A WALK TO REMEMBER...


i was viewing Falah's blog that i just cried.. there's this video about A WALK TO REMEMBER but the background song was from The Red jumpsuit Apparatus..-->YOUR GUARDIAN ANGEL..

i remembered watching that VCD and crying over and over again.. and the letters that Asad wrote to me gave a flashback.. about the show.. i cant imagine life without Asad.. and i'm grateful to have him.. Thank You Allah..



this vid is going out to you, Asad...

THE RED JUMPSUIT APPARATUS

When I see your smile
tears roll down my face
I can't replace.

And now that I'm strong I have figured out
how this world turns cold and it breaks through my soul,
and I know I'll find deep inside me, I can be the one.

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all,
even if saving you sends me to heaven.

It's ok [x3]

Seasons are changing and waves are crashing
and stars are falling all for us
days grow longer and nights grow shorter
I can show you I'll be the one.

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever.
I'll be there for you through it all,
even if saving you sends me to heaven.

Cause you're my
you're my, my
my true love
my whole heart
please don't throw that away.

Cause I'm here, for you
please don't walk away and
please tell me you'll stay, stay..

Use me as you will
pull my strings just for a thrill
and I know I'll be okay
though my skies are turning gray.

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
even if saving you sends me to heaven.
(repeat)

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I LOVE U ASAD...

I'VE BEEN WORKIN.. and it's been FUN!!


i must say.. i've ben werkin ma arse off. i love the hols. i get to werk. werk and more werk!!!
ther are days i was with make-ups. and when i dun come to werk with eye liner, my partners wil be like
"hey! u're here.."
"my gawd.. where's ya eyeliner..??"
"u look different.."
"please put on some make-up will you?"


alamak.. u ppl ehk. asking too much aren't ya. haha. tired la. i wan ma face to rest ferst can before skool re-open. haha. da malas ah.


the day they made me SHUT UP!!!

no eyeliner.. with that stoopid look on the face.

they came to my werkplace and have my break wimme..

me and Aisyah.

Huda..Linda.. and ME.. one of the day with STORE MEETING.. (nothing merepek ok.)

me.

at home.. camwhoring..

check out ma eyelashes.. wohoo!!

do we look like the Alien vs Predators???

i'm the alien of course!! check out Predator's face.. if i'm the real alien, and i were to see Predator looking like that, before i could attack, i wil laugh ferst!!! magawd.. IFAH!!!! what were u thinkin at 2.20 am in the morning?? stop it ehk..



ok la.. it's 0512 hrs in the morning now.. toodles.. wanna get some sleep.

Piala Khatulistiwa.. wow.. a competition not to be forgotten in a way or another.. fun-filled event.. get to see other groups performed.. an eye-opener i tel you.. ok la. cool shit..

to ma ghurls.. we did our best.. we give 100% concentration and energy.. but yeah...adat pertandingan. like what Dee said, we'll join again next Year, InsyaAllah.. tu pon Klau Fai maseh a part of gurls k.. InsyaAllah..

i knoe that we rocked BIG TIME back there..

a big thank you-s to ALL my instructors. though sometimes we get on each other'd nerve.. thanx for the commitment and patience in guiding us..


ME!! in the bus on the wae there.


me and Liyana-K. i haven do her makeup for her right eye.. haha.. not the eyeliner yet i mean...


Jay and ME

me-Lina-Huda

ME-Lee-Almi-Q


Endang's ROOM


ME and Huda


me and Lina


me and Izzy (my Juare)


ME nad Huda...agaoin.. she looks tired..


me-Ifah-Diyana..


me and Lina yet again..


huda-ain-lina-ME-ifah-diyana.. cant realy see la..


ME AT HOME!!!

been a friggin long time since i have me feet around CDA area.. woo-hoo. memoies flash back about how i used to go there to send Asad home cooked meal and medicine.. his surprise bdae cake.. his POP.. wow.. those days..

i always love seeing him in his uniform.. pickin him up when he was still a recruit at Boon Lay MRT station last cabin every Fridae. nights out every Wednesday. wow.. get to knoe more of his friends.. miss those days..







al the pics.. ma gawd.. HUda and Ain are being incorrigible..

FUN DAE!!!

8TH dec was a friggin fun dae and i bloodie enjoyed myself. it was the day whereby i held for my bf(Asad) and my buddy(Khai) their bdae party. both of their bdae falls on the 16th Dec, but because Khai have to go NS on the 11th Dec(aawwww), i purposely have it earlier..

they enjoyed themselves. i mean we enjoyed ourselves. it's been quite a while since we actually meet up and just "chill chill apple"..

i had our ex-colleagues(CBTL peeps) and their SB-MS peeps.. i asked my frens who know Asad as well.. kinda cool..



ama came over my place to help me load the stuffs into Asad's daddy's van.. Asad sent us there.



a kiss from the birthday boy..!!!
i am so in love with you darls!!!

well Khai, i dun need a thankyou kiss from you(hahaha), but i knoe, you are grateful.. no problem about the whole bbq party.



the group picture!!



apparently, i was the one initiating the sabo, but in the end, i was also sabo-ed as well. damn!!! but it was nice seeing a full smile from both faces..!!! i bet they haven got that in sucha long time, and they(both birthdae boys) were practically sabo-ing each other all the way.



after washing up, jus taking pics with the people there..

PISSED




people, don't push it too far.. and when i said, dun push it, u better not.
dun even think about it.

izzit wrong if i know how to prioritize?
if i dun work, are u gonna freaking hell gimme pocket money to pay my bills? to support myself??
isn't it good enough that i still drop by for a while and den head over to my store meeting?


FRIGGIN' HELL.


if you have anything to say, how many times i must sae, SAY IT STRAIGHT TO MY FACE..!!
if going to werk is wrong, and you are actually "mengomel-ing" behind my back, it's better if you say it right in front of me, right.

u wan us to have discipline..?
buat ape kalau ader discipline kat training je, tapi takde discipline kat luar and maner2??
(what for have discipline only at training, but not outside, and anywhere else??)
don't be dumb can.
you people always say you guys understand.. but do you guys really do???
think about it..
i knoe THE DAY is nearing, but we need to understand understood ah, respect and you will be respected what..

if knowing how to prioritize is wrong, i don't wanna be right.
i am an independent girl at home, and it'll stick that way.
have you F***ers ever think about why am i werkin so hard?
have that thought ever cross your mind?

i bet not.
all you think about is our attendance and whether we do well for the day.
you guys used to say, "maen _ _ K _ _ _ _ R _ _ make sure enjoy"
we do enjoy ourselves, and i knoe at times you guys have to push us, to make us better. but you guys dun have to push it to far, don't have to make it to a point whereby we feel demoralized. not to a point whereby some of us feel of us feel soooo dumb, soooo worthless..

kite bukan adek2 korang seii, korang nak panggel kitorang and mara kitorang ikot sesuke hati korang. sesungguhnye, kite ni semue insan yang berperasaan.
(we are not your siblings that you guys can scold us and call us names when you feel like it.. we are human beings with feelings.)





and besides, get this straight.
between us, WE ARE NOTHING MORE THAN JUST STUDENTS AND INSTRUCTORS..




sape makan chilli, dier terase pedas..

in skool

the aunties(cleaner) aint helping much in keeping our toilet clean. check this out!! it's so irritating. i snapped this pics yesterdae, and todae, it's still there. it was gone around 1 plus in the afternoon.

girls/ladies nowadays are geting gross!!! i mean, like wadda hell!!! you placed it there, why not just open and throw it in that special bin. OMFG!!!






me-mira-dino-shafiq

at a talk about feminism

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TODAE..
camwhoring.. haha. more pics will be at 4 sewels
just go check them out aight..
the next few pics will just be about me.

i am pissed

AAAGGHHHHHHHGGGGGHHHHHHHHHAAAAAAAHHHHGGGGGGGGGGG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!





DO YOU KNOW HOW FUCKIN PISSED I WAS, WHEN I WAS WAITNG FER JUST YOU TO MAKE ME END MY DAY WITH A SMILE???



UURRGGHHHH!!!!!!














ok. im feeling better now.

UNPREDICTABLE - Skye Sweetnam

When everyday is the same old routine 
Be bold, change it up, kill monotony 

I don't like to blend in with the crowd 
I don't like to be quiet- I like it loud 
I'm spontaneous, delirious, and all in between 
Live like there's no tomorrow- 
Know what I mean? 

[CHORUS] 
I hate when things are simple and so plain, 
Don't wanna be the same 
Cause I'm unpredictable, unpredictable 
I like when things are crazy and insane, 
Don't wanna be tame 
Cause I'm unpredictable, unpredictable 

I can't stand to be understandable 
I can't control that I'm uncontrollable 
Don't be so uptight- just let it go 
Do the unexpected, or you'll never know 

[CHORUS] 

Don't wanna be the same 
Don't wanna be tame 
I like when things are 
Crazy and insane, 
Don't wanna be tame 
And I hate when things 
Are boring and mundane 
Cause I don't, I don't 
Wanna be the same 

GUYS!!! i need ya help!!!

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