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BOYS LIKE GIRLS thunder
Today is a winding road
Thats taking me to places that I didnt want to go, whoa
Today in the blink of an eye
Im holding on to something and I do not know why I tried
I tried to read between the lines
I tried to look in your eyes
I want a simple explanation; what Im feeling inside
I gotta find a way out
Maybe theres a way out
Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know youre unlike any other?
Youll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I dont wanna ever love another
Youll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain
And bring on the thunder
Today is a winding road
Tell me where to start and tell me something I dont know, whoa
Today Im on my own
I cant move a muscle and I cant pick up the phone, I dont know
And now I'm itching for the tall grass
And longing for the breeze
I need to step outside, just to see if I can breathe
I gotta find a way out
Maybe theres a way out
Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know youre unlike any other?
Youll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I dont wanna ever love another
Youll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain
And bring on the thunder
Yeah Im walking on a tightrope
I'm wrapped up in vines
I think Ill make it out but you just gotta give me time
Strike me down with lightning
Let me feel you in my veins
I wanna let you know how much I feel your pain
Today is a winding road
Thats taking me to places that I didnt want to go, whoa
Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know youre unlike any other?
Youll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I dont wanna ever love another
Youll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain
And bring on the thunder
Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know youre unlike any other?
Youll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain
Oh baby bring on the pain
And listen to the thunder
THE ROSE
i'll tell YOU wat YOU need to knoe about ME
THE REAL DEAL everything that rolls from the tip of ma tongue are constantly coated with a dash of sarcasm
[A.Z.U.R.I.A.F]
[zero3zero4one9eight7]
[PUNKROCK]
[ALTERNATIVE]
[SCREAMO]
[HARDCORE]
[PSYCHOTIC NUTCASE]
[GILER]
[FAST]
[ENDLESS RIDES]
[STARRIDES]
[STARS]
[MOON]
[SOFT ON THE INSIDE]
[TOUGH ON THE OUTSIDE]
[INDEPENDENT]
[BLUR QUEEN]
[RED]
[BLACK]
[MIDNITE'S CALLING]
[RAINBOW]
[STARBUCKS COFFEE]
[MINISTRY.OF.SOUND]
[CHOCOLATE]
[DOUBLE TALL NON FAT CARAMEL MACCHIATO]
[ICED TALL HALF NON FAT HALF LO-FAT GREEN TEA LATTE]
[ICED TALL SOY NO WHIP MOCHA]
[PIZZA]
[ICE-CREAM]
[ROSES]
[MISCHIEVIOUS]
[BITCHY]
[to be DESIRABLE but not OBTAINABLE]
[*TANISHA EILIYAH*]
[*TAUFIQ ALHAKIM*] EMOSENSO
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Sunday, August 31, 2008
pics pics pics.
ppl who matters in my life.. werk. fun. werk. fun. that place. love them la seii my Bolbos. last dae of year 2, sem 1 i told you so. gonna mis them a whole lot sia..
pfft
♥ fai BITCHED at : 9:49 PM
Friday, August 29, 2008
pfft
i cant believe this. i am tearing up like mad. just because of one simple awful truth. i miss him. and thinking about what will be happening in 1 week, 6 daes aint helping. i cant seemed to head off to my dreamland. my bantal busuk is wet. herbz is just being hugged by me from just now. since i got home. since in transport. listening to jiwang songs aint helping. i looked out at the place where he usually parked his bike while waiting fer my lift. and i felt the sting in ma eyes. when i reach my room, took out my watch and bangle in front of the mirror(normal routine), our pic caught my eye... and Imran Ajmain's Seribu Tahun was playing on ma phone. and i heard the same sound his bike makes. mane aku tak nanges. bodo.
But how do you expect me To live alone with just me Cause my world revolves around you it's so hard for me to breathe
i miss you, Noor Iman BIn Mohd Harun. and i hate this feeling. can you not do camps anymore, you Mr. Outdoor Trainer?? ok kidding.
pfft. can ppl really pass awae from missing someone? werds from his late grandma "jauh di mata, dekat di hati"
remember Iman,"whenever you miss me, just look at the spaces between your fingers and know that mine fits perfectly in between them"
♥ fai BITCHED at : 4:33 AM
Thursday, August 28, 2008
things left unsaid are now spoken.
things have been going on fine for me these past few days. except fer the fact that i cant wait to get ma pay. have been busy with work, but yet still find time to spend with Iman.
we've been hanging out, did loadsa talking about things that matters and sometimes things that dont. just being around him make me smile and laugh. he's crazy. i am serious. things with us have been wonderful and colurful. Alhamdulillah.
he's gonna serve the nation soon, daymmn. exactly 2 more weeks. gonna miss him la.. wah pehh..
aniwae, i just heard something from ma closest someone yesterdae when i was at werk. that closest someone drop by to pay me a visit together with ger boyfie. and ya la, while smoking, she told me la.. i am not gonna state what that close one spoke to me about, bute here's something for those ppl who thinks they knoe so much about my FUCKING life.
first thing first. i am happy. i am not kidding when i said this. wait. lemme allow myself to repeat that gain. I AM HAPPY. oops. sorry. i wanna rephrase that. I AM friggin HAPPY WITH MY LIFE NOW!!!
i pierce my lips not because i broke off with the previous one. i pierce even before we broke off. i planned to add a few more on ma face. i started smoking back. ya. why? cannot? and no, not beacuse i was to depressed with the break up. NO. haha. hell no. i was having so much fun la after the whole thing. it was a MUTUAL AGREEMENT, and we both knoe that we are gonna be ok. and we even state that no matter what, there's no turning back. so yeah. i move on. I HAVE TO. i dun wanna be so caught up with the past that i am stuck there and not be able to do anything for my own future.
check that the phrase has been bold and change to largest font for those of you hu still don't understand.
you guys are funnie you knoe. what? you guys think you knoe everything? oh please. you guys are not even google.com to begin with.
i am a grown up. i hope when you ppl are reading this, please, i repeat, please use a grown up kind of thinking to understand what i have wrote.
i am happie with my life now. enjoying myself around work and people that matters. i have family and friends and a love who still love me no matter what.
true friends will tell you when your face is dirty. and even offer to clean that up for you. true friends will love you even if you woke up with make-up smeared on your face, bra hanging sideways across your chest in the morning with panties being worn inside out. anything. i am glad i have such frens to even begin with.
to those who were really there during the whole thing, you knoe who you are, thanx alot for ur understanding, ur willing to accept slight changes and adapt to new ones. thanx alot.
to those whom you think you care, thanx but NO THANX. get on my level. scram!
♥ fai BITCHED at : 1:25 AM
something for him.
embun di pagi buta menebarkan bau basah detik demi detik ku hitung kinikah saat ku pergi.
oh Tuhan ku cinta dia berikanlah aku hidup takkan ku sakiti dia hukum aku bila terjadi
aku tak mudah untuk mencintai aku tak mudah mengaku ku cinta aku tak mudah mengatakan aku jatuh cinta
senandumgku hanya untuk cinta tirakatku hanya untuk engkau tida dusta, sumpah kucinta sampai ku menutup mata. cintaku sampai ku menutup mata.
♥ fai BITCHED at : 1:07 AM
Tuesday, August 12, 2008
Little Bit - FORGET ABOUT ME.
Hmm Whoaaa Oohhh Yeahh
You said it wasn't Gonna be like It was before Then it happened again Pushing me back Out the door Thought it would be For real this time Love me forget About the signs So now what do I do Now, that I know That we're through
Wish that I Could move on Can't let go It's too strong Just like that And then you're gone Is this how You wanted it to be Everything you had to say Sent the tears Right down my face Now I'm trying to escape The misery
[Chorus:] Why don't you love me The way I loved you It feels so crazy Cause I dunno What I did to you If you're gonna hurt me Then do it quickly Cause I'm tired of cryin' If you don't wanna Stick around Then, baby Forget about me
Too late, sorry I didn't even Have the chance You said you were happy Baby I don't understand Gave you everything You asked for And was ready To give you a lot more I would've given The world Right in the palm Of your hand
Wish that I Could move on Can't let go It's too strong Just like that And then you're gone Is this how You wanted it to be Everything you had to say Sent the tears Right down my face Now I'm trying to escape The misery
[Chorus]
Boy My heart was true And that you can't deny Don't be a fool And walk away From all the lies It's up to you Cause heaven knows I've tried Tell me You're still in love Yeahhhh Ohh
[Chorus]
Forget about me I really loved you...
♥ fai BITCHED at : 12:48 PM
Should i stay
Had a drive Driven by your love But when you messed around I lost the drive I found
Thought you needed Needed someone true But you changed your mind Or had I failed you?
Wish you'd been Careful with my heart But you tore it apart And broke an angel's heart
The kiss was true Has to end somehow But I am livin' proof of what love is about
It's hard holding you Loving you, losing you It's sad to be true And be fooled by you I don't know (I don't know) I gotta know Should I stay or should I go?
You played me on Played me like a clown But I feel for you Eventhough I'm down
My heart is heavy Heavy like a rock But I am so amused You're still in my thoughts
It's hard holding you Loving you, losing you It's sad to be true And be fooled by you I don't know (I don't know) I gotta know Should I stay or should I go?
Oooohh... should I stay? Should I go?
It's hard holding you Loving you, losing you It's sad to be true And be fooled by you I don't know (I don't know) I wanna know Should I stay or should I...?
This time its done It'll never feel the same But we had some good times Guess it's sad just the same
I guess the truth Doesn't matter somehow But you were livin' proof of what love is about...
what am i suppose to do? how am i suppose to feel? why should this even happen?
fuck. didnt expect maself to break down last night. God, pls gimme the will to and strength to go through the day..
♥ fai BITCHED at : 12:27 PM
Thursday, August 07, 2008
Liza Hanim - Biarlah Aku Merinduimu
Dosakah aku menyintaimu Dan itu bukan kehendakku Itu juga bukan kemahuanmu Menodai percintaan ini
Dosakah aku menyintaimu Setelah engkau dimiliki Aku gagal memujuk hati ini Untuk terus melupai dirimu
( korus ) Izinku berteduh seketika Merebah rindu pengubat duka Demi ku menyintaimu Menyayangi dirimu Meskipun sekadar dalam mimpi
Pergilah sayang kepadanya Kerna dia lebih memerlukanmu Pengorbanan sudah lama jadi milikku Jangan kau kesali
Aku tidak tahu mengapa harusku Menyintai dirimu Mungkinkah kau tak ada jawapan yang lain Teranglah padaku Agar tidak kusesal Mengharapkan kasih pada yang berpunya Agar kita sama merelakan
( ulang korus )
nabei. this song effing nice. was blog hopping when i overheard this song. search like fark sia who the eff sang this song..
♥ fai BITCHED at : 3:58 PM
Tuesday, August 05, 2008
i think of him... always have been.. and no, i ain't goin' nowhere.
I will always be there for you. When you need someone, I will be that one you need. I do all my best to, to protect you. When the tears get near your eyes I will be the one that's by your side. I will be there when you call me in the middle of the night. I will keep the rain from falling down into your light. I promise, I promise I promise I will
I will take tender care of you Take your darkest night and make it bright for you I will be there to make you strong and to lean on. When this world has turned so cold I will be the one that's there to hold.
I will be there when you call me in the middle of the night. I will keep the rain from falling down into your light. I promise, I promise I promise I will
Yeah And I love you more every day And nothing will take that love away When you need someone I promise I'll be there for you I promise
Through the fire through the rain Through the joy and the pain este amor remains the same I'mma give you the world Through the fights through the change Through the nights through the days este amor remains the same I'mma give you the world
I'll pick you up when you fall I'm at your side when you call You just gotta know That I love you baby boy And just wanna give you the world
Everytime you hit the ground boy I hold you down boy Another skip town boy I'll be around boy You can count on me I'm a follow through If you need to hear it, feel I'm a be the truth
Yes see You ain't ever got nothing to worry about If you burn by the fire I'm a carry around Just holla when you need me around Cause I got you like you got me And forever baby holding you down
♥ fai BITCHED at : 3:10 PM
Kiss Me - Cassie feat Ryan Leslie
[intro: Ryan Leslie] Wanna dance Just kiss you this way, right? Can I do that?
[verse 1] One touch can bring us closer Don't want this to be over You know that you complete me Your love is what I need Don't rush to see you leaving (Leaving) Stay with me while I'm sleeping 'Cause you know what you do to me I'm weak and you know my heart is beating
[pre-chorus] One, two, three, kiss, that's when I know that we Four, five, six, kiss, have the right chemistry You don't have to hold back or be shy I can tell you want me in your eyes One, two, three, kiss, that's when I know that we Four, five, six, kiss, have the right chemistry Feels so good 'cause I know that you're mine Boy I got my eyes closed 'cause you know that I
[chorus] Love it when you kiss me (I love it) Love it when our lips meet You intoxicate me I barely can breathe I love when you kiss me Love it when you kiss me Love it when our lips meet You intoxicate me (I can barely breathe) I barely can breathe I love when you kiss me
[verse 2: Ryan Leslie] Oh girl, I'm coming over (I'm coming over babe) You know I wanna hold ya (Oh) Kiss you (Kiss you), 'cause I know you want me too I want to give you what you'll like So, so pleas don't be afraid to (Afraid to) To tell me what'll make you Reach the top (Reach the top) (Baby) Girl I'm needing it (I'm needing it) 'Cause baby I can feel your heart beating
[pre-chorus] One, two, three, kiss, that's when I know that we Four, five, six, kiss, have the right chemistry You don't have to hold back or be shy I can tell you want me in your eyes One, two, three, kiss, that's when I know that we Four, five, six, kiss, have the right chemistry Feels so good 'cause I know that you're mine Boy I got my eyes closed 'cause you know that I
[chorus] Love it when you kiss me (Love it when you kiss me) Love it when our lips meet (It seems toxicated) You intoxicate me (I barely can breathe) I barely can breathe I love when you kiss me Love it when you kiss me (And I love it when we) Love it when our lips meet (Love it when our lips meet) You intoxicate me I barely can breathe (Love it when you kiss me) I love when you kiss me
[bridge] Baby, ah-ah-ah... Love it when you kiss me Ah-ah-ah I barely can breathe Love when you kiss me
[chorus] Love it when you kiss me Love it when our lips meet You intoxicate me I barely can breathe I love when you kiss me Love it when you kiss me Love it when our lips meet You intoxicate me I barely can breathe I love when you kiss me...
♥ fai BITCHED at : 2:23 PM
awesome Vid..
this song was playing through my head since last night. awesome awesome awesome. i love the part he come over and hit the guy. wunder if there's anyone out there who's willing to do it the same as what he did. hmmm...
can't help but wait...
♥ fai BITCHED at : 1:28 PM
Monday, August 04, 2008
wtf
if i am smiling now.. can someone tell me, why do i feel like shit deep down inside?
♥ fai BITCHED at : 3:04 PM
i am hoping for hope..
i am hoping. for hope. the one that can make me feel alive through my dying days.
i am praying. for hope. the one that can keep me sane through my insane life.
where art thou? when i needed you, hope? come back. make me feel alive again.
Practice hope. As hopefulness becomes a habit, you can achieve a permanently happy spirit. -- Norman Vincent Peale
♥ fai BITCHED at : 1:51 PM
010808 and 030808
me and ma ful timer naz-me-linda-ju hello starbucks crown hotel fai speaking, how may i help adek penat dyn also sleep
030808. best gerlfren dae out ama!! i love you ama pfft lost without you best frens are remedy for sick daes smiley her ayy!!! bluek!!! budak2 deck a2
stoopid cracked lips. hate it when i'm sick OJ??? she trying to snap away.. peace out!!!!
♥ fai BITCHED at : 12:20 PM
290708 and 300708
before heading outa house to g skool. ma bitch and me my cyclone girl camwhore moments
we were bored. the dae we gt nothing to do redefine US in the middle of nowhere. iman. u knoe where we were
that night. when Farah, from Holland, joined me and Adek partyyy!! sleep comes ferst. me and dora that me adek and dynn me and Farah suntec toilet huh? coke at starbucks?
fad and me. his last dae at SN
mar and fadd the siblings about to reach... in da club ayie and me
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