bad dae
bad dae.i was doing my RJ last nite. the RJ was about have we faced any crisis in our life before. any form of crisis. apparently, i was doing and controlling ma tears. ma fren, the rockstar, Dale, read ma blog and asked if i'm ok. and he actually thought i am not that sorta person who faces any problem at all. as in i'm a happy-go-lucky person. and i told him, what people see ain' always what u get. thanx dale fer ya concern!!i tried to be ok. ok abt everything. but the more i tried to lie to maself, the more i feel like bursting out. i thought everything will be ok. i thought everything was ok and we can just be like last time. but NO. it was all false pretense.it's all on the surface. what and how i feel inside, do they care? i am caught in the middle. i knoe i'll definitely choose her over him. but why? why do i even have to choose at all?? why cant i have a picture perfect?? why?i made believe everything is ok. i made believe that i dont care at all. i made believe. i force maself to believe. UURRGGHHHH!!!!!___________________________________________________________________
Family Portrait - PINKMomma please stop cryin', I can't stand the soundYour pain is painful and it's tearin' me downI hear glasses breakin' as I sit up in my bedI told dad you didn't mean those nasty things you saidYou fight about money, 'bout me and my brotherAnd this I come home to, this is my shelterIt ain't easy growin up in World War IIINever knowin' what love could be, you'll seeI don't want love to destroy me like it has done my familyCan we work it out? (Can we?) can we be a family? (Can we?)I promise I'll be better (I promise), mommy I'll do anything (I'll do anything)Can we work it out? can we be a family?I promise I'll be better, daddy please don't leave
Daddy please stop yellin (Stop), I can't stand the sound (Can't stand the sound)Make mama stop cryin, cause I need you around (yeah)My mama she loves you (I know it), no matter what she says it's trueI know that she hurts you, but remember I love you, tooI ran away today, ran from the noise, ran away (Ran away)Don't wanna go back to that place, but don't have no choice, no wayIt ain't easy growin up in World War IIINever knowin' what love could be, well I've seenI don't want love to destroy me like it did my familyCan we work it out? (Can we work it?) can we be a family? (Ohh, noo)I promise I'll be better (I promise I'll do), mommy I'll do anything (Anything to keep you there)Can we work it out? can we be a family?I promise I'll be better (I promise, I promise), daddy please don't leave (Yeah)In our family portrait (In our family portrait), we look pretty happy (We look pretty happy)Let's play pretend, let's act like it comes naturally (Let's play)I don't wanna have to split the holidaysI don't want two addressesI don't want a step-brother anywaysAnd I don't want my mom to have to change her last nameIn our family portrait we look pretty happy (Oh wow...)We look pretty normal, let's go back to that (Yeah...)In our family portrait we look pretty happyLet's play pretend, act like it goes naturallyFamily portrait, pretty happy(Can we work it out? can we be a family?)pretty normal let's go back to that(I promise I'll be better, mommy I'll do anything)In our family portrait, pretty happy(Can we work it out? can we be a family?)Let's play pretend act and like it comes so naturally(I promise I'll be better, mommy I'll do anything)(Oh let's go back, oh let's go back to that)Family portrait, pretty happy(Can we work it out? can we be a family?)(Remember the days, remember the days)Pretty normal, let's go back to that(I promise I'll be better, mommy I'll do anything)In our family portrait, pretty happy(Can we work it out? can we be a family?)Pretty normal, let's go back to thatDaddy don't leaveDaddy don't leaveDaddy don't leaveTurn around pleaseRemember that the night you left you took my shining star?Daddy don't leaveDaddy don't leaveDaddy don't leaveDon't leave us here aloneMom will be nicerI'll be so much better, I'll tell my brotherOh, I won't spill the milk at dinnerI'll be so much better, I'll do everything rightI'll be your little girl foreverI'll go to sleep at night
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fai BITCHED at : 1:09 PM
