BORED..
BORED...
Your Relationship is Strong |
 You've built the foundation of a great relationship, and it would take a lot to shake it. Through good communication and respect, you have a true love that can last a lifetime. |

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fai BITCHED at : 1:56 PM
SONGS TAT I'M LISTENING NOW....
SONGS TAT I'M LISTENING NOW....WALK AWAY - PAULA DEANDA feat The DEY[Intro:] I'm gonna remember you You gonna remember me (I'm gon remember you You gon remember me) I'm gonna remember you You gonna remember me (Yeah, i'm gon remember you You gon remember me) (The DEY) Yeah, you gon remember me boo I'm gonna remember you too I can't forget all the crazy sh*t we used to do You was doin' too much I wasn't doin' enough That's what your friends'd say You got a man anyway I can't explain it niether I ain't never wanna leave ya
Hell yeah it's hard to walk away when I see you When I see you I remember the day you put your shoes on and moved on before I could say.. [Verse 1:] I saw you wit your new girl just yesterday And I feel that I must confess
Even though it kills me to have to say
I'll admit that I was impressed Physically just short of perfection Gotta commend you on your selection Though I know I shouldn't be concerned In the back of my mind I can't help but question.. Does she rub your feet (When you've had a long day?) And Scratch your scalp (When you take out your braids?) Does she know that you (Like to play PS2 'till 6 in the mornin' like I do?) [Chorus:] I can't exlpain this feelin' (yeah) I think about it everyday And even though we've moved on (uh huh) It gets so hard to walk away (I'm gon remember you You gon remember me) Walk Away (Forever you will live in my memory) Walk Away I'm gonna remember you You gonna remember me Walk Away I can't forget how we used to be [Verse 2:] Guess I gotta live my life from day to day Hoping maybe you'll come back And though I tell myself not to be afraid To move on but it seems I can't Though a new man has given me attentionIt ain't the same as your affection Though I know I should be content In the back of my mind I can't help but question...
Does he kiss me on the forehead (Before we play?) Show up on my doorstep (with a bouquet?) Does he call in the middle of the day (just to say) Baby I Love You (Like you use to) [Chorus:] I can't explain this feelin' (yeah) I think about it everyday And even though we've moved on (uh huh) It gets so hard to walk away (I'm gonna remember you You gon remember me) Walk Away (Forever you will live in my memory) Walk Away I'm gonna remember you You gonna remember me Walk Away I can't forget how we used to be [Verse 3 with The DEY] I'm gonna remember you You gonna remember me The things we did, the way we shared our fantasies
Just you and me
My friend, My love, My family
How did we lose a love that seemed meant to be? Sometimes I kiss her And wish that it was you I'm kissing Sometimes I miss him And wish that it was you i'm missing Sometimes I hug her And wish that it was you I was huggin' And I realize how much i'm buggin' (I MISS YOU) [Bridge] so hard to express this feeling cause nobody compares to you (to you) and you know she'll never love you like i do BAD HABIT - Destiny's ChildHow many times Are you gonna apologize about the same thing And how many times can I take you back When I'm not the one that's doin' wrong (When I'm not the one that's doin' wrong, no)I thought, maybe, if I started prayin'Then we would get better, butWhen I would pray, the answer would always comeBack to me, bein' doneBut we're so hard-headed
When we're in love So I... [chorus] I told myself that I would make some changes But the more I change There's one thing that remains the same
I can't seem to shake ya
You seem to really have a hold on me And everytime that we break up We turn around and make up This can't go on now
I gotta move on now
It's not the fact that I don't love you no more But, I gotta break this bad habit Can't take this bad habit no more
I'm totally out of my element
Learnin' new ways to live While you're in a comfort zone Not even thinkin' (you couldn't think about me) To call me, when I get mad, you buy me gifts Thinkin' it's gonna solve every issue From the girl callin' my phone To the pictures that I saw (ya know I saw0 And everytime you would break up with me for nothing at all I've taken all I can take (I've taken all I can take) But, the way I live has gotta change, oh [chorus] Let me break it down Have you ever loved somebody
So much, that you was just too blind to see Past all of the pain they was causin' you (causin' you) Ladies, do you feel me (do you feel me) Have you ever loved somebody
So much that you went against the right thing that you should do Oh, then it's time to make a change (time to make a change) EMOTIONS - DESTINY'S CHILD[Kelly]It's over and doneBut the heartache lives on inside (yeah, yeah)And who is the one you're clinging to
Instead of me tonightAnd where are you nowNow that I need youTears on my pillowWherever you go, goI'll cry me a riverThat leads to your oceanYou'll never see me fall apart
In the words of a broken heart[chorus]It's just emotions, taking me overCaught up in sorrow, lost in the songBut if you don't come back, come home to me darlingDon't you know, there's nobody left in this world to hold me tight(Don't you know) there's nobody left in this world to kiss goodnightGood night, good nightGood night, good night[Beyonce]I'm there at your sideA part of all the things you are
But you have a part of someone else
You gotta go find your shining starAnd where are you now?Now that I need youTears on my pillow
Wherever you go, goI'll cry me a riverThat leads to your oceanYou'll never see me fall apartIn the words of a broken heartIt's just emotions, taking me overCaught up in sorrow, lost in the songBut if you don't come back, come home to me darlingDon't you know, there's nobody left in this world to hold me tight(Don't you know) there's nobody left in this world to kiss goodnightGoodnightGET IT ON TONIGHT - MONTELL JORDANWhen I'm looking at you, I keep thinkin'Why can't she be like youSo I'm scheminI can't go on like this, believin' that her love is trueStanding on the dance floor, while she trickin'You are all I want girl, she's a chicken
We might be together, but love's missinGirl I want you, So what can we do?ChorusGirl, if its all rightLet’s go somewhere and get it on tonight (lets get it on)I've got a girl but you look good tonight (you look so good girl)It’s one on one tonight, ( me and you babe) tonightGirl if it's allright let's go somewhere and get it on tonight (gettin' it on)you shouldn't have to be alone tonightIt's one on one tonight, tonightNow she's lookin' at me, but keep talkin'Oh, now she's tryin' to ice you, lets start walkin'Over on the dance floor, it's her faultBut what can she do? Tell me babyMJ: Girl,If your readyGirl: I'm readyMJ: We can get it onGirl: We can get it onMJ: I know where I went wrongGirl: She's where you went wrongMJ: With you is where I belongGirl, if I could find the words to say (you think it)
I've gotta get away, from a love
That kills me everyday, I'd gladly say to you (everyday)ChorusREAL LOVE - MASSARIGirl, girl I'm goin outta my mindAnd even though I don't really know youI must've been runnin outta timeI'm waiting for the moment I can show youAnd baby girl I want you to know
I"m watching you go
I'm watching you pass me byIt's real love that you don't know aboutBaby I was there all aloneWhen you'd be doin things that i would wit you
I picture you and me all alone
I'm wishing there was someone i can talk toI gotta get out outta my headBuy baby girl I gotta see you once again, againIt's real love that you don't know aboutGirl, girl I'm goin outta my mindAnd even though I don't really know you
I must've been runnin outta time
I'm waiting for the moment I can show youAnd baby girl I want you to knowI"m watching you goI'm watching you pass me byIt's real love that you don't know about(Every night and now) when I go to sleep
I couldn't stop dreaming about youYour love has got me feeling kinda weak
I really can't see me without youAnd now you're runnin round in my headI'm never gonna let you slip away againIt's real love that you don't know aboutEvery now and then when I want youI wish that I could tell you that I want you
If I could have the chance to talk wit cha
If I could have the chance to walk wit cha
Then I would stop holding it inAnd never have to go through this again, againIt's real love that you don't know aboutGirl, girl I'm goin outta my mindAnd even though I don't really know youI must've been runnin outta timeI'm waiting for the moment I can show youAnd baby girl I want you to knowI"m watching you goI'm watching you pass me byIt's real love that you don't know aboutToday when I saw you alone
I knew I had to come up and hold youCuz girl I really gotta let you knowAll about the things you made me go throughAnd now she lookin at me in the eyeAnd now you got me hopin I ain't dreamin again, againIt's real love that you don't know aboutEvery now and then when I want youI wish that I could tell you that I want youIf I could have the chance to talk wit chaIf I could have the chance to walk wit chaThen I would stop holding it inAnd never have to go through this again, againIt's real love that you don't know aboutGirl, girl I'm goin outta my mindAnd even though I don't really know youI must've been runnin outta timeI'm waiting for the moment I can show youAnd baby girl I want you to knowI"m watching you goI'm watching you pass me byIt's real love that you don't know aboutYou're the one that I want and no one can take it from meNo, no, no, no, noEven though I don't really know youI got a lot of love I really wanna show youAnd you'd be right there in front of meI can see you passin in front of meNo, no, noGirl I need your loveBaby I need your love
FACE DOWN - THE RED JUMPSUIT APPARATUS.
Hey girl, you know you drive me crazy.One wrong puts the rhythm in my hand.Still I'll never understand why you hang around.I see what's going down.Cover up with makeup in the mirror,Tell yourself it's never gonna happen again.You cry alone and then he swears he loves youDo you feel like a man when you push her around?Do you feel better now as she falls to the ground?Well, I'll tell you my friend, one day this world's going to endAs your lies crumble down, a new life she has found.A pebble in the water makes a ripple effect;Every action in this world will bear a consequence.
If you wait around forever you will surely drown.I see what's going down.I see the way you go and say you're right again,Say your right againHeed my lectureDo you feel like a man when you push her around?Do you feel better now as she falls to the ground?Well, I'll tell you my friend, one day this world's going to endAs your lies crumble down, a new life she has foundOne day she will tell you that she has had enough.It's coming round again.One day she will tell you that she has had enough.It's coming round again.Do you feel like a man when you push her around?Do you feel better now as she falls to the ground?Well, I'll tell you my friend, one day this world's going to endAs your lies crumble down, a new life she has
Face down in the dirt she said "this doesn't hurt"
She said "I've finally had enough"Face down in the dirt she said "this doesn't hurt"She said "I've finally had enough"
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i bloodie love the the last song Face Down. nothing to do with me. but just the songs that i am listening to right now. lol. emo emo sendirik!!! heh..

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fai BITCHED at : 2:33 PM
BORED.. i'm beginning to love BOREDOM. DO i?
Aries - Your Love Profile |
 Your positive traits:
You're quite the charmer. You've got the wit and attitude to attract almost anyone you meet. Out spoken and honest, any date knows how they stand with you. Fearless, independent, and willing to try anything twice - your dates should expect the unexpected.
Your negative traits:
You tend to be vain, and you expect your partner to feed that vanity often with complements. Hot tempered and impulsive, you've occasionally ended things ... only to regret it later. You're obsessed with being the best, most loved girlfriend or boyfriend your sweetie's ever had.
Your ideal partner:
A risk taking, free spirit like yourself - who can keep up with your latest wild child antics. Someone stylish, attractive, and fit... who can keep you attracted for months. Is hard to get - and lets you pursue things. You prefer to be the chaser, not the one being chased.
Your dating style:
Wild, unpredictable, fun, and daring. Your ideal date may involve a couple motorcycles or naked skydiving.
Your seduction style:
Honest and direct - you have no need for romance or much foreplay. Show off. You like to show your lover how you're the best ever. Ambitious. You often like to go all night - or aim for multiple orgasms.
Tips for the future:
Start to believe in second and third chances. You don't have to dump them so fast. Savor the process. Sometimes the best part of falling in love is taking things in slow motion. Let go of comparisons. If someone's with you, then you've already one. Stop worrying about exes.
Best color to attract mate: Red
Best day for a date: Tuesday |
You Are A Woman! |
 Congratulations, you've made it to adulthood. You're emotionally mature, responsible, and unlikely to act out. You accept that life is hard - and do your best to keep things upbeat. This makes you the perfect girlfriend... or even wife! |
You Are 70% Feminist |
 You are certainly a feminist - whether you know it or not. You believe in gender equality, at least most of the time. You also believe there are a few exceptions. |
You Are Independent Sexy |
 You drive men crazy with your "playing hard to get act" Except, it's really not an act at all. You're a strong, sexy woman with her own life and interests. And that makes men even more interested in you! |
You Have Good Manners 68% of the Time |
 Your manners are quite excellent. You are well versed in etiquette. Of course you have the occasional slip up, but you even apologize with grace. |
You Have Your Sarcastic Moments |
 While you're not sarcastic at all times, you definitely have a cynical edge. In your opinion, not all people are annoying. Some are dead! And although you do have your genuine moments, you can't help getting your zingers in. Some people might be a little hurt by your sarcasm, but it's more likely they think you're hilarious. |
You Are 78% Real |
 You know who you are, and you're pretty darn comfortable with yourself. Like everyone, you struggle with the parts of yourself that aren't so great... But you're good at accepting who you are and not dwelling on your faults. As a result, you're confident, optimistic, and very real. |
You Are 64% Pure |
 Well, you're not exactly an angel - but you're pretty darn close. But chances are, you have a couple juicy secrets deep in your closet. |

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fai BITCHED at : 1:39 PM
CHECK THIS OUT!!!

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fai BITCHED at : 12:04 PM
MA CLASSMATES ARE ALL BRAINWASHED.. must be bcoz of Zul..
MA CLASSMATES ARE ALL BRAINWASHED.. must be Zul's fault..
dun be taken in by ZH's innocent face ion real life. look at this pic and u knoe waddai mean.the whole class are talking dirrty.. ma gawd.. his is bad. lol. everyone's not talking sense. ok bye.PS: somebody save me pls.. *cryin fer help*

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fai BITCHED at : 11:59 AM
IN CLASS>>
IN CLASS>>bored. science lesson todae. ma apologies fer not blogging fer quite some time. i have yet to put in loadsa camwhore pics and stuffs lyddat.. dinner date with ma beloved Asad rocks totally. we ate at Earle Swensens at Vivo. we ate Baked Rice, Scallops, Ice Cream Fondue and then we went to Plaza Singapura to catch Die Hard 4.0. after that i went to Mustafa Centre to get fer maself MP3. i bought 2 GB Creative Zen Stone Plus. and then i bought fer maself perfume yet again. lol. me and perfumes. went over to Asad's werkplace yesterdae afetr skool. yesterdae wa sthe only dae i'm free for the week. training is taking a toll on me. u guys might be thinking "come on, man. it's just DK." yeah. i knoe that.. but PUH-LEASE.. still?? everydae without fail? weekend tight schedule as well.. ish.. we'll be having a performance this Saturdae at Ulu Pandan CC, then i have to head fer Nek Mami's hse right awae. Kak Ena akad nikah and on Sunday her wedding!! yay!!ok la.. will update you guys soon aight!!

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fai BITCHED at : 11:37 AM
WADDA HELL..
WADDA HELL..to all the ghurls out there. who are feelin a lil insecure, please please please check this out.. this is fer you... and i am just a ghurl next door who are like one of the jocks.BOYFREN -Ashlee SimpsonWhat ya been doingWhat ya been doingWhoa, whoaHaven't seen you around How ya been feelingHow ya been feelingWhoa, whoaDon't you bring me down All that stuff about meBeing with him, can't believeAll the lies that you toldJust to ease your own soulBut I'm bigger than that
No, you don't have my backNo, no, ha[Chorus]Hey, how long till the music drowns you out Don't put words up in my mouth
I didn't steal your boyfriendHey, how long till you face what's going onCause you really got it wrong
I didn't steal your boyfriendWell I'm sorryThat he called me
And that I answered the telephoneDon't be worriedI'm not with himAnd when I go out tonightI'm going home aloneJust got back from my tourI'm a mess, girl for sureAll I want is some funGuess that I'd better runHollywood sucks you inBut it won't spit me out Whoa, whoa, ha [Chorus]Hey, how long till the music drowns you outDon't put words up in my mouthI didn't steal your boyfriendHey, how long till you face what's going onCause you really got it wrongI didn't steal your boyfriendHey, how long till you look at your own lifeInstead of looking into mineI didn't steal your boyfriendHey, how long till you're leaving me alone
Don't you got somewhere to go
I didn't steal your boyfriendWhoa, whoa, whoa, ha Whoa, whoa, whoa, ha Please stop telling all your friends
I'm getting sick of them
Always staring at me like I took him from ya
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i'm laughin out loud now... cos ghurl, u've just mess with the wrong BITCH.

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fai BITCHED at : 10:54 AM
BREAKAWAE...
BREAKAWAE...i skipped ma third meetin just now.. i sent Sarita off.. yeah, she's gone. i guess she should be in Melbourne right now. at ferst, me, June and Kalai were like, "we're not gonna cry".. den June hugged Sarita ferst.. and she just burst.. and then yeah, there i go.no one is gonna ask us to go Mac to chil.. no one to suddenli call to just sae "Hi". and in case u guys are wundering, yes, i am cryin while typing this entry.. i tried so hard to control.. bloodie hell. those memories.. PHUCK!!! i cant hold back animore. now, i cant call u whenever i have a misunderstandin.. and yeah Saru, in case u are reading this, i will take care of Sher, and i'm sure Sher will take care of me as well.this sucks ya'knoe.. i dun need anyone coming up to me and sae "it's ok, i understand." no. YOU DUN!!!! unless you're one of those who knew Sarita fer friggin 6 years plus or so... i bloodie hell miss her now.. i suddenly begin to miss the 3 of us hangin out together.. i miss all those nonsense.. from sec 2. we watched each other grow.. all i can do now is to reminisce..
s h i t. i hate this feeling..

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fai BITCHED at : 11:17 PM
KEEP US IN YOUR HEART..
KEEP US IN YOUR HEART..
ma best fren, Sarita a.k.a Saru is going to Aussie tmr. to further up her studies.. she better be, instead of partying her nights awae..i am so gonna bloodie miss her. i mean like seriousli. we totally understood each other.. 6 years of frenship. she was there fer me when i need her, vice versa. she's boyish, thus, we really understand each other.. it's sad now that she hafta go. i was talkin to Asad about it just now in the car, and i really feel like cryin. dammit. i better not be wearing eyeliner and mascara tmr. u noe how emo i am in this kinda stuffs. shit. i feel like cryin now. tears are welling up in ma eyes..
me, Sher and Sarita really really close.. now it's just me and Sher huh..
to Sarita,take care bitch. have fun there but dun forget us here. we onli have the memories to hold on to fer now.. gonna miss u..
that's all fer now..
SO LONG AND GOODNITE!!!


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fai BITCHED at : 11:02 PM
I MISS YOU..
I MISS YOU..
enuff said.
will u buy me a stalk of rose and Ferrero Rocher to compliment with it?
shall we sip coffee/hot chocolate by the moonlight with me in ur arms?
let's play hide and seek and catching and let the lil kids in us roam wild and free.
let's get cosy in the theatre and whisper sweet nothings.
can i drive you nuts by askin u if i look good in that dress or should i get that shirt or blablabla?
can i? can i? shall i?
I MISS YOU...

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fai BITCHED at : 2:06 PM
LIFE'S a BITCH!!!
LIFE'S a BITCH!!! -but hell yeah i'm enjoyin every moment of it apparently, i was blog-hopping. yeah., u seen it right. i was blog hopping. and guess wad? i think some ppl just dun treasure what they have until it's gone. and when it's gone, only then they start to make their wae back slowly.. and when they are accepted, they tend to do the same shits again. i mean.. WADDA FARK!!!!i's like playing hide-and-seek and trying so hard to not get caught.
that's not about all.. i was doing some soul searchin last night in the toilet, on ma bathroom floor.. i dun mind ppl ruining ma dae as this is life. i mean get real. and aniwae, there will alwaes be at least one person who is dying, lemme repeat it again, D-Y-I-N-G to ruin ya dae. if you are the one who's been trying too hard to ruin ma dae, "congratulations!!! you made it to the category of "THE PERSON WHO RUINED MA DAE TODAE" " you should feel honoured. i mean like totally. LOL.and please stop asking me if i'm ok, after the incident happened like last week or three daes ago or whatsoever. i mean, it ardi happened. LET'S MOVE ON. i will get angry fer that very dae itself or fer that very moment, but not the dae after. yang suda tu suda. i mean unless u wanna get into ma BLACK BOOK. i can be fun, crazee and stuffs lyddat, but lemme remind u again that "behind ma smile and lavish green eyes, there's a monster who cant wait to devour on anyone who push the DARN BLOODIE WRONG BUTTON!!!!" when i'm mad, i can be really mean. i can make ya life hell.. trust me.
ok. enuff angst. lemme be happie fer a while.
DUN MAKE ME GO SCHIZO-bitch ON YOUR ANNOYING ARSE!!!!


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fai BITCHED at : 3:02 PM
WAIT FER YOU.
WAIT FER YOU.i heard this song in the morning while getting ready fer skool the other dae. couldn't catch the title. until last nite, Benson sent me this song. and i was like "thanx Balls!!!" lol..check out the lyrix.. bloodie nice!!
WAIT FOR YOU - Elliot YaminI never felt nothing in the world like this beforeNow I'm missing you and I'm wishing you would come back through my doorWhy did you have to goYou could have let me knowSo now I'm all aloneGirl you could have stayed but you wouldn't give me a chanceWith you not around it's a little bit more than I can standAnd all my tears they Keep runnin' down my faceWhy did you turn away[Interlude]So why does your pride make you run and hideAre you that afraid of meBut I know it's a lie what you keep insideThis is not how you want it to be[Chorus]So baby I will wait for youCause I don't know what else I can doDon't tell me I ran out of timeIf it takes the rest of my lifeBaby I will wait for youIf you think I fine it just ain't trueI really need you in my lifeNo matter what I have to doI'll wait for youBeen a long time since you called me(How could you forget about me)You gotta be feeling crazy (crazy)How can you walk away(When) Everything stays the sameI just can't do it babyWhat will it take to make you come backGirl I told you what it is and it just ain't like thatWhy can't you look at meYou're still in love with meDon't leave me cryingBaby why can't we just, just start all over againGet it back to the way it wasIf you give me a chance I can love you rightBut you're telling me it won't be enough[Chorus]So baby I will wait for youCause I don't know what else I can doDon't tell me I ran out of timeIf it takes the rest of my lifeBaby I will wait for youIf you think I fine it just ain't trueI really need you in my lifeNo matter what I have to doI'll wait for you[Interlude]So why does your pride make you run and hideAre you that afraid of meBut I know it's a lie What you're keeping insideThat is not how you want it to beBaby I will wait for youBaby I will wait for youIf it's the last thing I do[Chorus]Baby I will wait for youCause I don't know what else I can doDon't tell me I ran out of timeIf it takes the rest of my lifeBaby I will wait for youIf you think I fine it just ain't trueI really need you in my lifeNo matter what I have to doI'll wait for youI'll be waiting..._____________________________________________________________
a realy nice song.. the startin of the song is like "Never Had A Dream Come True" by S Club. bloodie nice i must sae.
aniwae.. Eunice showed me some stufs just now. this is kinda true i must sae.. check this out..
When you catch a girl glancing at you,she wants you to look back and smile When a girl bumps into your arm while walking with you, she wants you to hold her hand When she wants a hug she will just stand there When u break a girls heart she still feels it when you run into each other 3 years laterWhen a girl is quiet,millions of things are runningthrough her mind When a girl is not arguing, she is thinking deeply When a girl looks at you with eyes full of questions, she is wondering how long you will be around When a girl answers, "I'm fine,"after a few seconds,she is not at all fine When a girl stares at you, she is wondering why you are playing games!!!!!!!!!!! When a girl lays her head on your chest, she is wishing for you to be hers forever When a girl says she can't live without you, she has made up her mind that you are her future When a girl says, "I miss you," no one in this world can miss you more than that When a girl is mean to you after a break-up she wants you back, but shes scared she'll get hurt and knows you're gone foreverhmmm.. kinda true ah.. but well.. whatever la.. need to get back to ma powerpoint.. til later!!!

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fai BITCHED at : 1:52 PM
LATE LATE ENTRY!!!!!
LATE LATE ENTRY....

Naj and ME at FAREAST toilet!!!

Huda-ME-Lina (the MEREPZ)

@ werk

ma werkplace

the fireplace at ma werkplace

the cute lil kid in skool

zul acting serious in class..

Nafis in his "Smart 4".. lol.. me and Lina sent him food after hanging out with Huda..

just now shopping with Mursh. well, she shop, i'm her Fashion critic!!!

snapping awae while mursh is changing

nonsense

random moments

TWINS???

that's about all..
that's about all eh balls. tired ah. have training again tmr.. lazy ah.. we'll see how it goes.. sheesh.
NIGHT!!!!

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fai BITCHED at : 8:35 PM