Friday, November 30, 2007
quotes
There's a girl in my mirror crying tonight, and there's nothing I can say to make her feel alright.

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fai BITCHED at : 2:07 PM
Thursday, November 29, 2007
hallo...
for the pass 3 daes...jpg)
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yaya and me. after i finish closing at SB-SE.
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the one in white, is just a lil GAY i must sae.
STORE MEETING YESTERDAE.....jpg)
me and ma weekend morning madness Partner, Ain
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the smokers.
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me and bestie-Ayu
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ain, again.
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the break dancer full timer- Ezze
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the cool shit
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me and my DJ-tak-menjadi - Fadzil
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me and ma nonsense
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feelin a lil blue yesterdae
TODAE..
me and Mira. the Jap ghurl.
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Dale, Ken and Rudolph
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Dale..
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rudolph.

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fai BITCHED at : 2:12 PM
i'm not ok....
You asked me what was wrong, I smiled and said nothing, when you turned around and a tear came down and I whispered to myself... everything is.

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fai BITCHED at : 12:18 AM
Wednesday, November 28, 2007
WHAT I AM FEELING NOW....
indescribable
*for ghurls reading this, change the "her" to "him" or whichever way you like it.
Love Seat - The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
My love's like an arm chair
It's inclined to recline
And sweep you off of your feet.
My structure is perfect
There's no flaw in design
A decent buy for you
There's no rest for a luxury
There's no rest for me.
Her eyes are watering
I said we're better off this way
Things change,
Its happening everyday
He'll come and take my place
And show you things that I just couldn't face,
We'll sit and sing a song
Of what we did wrong.
Now that I'm used up
And my arms start to fade
You can pay to upgrade.
Or you can replace me
Finalize my demise,
A new surprise for you,
There's no rest for a luxury,
There's no rest for me
*Her eyes are watering
I said we're better off this way
Things change,
Its happening everyday
He'll come and take my place
And show you things that I just couldn't face,
We'll sit and sing a song
Of what we did wrong. *
Don't tell me the worst is over now,
Don't tell me what I can see with my eyes
Don't tell me the worst is over now,
Bend my will again,
Then mend it straight.
*Her eyes are watering
I said we're better off this way
Things change,
Its happening everyday
He'll come and take my place
And show you things that I just couldn't face,
We'll sit and sing a song
Of what we did wrong. *
And maybe Ill regret you
And maybe Ill regret you,
And maybe Ill regret you
Its all in my mind
All in my mind
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i'm ok. i hope so. no, nothing's wrong. jus feeling a lil emo. hahah. something fer you guys.
*Wait for the guy who'll be ur best friend, the person who'll drop everything
to be with you at any time of the day no matter what, the guy who makes
you smile like no other guy can and when he looks at you.. you know he
needs you, the guy who thinks your beautiful even when your hairs a
mess and you have no make-up on, the guy who will stay awake just 2
watch you sleep, the one who will call you just to hear your voice, but
most of all wait for the guy who'll put you at the center of his
universe, cuz obviously he'll be at the center of yours~*
*The pain is too strong right now,
and the tears still linger on my face,
that's why I think it's best that I just go
*I've found out why people laugh. They laugh
because it hurts so much.
Because it's the only thing that'll make it stop hurting
*You never know how many times someone has
cried for you, how many times they wanted to say
'i love you' or how many times they wanted things
to be perfect between you
*Its not like I wanted to be the one holding your hand...
I just didn't want her holding it..
*smile, it better than explaining, why you are sad.

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fai BITCHED at : 11:07 PM
Thursday, November 22, 2007
I AM STILL IN LOVE WITH
SIMPLE PLAN!!!!




i was watching the SIMPLE PLAN DVD again yesterdae. memories flashed back. back to 2004, when i chased after them from airport all the way to Fullerton Hotel in a London cab and spent a night at the so-called lobby. took photos with them, hug them. and a the MTV Asia Award red carpet, they actually recognised me and Iylia. wow!!! perfect shit. they are my favourite, still is, always will be.
i knoe, kinda kiddy, but bloodie hell they rock!!! those were the daes when i was 17. cool stuff. haiz.. but heck. those were the past.
i would do anything to see them again. i dont mind not going to MCR's concert, but if Simple Plan were to come to Singapore, on a tour, to perform,
I'D DO ANYTHING to get close with them again, to get the front tix and backstage pass if they were to be in Singapore. seriousli.
Pierre Bouvier
Chuck Comeau
Jeff Stinco
Sebastien Lefevbre
David Desrosiers

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fai BITCHED at : 12:37 PM
Wednesday, November 21, 2007
tired..
stoopid netwerk.taking forever to upload pics. never mind, shall blog abt it in skool tmr. so yeah.
toodles.

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fai BITCHED at : 8:46 PM
Tuesday, November 20, 2007
E36R
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malay kiddos in e36r
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me
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me and mia
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mira and me
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me and dino
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me and fiqqy-boi
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punkrock
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wild youth
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belos
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falah - the "druggie" backup vocal
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mia - the "girly" drummer
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mira - the "rugged" bassist
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dino - the "rocker" guitarist
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shafiq - the "lifeguard" guitarist
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me - the "punkrocker" vocal
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yuni - the "shy" manager
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me and my clasmates have our own band. cool huh. it was superb yesterdae.. just chilling and making music and singing and having FUN!!! werkin later, now in skool. toodles.

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fai BITCHED at : 1:42 PM
Sunday, November 18, 2007
hey balls
haloha.
i din turn up fer werk todae. felt rather sick. coughing hasnt been good and ma head got heavier. slept earli with thoughts to reach werk earli again, but alas...woke up at 1000hrs.. ate medicine and slept again til 1600hrs. felt lke a lazy pig, but hafta man. skool tmr. aniwae, aint gonna blog abt much. was just thinking of the term R E S P E C T
sometimes it's good to have a lil respect. i mean, not just fer ya parents, but to ya teachers, lecturers, faci, fellowmates, ya frens, and most of all, RESPECT FER YASELF!!! think abt it, ponder over it.

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fai BITCHED at : 5:08 PM
Thursday, November 15, 2007
i'm going skitzo-arse!!!
on someone real soon. firstly, u shouldnt make me
HATE u. when i meant
HATE, i meant really
HATE. not a form of dislike, or indifference. but
TOTAL HATRED.
if once i have that feeling, seriously,
YOU ARE TOTALLY OUTTA MA LEAGUE. DUN FARKIN THINK I CANT SEE THRU THOSE FALSE SMILE AND FAKE HELLOS. I HEARD ALL ABOUT YOU. it can go the extent of not even lending you my
CMC file.
MY PRECIOUS COFFEE MASTER FILE THAT I FREAKING GUARD WITH ALL MY LIFE. MY PASSION, MY LOVE. and now, it is dirty by the hands of the
UNWANTED!!!! anything at all will i not lent to u!!! i dont need a 2-faced
Quasimodo or
Fiona from Shrek. or god knows what else!!! no. i watched enuff cartoon and animation already. and by continuing your "antics", i am having my last laugh about the cartoons. i am not trying to be so petty. but yeah, ppl like u deserve this sorta humiliation and humour. maybe ya life aint that
colourful enuff, but trust me, i am confident of being myself and doin things that will form any sort of excitement from within.
in case you need tips on how to be a better person, and have full confidence of yaself, contact me aight. or maybe tips on how to happier, i can help u on that.
MAY I HAVE THE LAST LAUGH!!!P/S: i just noticed that both Quasimodo and Fiona are green. i mean Quasimodo has this dirty dark green shirt.(that explains it! haha) and Fiona herself is green. wow. must be green with envy and jealousy.

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fai BITCHED at : 7:51 PM
Tuesday, November 13, 2007
DON'T MAKE UR F***ED UP DAE, MY F***ED UP DA AS WELL
UNDERSTAND???!!ok. i was kinda bloggie hoping, ad think some ppl should just take a chill pill and stop bein such a goody-2-shoes about everything and to almost everyone. i mean, yeah.just be yaslf, chill and bitchi mean it's gona hurt but hu cares. u are hu u are, and ppl should accept u fer hu u are la. but PLEASE EHK, TIMING MUST BE RIGHT K. just bcos u are reading this, den anywhere, anytime also wanna be a muthaf***ing irritating bitch. just let it all out. ya'll got something to say, say it right to ma face, bitch!! dun make ya probs, ma probs. just bcos ya'll had a bad dae, pls dun make others have that "bad day" syndrome as well.and yeah, dun make me hate you please.u wouldnt wanna see me mad.

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fai BITCHED at : 11:28 PM
Sunday, November 11, 2007
love ma job
love ma job.. aint about the money but the SATISFACTION. that is if u understand what the freak is that thing in capital all about. so, the question is.... why do ppl werk?maybe they need cash, due to maybe FINANCIAL.maybe they feel BORED not doing anything besides going to SCHOOL.maybe they wanna gain EXPERIENCE.maybe they wanna lessen the BURDEN from their PARENTS.maybe to have the sense of INDEPENDENCE.most importantly, when you werk, it's for PASSION. if are nt passionate abt what u are doing, hack, you can forget abt things falling into place. be it skool or werk.i've been werking this one week of ma short hols, and i'm glad. i mean, i get to werk with ma bestie, and ma other colleagues whom i haven seen in such a long time, thanx to training fer shows and stuffs lyddat. haha. been a busy young lady lately. was so happie and whenever i reach store, feel good, start cleaning up and making customers their drinks and making their day as well. how i've missed those times. thus, i've put and will stick to my THURSDAE, SATURDAE and SUNDAE shift from now on. three times a week. cool, even though might be tiring afetr skool, thinking back on ma situation, plus werking with cool ppl at ma store, the effort is worth it.not really fer the MONEY, baby. more fer the PASSION.with passion and determination, it'll bring u far. trust me on this.

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fai BITCHED at : 10:48 PM