i hate it when i miss you.
even if you just left just a few seconds ago.
i hate it when i made mistakes.
cos i knoe i left you heartbroken.
i hate you when you sleep like a log.
but yet i find it too cute to be mad at.
i hate it when you say sweet things.
i'm not used to it. still trying to. *hee.. i didnt say i dun like it either*
i hate how you smile that cheeky smile.
you make me weak in the knees.
i hate it when you manje2.
cos that's what make me miss you even more.
i hate it when you point out my mistakes.
it made feel stoopid, but for ma own good.
i hate it when you call me bacen.
you make me wanna smack you in the face and then kiss you all over again. =))


i hate it when i feel like this.
i hate it when i'm missing you.


but yeah..





i
miss
you.

i miss him...

i miss him...

i miss him...

i miss him...

i miss him...

i miss him...

i miss you...

yes you..

YOU..






do you miss me too, my American Boy?

WELCOME TO THE WORLD!!!!
RYAN ANIQ IS HIS NAME, OH!!!

boboi and me otw to Thomson Medical Center

Kak Ena

Ryan Aniq

the mom and the baby

the pham.. how i love them a whole load!!!!

the coolest pham on earth = THEM

i am so loving ma party life.. if only there weren't any bitches to ruin my party.
i don't care much. as long as these people dun drag me in, i'm cool.

listen.
my patience has a limit.
and in case you bitches dunno, i wasnt the one who started it.
this thing started 3 weeks ago. as fer the past 2 weeks i havent been clubbing.
come one, we're all grown up here.
dun make me go skitzo bitch on ur sorry arse.

after listening to Iman's part of the story,
"daymmn dek, we seriously shouldnt have stoop down to their level. they were sippose to get on our level remember? damn. guess we lost it and it was to much ardi?"

well, i dun really care animore, see them soon at the same time, same place. and i will bring them up to our level. (that is if they can handle it) we'll play it cool. we'll see who lose it FIRST.
bring it on!! we're waiting.

[verse 1:]
I love it when they try to get intimate
Even though they know I really ain't into it
(You're not into it?) I'm not into it
I already know the game and I've been through it
See I buy my own bags, my boots, my jeans
Wear La Rok with my Rebel Yell underneath
You wanna step to me?
Said you gotta long way to go (Rock wit me now)

[pre-hook:]
You claim that you're so hot
And you say you got skills in the bedroom
You try to flirt when you're so not
Had a chance you still never come through
You say you wanna come and see me
Cause you know your girlfriend wanna be me (Uh)
I'ma tell you why you can't
Said you gotta long way to go
Say you wanna love me?

[hook:]
Wanna love me? Wanna touch me?
Think twice cause you gotta long way to go
Don't know howda act, bettah fall back
It's like that cause you gotta long way to go
It's not that deep, take it easy, you wanna please me?
Got a long way to go, I'ma bad girl
You wanna get close? Ease up cause you gotta a long way

[verse 2:]
I love it when they try to get scandalous
Even though they know they really can't handle it
(They can't handle it?) They can't handle it
Try and take me out to dinner, I'll cancel it
If you really wanna know me first of all
You should never try to get to personal
'Cause I meant it when I said:
That you gotta long way to go

[pre-hook:]
You claim that you're so hot
And you say you got skills in the bedroom
You try to flirt when you're so not
Had a chance you still never come through
You say you wanna come and see me
'Cause you know your girlfriend wanna be me (Uh)
I'ma tell you why you can't
Said you gotta long way to go
Say you wanna love me?

[hook:]
Wanna love me? Wanna touch me?
Think twice cause you gotta long way to go
Don't know howda act, bettah fall back
It's like that cause you gotta long way to go
It's not that deep, take it easy, you wanna please me?
Got a long way to go
I'ma bad girl, you wanna get close?
Ease up cause you gotta a long way

[pre-hook breakdown:]
You claim that you're so hot
And you say you got skills in the bedroom
You try to flirt when you're so not
Had a chance you still never come through
You say you wanna come and see me
Cause you know your girlfriend wanna be me (Uh, yeah)
Said you gotta long way to go
Say you wanna love me?

[Hook:]
Wanna love me? Wanna touch me? (Touch me)
Think twice cause you gotta long way to go (Way to go)
Don't know howda act, bettah fall back (Oh you got a long way)
It's like that cause you gotta long way to go
It's not that deep, take it easy (Take it easy) you wanna please me?
Got a long way to go, I'ma bad girl (I'ma bad girl)
You wanna get close? Ease up cause you gotta a long way

Wanna love me? Wanna touch me?
Think twice cause you gotta long way to go
Don't know howda act, bettah fall back
It's like that cause you gotta long way to go
It's not that deep, take it easy, you wanna please me?
Got a long way to go, I said you gotta long way to go
Rock wit me now, you gotta long way to go
Bettah fall back, said you gotta long way to go

marilyn and me

Marilyn-Joanna-Me

again

rainy wednesdae morning



look mom! no Make up!!

heading to Clarke Quay

in MOS toilet

Kak Hetti, under ma block

adek-me-aiqa

again.

adek with her drink and mine

yeah. that's the actress!!! she uber friendly la...

in the toilet again

adek and me

love her la seii

iman-me-adek

met ma kuzzie again!!







in the morning, i worked.
after that PARTAYYY!!!
kak hetti came over after she finish werk.. den me, bai and kak hetti just hang out lorh.. had some jokes and fun.
me and kak hetti left the house together. she go home, i go party. after 2 weeks of not gg, daymmn, miss hitting the floor with adek sia. iman came along as well. hee.
had a great time. again, ending wasnt that good.
but things were talked out. great.


i kinda just came back around 1935HRS..
went dinner cum lunch and breakfast with Iman. he brought me to his fav chickie rice stall at Hougang.
it was raining, so, he sent me to the bus stop, i took a bus home and he left fer home to get ready fer werk.
and yeah he is werkin now as i am blogging. missin....

k la. shall cont to watch tv.







take me to the brink of suicide.
with you i shall follow through.
murder I wrote.

bought a new stud fer ma lips. something spirall. that all that happened on that dae.

ferst break, meet up with ajip..

Iman sent me to skool, den he head to town, and den came back for lunch wimme, and den waited til i end lesson

me and Yaya.. love her siaa

in class.. and that's cheryl.

cindy, ling ling and me

hasanah and cindy

iman.. we watched movie at Causeway den head back to school and den he sent me home.

so long and good nite. after a long dae in school, time to head for bed

on 19th July..
we went out to catch a movie..
we took the train..
haha..
lunch at Far East Plaza..
we watched Driving Lesson..
took some pictures..
i realy enjoyed my day.
had long walks..
talked about Zaboomafoo.. Lion King..
with Famous Amos cookie..
he sent me home..
adek and boyfie came along..
hung out til the early morn.

i had loadsa fun and laughter..
uber great day..
thanx iman. =))

this song reminds me of someone big time.
my painless addiction..




Under your spell again
I can't say no to you
Crave my heart and it's bleeding in your hand
I can't say no to you

Shouldn't let you torture me so sweetly
Now I can't let go of this dream
I can't breathe but I feel

Good enough
I feel good enough for you

Drink up sweet decadence
I can't say no to you
And I've completely lost myself and I don't mind
I can't say no to you

Shouldn't let you conquer me completely
Now I can't let go of this dream
Can't believe that I feel

Good enough
I feel good enough
It's been such a long time coming, but I feel good

And I'm still waiting for the rain to fall
Pour real life down on me
'Cause I can't hold on to anything this
Good enough
Am I good enough
For you to love me too?

So take care what you ask of me
'Cause I can't say no





ich liebe dich.
i'm in a spell and i love the feeling...
do not wake me up from this dream..
my painless addiction.
my sinful sweet desire.

The bridges all crumbled
The water soaks into rocks
That fell at the bottom of the road
(At the end of town)
The town that we lived in
The memories shaken apart
From the weeds that grow

Over the sidewalks
Running away from the streets we knew
Sidewalks
Like the time we thought was made for you, oh

Out on the front porch
Watching the cars as they go by
(Eighteen blue, twenty-one gray)
Looking ahead
For the first time that we could drive
Out on our own
To speed away

From the sidewalks
Running away from the streets we knew
Sidewalks
Like the time we thought was made for you, oh

All of the days have passed us by
And all of the sun is gone away

Sidewalks
Running away from
The streets we knew

Sidewalks
Running away from the streets we knew
Sidewalks
Like the time we thought was made for you
(Sidewalks) [3x]
The bridges all crumbled
The water soaks into rocks
That fell at the bottom of the road

while waiting fer him to fetch me, i do what i do best and that's CAMWHORE

saw the heart in the sky?

me and the burfdae girl

ite meet up.

mursh and me.

happie bdae pat!!!

yayy!!! yummy yummy cake cake

murshidah zulfaa!!!




after that, we went to town to catch a show whereas Mursh head to MOS with her frens..
happie people!!!
and it rained at GB on that dae.. hahhahaha..