 i realy warm up. ok. gtg. da.........
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fai BITCHED at : 3:38 PM
SHIT!!!
SHIT!!!shit is a four-letter word.
crap: obscene terms for feces
bullshit: obscene words for unacceptable behavior; "I put up with a lot of bullshit from that jerk"; "what he said was mostly bull"
jack: a small worthless amount; "you don't know jack"
a coarse term for defecation; "he took a shit"
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i think i'm gonna get a "C" todae. i dunno. i have to write my RJ long todae. to help push up a grades. aniwae.. the class ordered Pizza and KFC todae. yum yum!!!
tmr got science!! an interesting subject but with a not-so-interesting teacher. lol. stoopid "anibodie A and anigen B" wadda FUCK!!!!
aniwae, i cant make outgoing calls. haven pay ma bills full. if guys msg me and i dun reply, pls be patient and wait fer ma cal from an unknown number. aniting just call me. CALL MA FON!!!!
k la..
lub u Hunns!!
W35Q rox!!!
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fai BITCHED at : 3:25 PM
FARTING QUEEN
FARTING QUEENkept farting todae in class. we are doing some stoooooooopiiiiiiiiiiiid visual basic shit. some programming shit. and yeah. I HATE IT!!!!!!!!!!we are soooooooooo losssssstttttttt!!!!!!!!!!this is a ll farked up.wait. NOT A LIL. but TOTALLY FARKED UP!!!!!!URGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!noOoOoOoOoO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!this is so shitty!i have a lil mini Fairuza cartoon shit like Lizzie McGuire.it's shouting "RRRUUUUUUNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN!!!!!" now.ok bye!
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fai BITCHED at : 10:46 AM
Wednesday, April 18, 2007
BEAT. BEAT. BEAT.
BEAT. BEAT. BEAT.ish.. i'm beat. after skool, went to Tamp, thought of meeting Asad to get his sim card as mine tmr, cant make outgoing call ardi. but he slept until so rabak. so never mind. i'm not pissed at all. he's tired aniwae from dragon boat in the morning with his frens. i took 81 home, but decided to meet Sarita before heading home. met her at the same place. Serangoon Mac. heham watchin the dancefloor. i'm bloodie pissed! JDI is out! they are like friggin god la.. SINGAPORE SINGAPORE.. please vote properly. dun vote based on colour, based on language spoken, based on the fact that the contestants are your FRENS! VOTE ON TALENTS PLEASE... like wad one of the JDI fella said, continue supporting local talents, without u guys to support, the local talents, will be and get nowhere. sheesh.k la. i wanna sign out ardi. wanna eat ma ice cream.
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fai BITCHED at : 9:22 PM
OOOPS.. ALOMOST FORGOT..
OOOPS.. ALOMOST FORGOT..
SHEESHA DAE!!!!!
went to RP with Aisyah in the afternoon to configure ma notebook. and meet up with the rest in the evening.
ornaments on sale.. oooohhhh.. LOVELY
3 ghurls,2 guys,and a sheesha place..
ok.
NITE!!!
one love. peace out!
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fai BITCHED at : 11:53 PM
IN SKOOL TODAE..
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fai BITCHED at : 11:53 PM
APOLOGIES..
APOLOGIES
fer those ppl who has been getting bored of reading ma blog without those pics and photos, i'm really sorry. here. i've uploaded it ardi. Enjoy!
in the month of February.
dyed part of ma hair Cherry Pink. looks red. but i like!!!i'd LOVE to get married and be drove around in this car.
on 1st April. went out with ma ghurls!!!
Syikin couldnt make it. hang out at town with Aisyah, Yaya and Yaya's kuzzie, Ida.
a bdae prezzie from ma beloved!!!! he bought the Levis Valentines Dae Couple watch and presented it to me on 3rd April. ma bdae cum 3-year anniversary.
mine is PINK. aby's BROWN.
it's really cool. with gold stainless steel. really really nice! love u loads sweettheart. not onli that, i also got a bdae bash at Ming Arcade's karaoke place. Asad and Yaya planned it. Asad made me close ma eyes from Hilton Hotel all the way there. i know i look stoopid. but i dun care!!! I ENJOYED MASELF!!!! thanx frenz!!!! thanx sweetheart!!
on 8th April, i went out fer a quiet dinner with Aby. gave him a treat at Swensens and then we watched FREEDOM WRITERS.
OMG!!! I'M WEARING A DRESS!!!!! i got maself a dress while hanging out with the ladies.. thanx Aisyah!! for helping me choose.
ok. that's about all.
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fai BITCHED at : 11:53 PM
WOKAY NOW..
WOKAY NOW..in class now.. waiting fer the rest of my classmates to come. goodness. i'm starving. starving. starving. yay!!! meeting ma peeps later.. see Kirk and his gang. go jamming. k la.. update soon.lubs.
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fai BITCHED at : 8:32 AM
BORED
BOREDrainy afternoon. DAMN. have coaching later. but din bring anything appropriate. forgot all about it. told Firza i'l be meeting he stret there around half past 7. HAPPIE BDAE GlerBeloHid!!! yeah. it's Syikin's lil sister bdae todae. she turn 13 todae.. hahak!!okie la. i gtg. I LOVE ASAD.
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fai BITCHED at : 1:13 PM
WELL WELL WELL.....
WELL WELL WELL.....skool...... should i be delighted? or should i frown? i mean.. it's onli the ferst dae.. it was onli a F***in orientation.. Huda accompanied me in the morning.. my class??? ok la.. still getting to knoe one another.. thank gawd ma group members OK.. ON one.. i was practically hangin out with Ghim Huat and Bobson.. kuckily they are in the same skool as me.. I HATE FERST DAEs.. SERIOUSLI.. URGH!!!aniwae, met Asad's kuzzie, Nafisah, at OSC just now.. she was sitting and i noticed her.. was accompanyting Ghim Huat pay his skool fees.. me and Ghim Huat just chill during our 2nd break.. Bob was too enthu on his second meeting.. lol..after lesson ended, i went to Causewae.. met Syikin and Firza(my 2 netball freaks) den make ma wae to the library. den supposed to meet Asad at Tamp.. but in the end, change location.. heh..i'm tired..i neeed ma daily dosage of caffeine.. i can feel maself feeling grouchy fer no F***in reason.. DAMn!the onli thing that can make me smile fer now is the fact that i'm gonna chill with ma frenz tmr.. we planned to go sheesha..!!! hell yeah.. but Asad werkin.. sorry Aby.. wish u could come along..k la.. nite. i'm beat.
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fai BITCHED at : 12:20 AM
I'M STARVED
I'M STARVEDapparently, went down to RP just now with niat to configure ma notebook but in the end, must make apointment ferst. sory Aisyah fer wasting ya time.. but thanx at the same tym pasal kau temankan aku. heh.
i kinda just reach home from werk. bloodie tired. bloodie hungry..
went down just now to buy McSpicy burger.. yum yum.
ok la... i wana savour ma food.. after that wash up and head stret to bed. start werk at 11 later.
NITE!!
love u loads Asad!!!
love u girlfrens!!!
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fai BITCHED at : 1:10 AM
THANX MOM.
THANX MOM.yeah thanx mom. rest assure i'll study hard and make u proud. mom knoes best. she took out her savings in another bank to pay fer ma laptop. cash and carry. $1658. 1GB RAM, 120 HDD. FREE printer.. FREE wireless mouse.. FREE carrying case. ok wad eh. i bought thumbdrive as well.. 1GB fer $29.90. i'll be goin down RP to configure ma laptop most probably later. either with Aby or Shereen.Aby. thanx fer joining me in the evening. it's nice and been quite a while since it's just a dinner fer the two of us. and i'm glad to be the one paying.. WOMAN ARE INDEPENDENT TO, u knoe.. hee.. oh.. and well.. i noe u love the dress..lubs lubs..ok ppl.. goodnite. ma ferst entry using ma very own laptop..btw. freedom writer is a very absolute great movie to watch. very moving. i cried(as usual) when it comes to touching moments in the movie. bloodie hell.. realli reali movong. ain't kiding. based on a true story.
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fai BITCHED at : 12:56 AM
HAIZ.... MONEY IS DARN IMPORTANT..
HAIZ.... MONEY IS DARN IMPORTANT.. *sobz*hmm.. this is wad me and ma frens concluded.. prices are rising, GST is increasing, cost of living also increasing.. haiz. now that i've finally got into POLY, the $$ question comes in again.. ma parents have got no choice but to get me a laptop by paying installments.. i need the darn laptop on the 11th April.. on ma orientation dae.. haiz.. the laptop hasn't beeen bought.. ANYONE WANNA SELL THEIR LAPTOP TO ME???!!!!! ish.. if onli.. dun get me wrong, i'm grateful with the state i'm in.. i still get to eat food and wear clothes that i love. not that i'm ungrateful or anything for wadever that ma parents have gone thru.. i understand.. that i do understand very well.. i just wish that ma family ain't cocked up at all in the ferst place.. never to began with.. if onli things has been the same since last tyme.. i bet boboi will be getting wad he alwaes wants and i can get to skool w/o the feel of guilt that i'm using ma parents hard-earned cash.. but i guess these are the things that pulls me thru.. to make sure i succeed and pass and make ma parents/family and maself proud.. to make sure that Boboi get what he wants.. comparing ma childhood daes and Boboi's, i bet mine are wae more freakin betta.. i get wad i want.. DOLLS, BARBIES, BICYCLES, DRESSES, SHOES, and more DOLLS.. u name it. but Boboi.. i guessed he's used to getting "hand-me-down" stuffs.. and one thing that i'm proud of Boboi is that he NEVER complains. considering his age, he UNDERSTANDS.. there was this incidents whereby i told him to join soccer as he bloodie love playing soccer.. he was like thinkin twice.. and said "i want to.. but wat about the soccer boots? the shinpads? and stuffs? who wanna buy for me? kiter mane ade duit??" i was dumbfounded.. trust me i am. thank gawd Asad was there.. and he answered fer me "about money, u dun have to werry. u just play and do well. money can find." Boboi was still feeling doubtful.. but i re-assured him.. and so he played well and was selected to join the school team. to think that he can think lyddat at a freakin young age..Muhammad Firdaus Bin Abdul Hamid.. Boboi.. my brattish-ignorant-bubbly-manje-cool-hyperactive younger brother. the one person that keeps me going.. heh.. that's y i make sure that whenever i get ma pay, i'll buy something fer him or bring him out..i dun wanna make him feel unloved. asad also pamper him alot.. thanx dear. thanx fer everything.i noe that mama and papa is tied on cash, but they are struggling very hard to give us all and easy life. to make sure that we are comfortable and have all the neccessities. the important ones. the needs. we were taught to not WANT.. kalau ade, ade.. kalau dapat, dapat, Alhamdulillah.. kalau tak dapat, takpe. ni sume di tangan Allah. but wadever it is, we must werk hard to achieve it. to get wad we want. mama also alwaes tells me, i'm an Indian. we pay more fer studies and stuffs lyddat, therefore, we must not take things fer granted. i might have learnt alot from studies and stuffs.. but the one thing that i've learnt and will never forget is FAMILY LOVE.MONEY IS IMPORTANT. MONEY IS WEALTH. but nothing is more important than FAMILY LOVE. u have FAMILY LOVE, u have EVERYTHING.
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fai BITCHED at : 12:32 AM
TIRED.. i need sleep.. but dun wanna dream..
TIRED.. i need sleep.. but dun wanna dream..hey.. i'm tired.. bloodie tired.. aniwae.. went to RP just now settle some enrolment stuffs.. yeah.. i was accepted into RP.. taking a new course there.. Customer Relationship and Service Management.. ok la.. i broght along my parents wimme.. i noe.. bloodie mangkok rite.. ardi 20 years old den still bring mom and dad to enrol skool.. so kental.. Asad sae i goondoo.. blur.. well.. too bad Aby, u're stuck wimme.. and dun forget.. i might be blur and cute, but u are blur and D**B.. hahak.. ala.. jokin la.. sayang k..
aniwae.. thanx fer spending tyme wimme on our anniversary cum my Bdae.. thanx fer the surprise sayang, u and my frens(Yaya, Aisyah, Haiqel) secretly planned..the beach..the sun..the sand..the sea..the strawberries..the sandwich..the tent..the cake..the music..the karaoke..
the watch..
the card..
the LOVE..
i'm tired..
i'm bloodie 20.. damn... cant believe it.. dun wanna believe it either.. NOoOoO.......!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
actualli eh.. i ardi got loads to write.. planned b4 hand. but now.. tired.. and cant think..
i read this book titled Solace.. bloodie good i tell u..
about love,
about being unfaithful,
about pulling urself together bcos ur dearest children needs u,
about being the old u and doing things u haven been doing,
about moving on,
about secrets...
k la. i'm gonna end this entry with My Chemical Romance I DONT LOVE YOU.
Well, when you go
Don't ever think I'll make you try to stay
And maybe when you get back
I'll be off to find another way
And after all this time that you still owe
You're still the good-for-nothing I don't know
So take your gloves and get out
Better get out
While you can
When you go
Would you even turn to say
"I don't love you
Like I did
Yesterday"
Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading
So sick and tired of all the needless beating
But baby when they knock you
Down and out
It's where you oughta stay
And after all the blood that you still owe
Another dollar's just another blow
So fix your eyes and get up
Better get up
While you can
Whoa, whooa
When you go
Would you even turn to say
"I don't love you
Like I did
Yesterday"
Well come on, come on
When you go
Would you have the guts to say
"I don't love you
Like I loved you
Yesterday"
I don't love you
Like I loved you
Yesterday
ok.. this has got nothing to do between me and Asad or wad-so-ever-shit. no.. it's just the song has been ringing in ma head.. goddammit i love them..ok NITE..ama, thanx fer dropping y after skool just now..Aisyah and Yaya, korang giler.. syang korang jugak..Syikin, u're the greatest!!!Mursh, u'll pull thru, we rae alwaes here fer u. Pat.. bloodie miss u la.. u PATTY-PONG!!! lolAsad. i love u.
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fai BITCHED at : 1:49 AM
HAD A GREAT DAE..
HAD A GREAT DAE..tired
fun
ecstatic
enjoyable
satisfying
HAPPIE BDAE TO ME..damn. i'm
20good nite!
ps: Asad!!! happie 3 years anniversary.. love u loads!
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fai BITCHED at : 11:45 PM
PICS PICS PICS!!!!
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fai BITCHED at : 10:14 PM
JUST A SONG FER HIM...
JUST A SONG FER HIM...i'm sitting in front of ma comp now.. thinkin.. reminiscing..
my Asad. my significant other. my half. my love.
by Bon JoviTHANK U FER LOVING ME.
It's hard for me to say the things
I want to say sometimes
There's no one here but you and me
And that broken old street light
Lock the doors
leave the world outside
All I've got to give to you
Are these five words when I
Thank you for loving me
For being my eyes
When I couldnt see
For parting my lips
When I couldnt breathe
Thank you for loving me
Thank you for loving me
I never knew I had a dream
Until that dream was you
When I look into your eyes
The sky's a different blue
Cross my heart
I wear no disguise
If I tried, you'd make believe
that you believed my lies
Thank you for loving me
For being my eyes
When I couldnt see
For parting my lips
When I couldnt breathe
Thank you for loving me
You pick me up when I fall down
You ring the bell before they count me out
If I was drowning you would part the sea
And risk your own life to rescue me
yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah!....
Lock the doors
leave the world outside
All I've got to give to you
Are these five words when I
Thank you for loving me
For being my eyes
Oh, when I couldn't see
For parting my lips
When I couldn't breathe
Thank you for loving me
When I couldn't fly
Oh, you gave me the wings
You parted my lips
When I couldn't breathe
Thank you for loving me
Thank you for loving me
Thank you for loving me
Oh, for loving me
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fai BITCHED at : 10:14 PM
AT LAST....
AT LAST....yay.. at last.. ma mom bought a new comp mouse.. yay!!! no more unsaved stuffs..
aniwae.. just now went to Fazli's wedding.. his bride, our dear Wei en, converted to Muslim.. wow.. i admire her fer that.. her Muslim name is Seri Nur Fazilah Tong.
heh..
aniwae.. i'm getting more and more nervous as tym pass by.. i heard that this week, we'll be getting to knoe our result whether we'll be accepted by poly of our chooice or not fer those who are undergoing PPE.. damn!!!
another 2 more daes!!! ma anniversary with ma dearest cum ma bdae..
I LOVE HIM.realli realli alot..
oh ya.. after Faz's wedding just now, me and Asad went to watched Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtle!!! hahak~~!! Aby slept fer around 10 minutes when it started.. CUTE!! he's tired la.. he was from midnight shift and onli mange to get 3 hour of sleep..
sheesh..
i have this thing abt jogging at nite recentli.. i tink after i post this, i mite be off to go fer a 15 minutes jog.. though it was fidfteen minutes onli, i jogged uphill.. after jogging, i did shuttle quick run abt 5 sets.. after every sets, do 5 sit-ups and 5 push-ups. crazee i noe.. but i wan it all back.. i miss training.. i miss running.. i miss playing balls.. running fer it and jumping to catch it. damn!!!
i miss school... BOO-HOOO~~!!!!!
i miss ma fwenz!!! i miss creating havoc in class.. my rebels.. my nonsense.. ish..
k la.. enuff of emo stuffs.. wanna log out.
nite!
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fai BITCHED at : 10:14 PM
